Life As Chairman of Osis

Am I Crazy?

Anna examined some of the test results conducted by Tasya. While Radit was a little anxious about the result, he hoped that nothing bad would happen to Tasya.

"His brain function is normal, there are no abnormalities in his brain. Tasya can focus and construct well, regular mindset, blood and urine test results are also good undetectable dangerous drugs," explained Anna while re-examining sheet by sheet.

"From the results showed that Tasya suffered from early-stage paranoid schizophrenia, at this stage the patient is faster to recover. Tasya can do its activities normally, but the drugs should not be broken," continued Anna.

"So Tasya should take her medicine for life, Doc?" ask Radit.

"It was so in procedure. The medicine I gave yesterday will be tested from 3-6 weeks to see its effectiveness. But it does not rule out the possibility can be up to 12 weeks, depending on the patient's body responds how long. After that the patient must routinely follow psychotherapy 2 weeks once as scheduled. Slowly we will suppress the use of the drug to a minimum. Although it can not be off the drug, it is possible once the patient will be able to be released, depending on what the desire to recover, some cases like that. Then I suggest to tell Tasya slowly from now on, the more she can find out and accept her condition, the better it will be for her recovery" Anna explained with a smile.

"But I'm afraid that Tasya will go down when he knows the truth, Doc" Radit said slowly.

"Not to be afraid, give Tasya more support and attention. Surround him with people who love him, give him a sense of comfort and confidence that he can get through well. Not only his family and closest friends, we are here to help him as much as possible so that Tasya can recover" Anna said, trying to convince Radit.

"Okay doc, I'll try. Thanks for today's schedule, Doc. Hopefully Tasya can recover as soon as possible" Radit said.

"Yes, it's my duty as a doctor." Anna smiles while giving Tasya's health file to Radit.

"Then I say goodbye, Doc. Excuse me," Radit said.

"Please." Anna graciously invited Radit.

Radit looked at the results of Tasya's examination, thinking: how to tell Tasya about this. She did not want Tasya to feel strange or crazy. Seeing Tasya cry broke him.

"The cave must be able, for Tasya's sake," muttered Radit.

Radit took his breath slowly, then exhaled slowly. Then he walked towards the park, Radit told Tasya to wait for him there. Don't forget he bought Tasya's favorite vanilla ice cream.

Arriving there, Tasya was looking at the fountain in front of him. Sometimes he smiled, not knowing what Tasya was thinking.

"Sir." Radit sat next to Tasya while giving him 1 cup of ice cream he bought earlier.

Tasya looked towards Radit and took his ice cream. He is happy, it has been 1 month since he did not eat ice cream.

"Thank you, Bang," Tasya said with a smile.

"Sama-sama is a leak" Radit said as he stroked his sister's hair.

"Well, why are we so long?"

"So talk to the doctor first. Wh why? Is anyone bothering you?"

"Son, I just want to."

"Something is disturbing."

"There's no. Oh yes bang .... " Tasya stopped his words.

"Why?"

There are actually a lot of questions on his mind. But he chose not to ask. Afraid that it will make Radit think because of his questions.

"Not be." Tasya smile.

"So is sick? Dizziness? Say it's a gapapa."

"That's what you wanted but forgot." Tasya tries to find an excuse and is only replied to a nod by Radit.

Tasya and Radit enjoy the ice cream they hold. Silence, no conversation at the moment. Tasya was busy with his thoughts and Radit was busy thinking of ways to tell about his illness.

"Ekhmm, deck," call Radit break the silence.

"Hmm? Why?" ask Tasya.

"Lu believe in you, don't you?"

"Hmm, why?"

Radit put his dossier and ice cream on the chair, slowly Radit knelt down, put the ice cream that Tasya held and gently grasped his sister's hands.

"Lu know if my dear brother is really the same as you, Dek? For what my brother did, my brother still feels guilty. You shouldn't have told me at the time."

"Yeah, brother wants to say it. Brother wants you to know that brother loves you very much, Dek. You must be confused as to why you were brought here, right?" ask Radit.

Tasya just nodded, the psychiatrist is a strange place according to him. He felt Radit thought him crazy for no reason.

"Try what you think?"

"Do you think I'm crazy for this injury?" tanya Tasya showed her wrist.

Deghb ....

One question Radit didn't really want to hear. He did not want Tasya to think of himself as such. Cold sweat began to pour, Radit tried to stay in position, although very weak taste.

"Well, the cave doesn't think you are. You believe in caves, don't you, Dek?" ask Radit to make sure.

"Gue believes, but I don't understand."

Radit breathed for a moment. He should be able to tell Tasya now. Radit gave Tasya's health file. Tasya also opened it and read the results of the diagnosis listed there.

He bit the tip of his fingernail and occasionally stared at Radit. Unknowingly her tears began to fall, all of them mixed together, she must somehow describe it. How does it feel when you are declared to have a mental illness, even almost crazy?

"So I'm crazy, right?" His murmur that could not stem his tears anymore.

"Well, don't talk about it. No, you're not crazy. You're just sick again and it'll heal soon." Radit put the file down and clasped Tasya's hand.

"Gue is not normal, how can I be healed? How do I deal with people? What if—" Radit hugged Tasya tightly. He could not bear to hear all the fear that Tasya had.

"There's a cave, you've got a lot of people here. Lu will be able to do your activities well. Lu will be fine, Dek," said Radit trembling, knowing that Tasya must be struggling with his own thoughts.

Radit looked at Tasya, held onto his shoulder and looked into his eyes, "Lu can heal, you believe the cave right? This brother of yours will try his best. You're strong, you can handle it."

Tasya just sobbed, he really didn't know what to do. All he felt was cramped because of reality.

"Dekk, don't gini. You're strong, the cave knows."

Tasya wiped her tears, she smiled slightly. He does not want to make Radit more worried let alone feel guilty and continues to blame himself for what happened to Tasya.

"Gue promise, I'll get well. Even though I don't know what I can do. I'll try my best" said Tasya.

Radit smiled hearing that, he slowly wiped away Tasya's tears. He promises to be with Tasya and accompany her through schizophrenia.

"Thank you for trying. Lu will be fine. Hold the promise of the cave, your brother will collateral all his energy to always take care of his beloved adek," said Radit in earnest.

Tasya nodded her head and smiled. He's very lucky to have Radit in his life. He has to heal, whatever happens, he has to try.

Tringg ....

One message went to Tasya's phone.

For a moment he opened it and read it. He was silent, actually he was not ready to meet anyone. He was afraid of people's rejection if they knew what he was going through. Tasya was silent, Radit saw that was astonished.

"Why?" ask Radit.

"Viko is equally willing to go home" Tasya replied slowly.

"Well good, right? So you're not lonely."

"Gue was afraid they wouldn't want to win with me if they knew my condition. I'm afraid that I unknowingly hurt them."

Radit held his sister's hand again.

"They know, so you don't have to worry. They always want to be there for you."

"They??"

"Yeah, so you don't think about anything. The cave said, a lot of your dear ones here. Now just take the drug regularly and obey the same schedule of therapy huh?"

"Yes my brother."

"Printer's son." Radit stroked Tasya's hair gently, Radit was happy that Tasya could accept this fact. Not as bad as Radit thought.