Life As Chairman of Osis

Tasya, I'm Here

Tasya gets down the car and enters her house with Radit. It looks like Viko, Arka, Reza and Bagus are talking to the Tante.

Tasya slowly entered and immediately approached the Tantenya.

"Assalamualaikum" said Radit and Tasya.

"Waalaikumsalam," they answered in unison.

"Where was it going?" amara asked while hugging and tidying Tasya's hair.

"Current, Aunt. You guys really here?" tasya asked the four.

"Well, in class you're not cool" said Good.

"Truly, usually the typical screeching sound of a ketos mother always adorns my days," Arka said dramatically.

"Oh one more, kangen scolded bu ketos," said Reza.

"Your excess" said Tasya slowly.

"Yes, there's nothing you're lonely." Viko's turn is sound.

"No one should be angry anymore" said Tasya.

"Who the cave got into a rampage, the important thing is you go back to school" cried Arka.

"Yeah let alone someone who is upset there is no you, Sya. Cassian. Every day his face was rich in busty." Reza provoked a ruckus between them and Viko, of course he was rewarded with a sharp gaze of Viko.

"Who's upset?" tanya Radit teases Viko.

"She, Bang. Every day walk adek lu tuh while mellow typical of upset teenagers," chirped Nice while laughing.

"Ohhh Tasya there's a secret admirer?" asked Amara who already understood that the one being teased was Viko, while Viko started to get nervous and was eager to beat up her immoral friends.

"Fuck up," annoyed Viko.

"Lohh how are you ngamok? Ohh you're upset, Ko?" reza asked and it made them laugh in satisfaction because Viko got into their trap.

"B-no, anjirr. Ngaco you all,"elak Viko.

"That, Tan. Viko's work continues, the mantengin sosmednya Tasya, moody face. My friend Tan" said Arka dramatically.

"Tuh Tasya there are people who are upset" said Amara teasing Tasya and Viko.

"Through? Why upset?" tanya tasya plain.

But Tasya is still Tasya. The teenager is unstable, weak and insensitive. It felt like Viko wanted to say in front of Tasya's face that she missed the girl.

"Engga, Yes. Yes you will fight the cave, no you no one gua asked for trouble." Viko makes excuses in such a way.

"Wahh kasian is already upset, bro," said Radit as he patted Viko's back.

"What anjir, Bang. The cave mulu," said Viko tried to stop their temptation.

"Apaaa, cave people tell the story of the cave," said Radit who was increasingly satisfied to have seduced Viko.

"Udah-udah anjir, gini cave want to persuade you here," Viko told Radit.

"Convince what?" Ngajak gua ngedate?"

"Yeuu the crazy one, not anjirr, Bang. Cave want to persuade you to make permission—"

"Udah, it's our business. Mending now you're talking to Tasya, he said he wanted to have a conversation together, right?" cut Good.

"Yoi said she wants to talk to you both, there. Bang Radit for the cave business" continued Arka.

"Yes, I'm the same Viko. He's a little upset, he's upset, he's a fan of the heart" Reza said.

Viko looked at them full of questions, but the bike they had devised a plan without Viko. With Viko's serapah vow finally resigned and took Tasya to the back garden.

"Yes, the cave wants to talk about something. Can you?" ask him to Tasya.

Tasya just nodded and followed Viko to the back garden.

...~ • ~...

Tasya and Viko sat by the pool. The atmosphere here is cool, so it is suitable for them to talk about things that may be quite heavy.

"Yes," said Viko as she glanced at Tasya.

"Where are you?"

"As you know, without me telling you, you know, right?"

"Bang Radit told you?"

"Everybody is sensitive times when they're taken to a psychiatrist."

"Yes, but—"

"And yes, in fact it is rich gini. I and schizophrenia. You serem didn't see me?" Tasya laughed to herself.

"Why should you have a serem?"

"Why? Can't I just hug you when? Can't I be hysterical when?"

"Yes to the cave, you keep Tasya. It makes no difference, do not think anywhere," said Viko trying to give positive thoughts to Tasya.

"Vik, what can one expect from my near-mad rich man? Living with drugs and it is not necessarily healed. I don't know when I'll relapse, when I can do things out of my control. Although I have said the same Radit I will try, but there are still many questions, many thoughts that I can not find the answer and I feel will not be able to. Iue—"

Viko held Tasya's hand, trying to stop their conversation. Viko flicked her feet and faced Tasya.

"Yes, everyone is there for you. They already know and they keep supporting you, they want to always be there for you. But, if it's just pessimistic, how can we help you?"

"Where should I be optimistic when I feel hopeless all the same?"

"Yes, love your confidence if he can. If he could get through all this. Love the confidence in yourself so he can get excited to rise."

Tasya fell silent at the thought of Viko's words. He was right, if he had just given up what about the people around him?

"The cave knows, Tasya is a person who does not give up. He will always pass the problem well. He can be confident when everyone doubts him and one more. He is responsible, he can be responsible for others. So he can also definitely be responsible for himself."

"It's hard, I won't be able to" Tasya said slowly as he lowered his head.

"See, this is just the beginning. How do you give up when you haven't struggled? How can you know the final results when you are still in place and have not done anything. I'm here, I'm there for you."

Tasya looked at Viko's bead eyes that seemed to exude sincerity in them. His gaze was always the same, warm and made Tasya calm.

"Inget cave here," said Viko as she hugged Tasya tightly.

Viko closed her eyes, feeling her longing for the girl in her arms right now. Comfortable, that's what both feel.

"Vik" said Tasya slowly.

Viko let go of her embrace, stared at by Tasya who was looking at her.

"Why?"

"Thank you, yeah."

"Thank you for what?"

"Thank you for being one of the people who cared about me."

Viko clasped Tasya's hand with a smile.

"Don't say thank you, it's a cave job to always take care of you. Kaya bang Radit who do not want you why-why, the cave is also so. Your dear cave," said Viko unconsciously.

Tasya was slightly startled by Viko's words and let go of her grasp slowly. He was afraid that his feelings were getting worse.

Silence, no more conversation after. They were both immersed in their own thoughts.

'Don't you like the cave huh, Sya?" inner Viko.

'Sorry, Vik. Now we can't do more than this. I don't want you stuck with my rich girl," Inner Tasya.

...~ • ~...

Tasya closed his eyes, today draining a little of his energy. He sees the bracelet he wears, his taste with Viko makes it slightly better.

Viko can always make him feel safe from anything. The man can always make him comfortable in the way he has. It seems Tasya is getting more and more into Viko. Although now he has to rethink to go further with Viko.

Insecure, overthinking, everything she can't control. Everything sometimes comes together and I don't know where that thought comes down to. I am tired of thinking the same thing over and over again without end.

Tasya took the medicines he should be taking now.7 grains of medicine, it feels like he is saturated with drugs like this. But, for now all the disturbing thoughts inside his head could only be resolved with all these medicines.

He drank water and Tasya put himself in bed. Hopefully tomorrow he can be free from his foggy mind. And one more thing, hopefully he can face everyone in school tomorrow, because Radit and Aunt Amara have allowed the request of Tasya's friends.

"Vik. But you can't be the same me. Lo pantes dapetin better," murmured Tasya as he closed his eyes.