
No morning speech, no more reprimands, much less laughter. Everything that happened in this house was cold. That's how Tasya feels today. He was at the same table, but Radit did not turn to him in the slightest. From that day on, Radit stopped caring about her.
To be honest, Tasya felt a little depressed. There was a feeling he could not explain and lately Tasya's head has been getting sick a lot. It can even make him unable to sleep.
They focus on their food and thoughts. Tasya cannot be in this condition. Finally he chose not to eat his breakfast and went straight to school.
Usually Radit will scold him, fearing that his sister will relapse ill. But today he didn't do it and followed Tasya's lead to get ready for college.
Arriving at school, Tasya tried to smile. Although he would have remembered his father again if someone had offered him condolences. He wasn't strong, but he couldn't keep avoiding him. It has been 3 days he did not go to school, definitely a lot of tasks that he had to complete. He still has responsibilities as Chairman of OSIS.
Tasya entered the classroom, and it was seen that his friends were waiting for Tasya on their bench. Looking at Tasya with a happy smile. She knew for sure her friends wanted to see her smile too, but somehow she had a hard time doing it.
"Good morning, beautiful Tasya" said Niken.
"Baggio." Tasya tried to expand her smile to her three friends.
"Lo must not have had breakfast, right? Here I bring the same box milk bread sandwich lo's favorite." Sherli put her food in front of Tasya.
"Thank you, Sher. But I have breakfast, so I taro first ya make it later," said Tasya lying.
"Are you really eating?" ask Sarah not to believe it.
"Surely, don't worry. I'm fine." Tasha smiled at them all.
"Okay, if you need anything say yes?" Sherli hugged Tasya with a smile.
"Need a note, where's the note you promised?" ask Tasya.
"Oh yes, we are ready. Crazy much, you want us to help you?" Sarah asked as she put a stack of books in front of Tasya.
"Whoa, I can be alone. Thanks, yes" said Tasya.
"She's relaxed" Niken replied as she developed her smile.
"Yes I want to work first, but still early in the morning."
Tasya also cooked his airpods and then began to post notes that he had to record. While the three friends let Tasya focus, perhaps Tasya would be a little distracted from his sadness.
Not long after Viko entered the class with her three friends, she saw the girl who had not met for a few days. A little relieved to see Tasya has returned to school, although he knows, the situation is still not okay.
Tasya was focusing on her notes, but when Viko wanted to get to Tasya, the school bell rang and Beti's mom entered the classroom. Tasya also briefly looked at Viko and smiled thinly, hinting that she was okay.
...~ • ~...
There was no one in the class except Tasya during the break, he refocused on finishing his Notes. Suddenly Rosa, Dera and Nadin entered the classroom while staring at Tasya cynically.
"Eh you know that our Ketos papa died" said Rosa as if to be heard by Tasya.
The sensitive Tasya also glanced slightly towards their group. They spoke so loud, there was no way Tasya could not hear it all.
"Gue denger-denger left because of Tasya right? Uh yes time? Ketos his behavior is that. His papa kasian has a rich son, hopefully calm down" Nadin said.
"Kasian, my father, must not calm down there. Think of his son's behavior" said Dera while laughing cynically.
Tasya immediately put the pen rough and out of class. For a moment he met Viko at the door, but he did not care and went straight to the OSIS room. Yeah, Viko heard everything. He's already furious at them now. People are not empathetic who only hurt other people's feelings.
"Your mouth cannot be guarded? There's no empathy!" Viko's anger can't be held back.
"Fun, Viko. Our guy's talking facts" ketus Rosa.
"Give up, free cave talking to people whose work lives lives people. Take care of your life, you are rich, you are really your life." Viko immediately left the three of them and ran after Tasya.
Tasya closed the door of the OSIS room, he headed to the back of the bench and sat in a corner of the room. He hugged his knees tightly. The guilt has resurfaced. She continues to be overwhelmed by the guilt she feels.
"No, they're not wrong, they are. I'm not a good kid, '" he muttered in between his stuffing.
Slowly Tasya stretched his face, looking at Viko who was in front of him with a gaze full of wounds that Viko could feel.
"Why are you here?" tasya asked, wiping away her tears.
"Gua's worried, relieved?" tanyakanya.
Tasya just nodded his head slowly.
"Not to be horrified. You know what Nadin and the genk are. They obviously don't like you, they'll try hard to make you fall."
"Sir, they're not wrong, Vik. Everything they say is true."
"Sir, don't mistake yourself again. Don't hear their word, huh?"
"But, Vik. No matter how often it is denied, it will not change reality. If for example I don't look for things, they won't all be rich."
Viko held onto both of Tasya's shoulders, looking at him seriously.
"I'm sorry, maybe you made all this happen. But if about bokap you died, it's not your fault. Everything is arranged with God."
"Gue doesn't know what to do, I don't know, Vikoooo."
"Lu is strong, you can definitely pass this. You're not alone, you have caves, your friends, the children of OSIS."
Tasya just fell silent, she could not say anything, all she knew was that now the bell had rung. Inevitably he and Viko must return to class.
...~ • ~...
Viko and Tasya have arrived in front of Tasya's house. Viko is worried about letting Tasya go home alone, afraid that Tasya is doing something strange. But Tasya was shocked when he saw Radit put his things into the car, but Tasya ran towards Radit.
"BRAND, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?" Tasya begins to panic as Radit enters his car.
"Go, what do you care?" ask Radit.
"Son, don't stay with me. Who am I here with? My brother's sorry, I know I'm sorry I can't boil everything but don't go." Taya's cries began to break.
"Bang lu do not gini, gua tau lu angry but do not giniin Tasya dah. Don't be emotional, you need time okay but don't go rich gini." Viko tried to calm them both down.
"No, the cave decision is already bulleted. Leasin." Radit let go of Tasya's grasp and entered his car.
"Please don't stay with me, ABAAANG!" Tasha is starting to get hysterical. He tried to open the car door but could not.
Radit can't bear it, but he won't change his decision. He quickly drove out his car and moved away from home. Tasya ran after Radit's car while crying.
"BRANCH! STOPP! I SAID STOPP!!" Tasya continued to pursue, but his steps were unable to catch up with Radit's car.
Viko, who is chasing Tasya, hugs Tasya from behind, trying to stop her. Viko increasingly tightly hugged Tasya who continued to rebel. He could not bear to see Tasya like this, but he could do nothing to get Radit back.
"Udahh, don't be chased anymore. Relax, later we think to persuade Radit, don't cry." Unknowingly Viko let out her tears while continuing to tightly hug Tasya's body.
"Take me off, Vik. I want to go after my brother. VIKOO!!! I don't have anyone else. Leasin." Tasya's body that had rebelled finally relaxed, his cries increasingly broken he felt his world had been destroyed. He lost everything.
"Udah yaa, cave please. The cave will definitely make Radit come back here again," said Viko slowly.
"Gue wants to die, I want to follow papa. I can't be here anymore" he said. He felt a tightness that was so painful. He felt that his defense was already completely destroyed now and had no more strength to hold on.
Instantly his head began to weigh and all his eyes looked blurred, then dark.
"Yeah, why are you? Oh yeah!!" Viko propped up Tasya's body and tried to pat Tasya on the cheek slowly. Viko immediately held Tasya's body into the house, then she lay it on the sofa. He panicked and didn't know what to do.
Viko kept patting Tasya on the cheek, she was afraid something would happen to Tasya.
"Yeah, why are you? Wake up, Shaa." Viko finally calls Sherli, hoping that she can come here and help him.