Life As Chairman of Osis

Philosophy Memories

Tasya sat on a sofa facing right into a large window. The 3rd floor of his house is indeed suitable for solitude. With the sound of rain and memories.

His eyes were straight ahead, empty. It felt like part of his life was missing and he didn't know where to look. Tasya bent her knees while scrolling through the memories inside her phone. The photos are still neatly stored there.

If loss would hurt this much, perhaps from the beginning he would not choose to drop his heart to anyone. Maybe it is his experience that is more self-harm, because in fact someone he loves does not have the same ideals as him.

A drop of tears fell along with the increasingly heavy rain and rumbling sounds. Perhaps, a very appropriate depiction for Tasya's mood right now.

A man looked at him from a distance, there was a painful feeling when someone precious in his life became weak like this.

Al approached Tasya with 2 cups of hot chocolate that he deliberately made. It might calm him down a little while not being able to treat the wound in his heart. Slowly he stretched out the cup in front of Tasya.

Tasya turned his head towards Al, immediately he kept the phone and wiped his tears. Tasya received the cup that Al gave her. "Thank you, yeah."

Al nodded and sat down next to Tasya. He occasionally glanced at the girl who was still silently staring at the window.

"If you want to cry, cry. The cave was once horrified that the girl could be relieved of what she felt if she cried," said Al.

Tasya chuckles. "Don't tell me that, it'll cry real."

"Yes, do you know anything about the philosophy of memory?" Al asked who was now both staring at the big window.

"Memory philosophy?"

"The more we try to eliminate him, the more he will settle down." Al paused his speech.

"The same is rich in feelings. The more you deny, the more you try to make him disappear, the bigger."

Tasya fell silent at the thought of Al's words. "So?"

"So enjoy all the feelings that come to you. Want to be sad, sad, longing, or anything without having to force to eliminate it all. Because there is a point in life where you will cape by itself and slowly accept the situation, more specifically move on."

Tasya chuckles. "I don't even think about it, Al."

"Not yet, not nothing. Just broke up yesterday, it must still be hard to think there."

"You think I can't be without Viko?" Ask Tasya.

"Gue asked. Mending you're still the same Viko with a rich gini or you split her?"

"Yes separate, cheating is not tolerance for me" replied Tasya.

"So you think the step you're taking right now isn't it? Sure you didn't make the same decision?"

"Well sure and what I'm doing."

"Lu know? The right decision will definitely have a positive impact in the future. When you believe in the truth, sooner or later you can find pleasure, satisfaction, good results as well. Just wait for the time."

"Al."

"What?"

"Why did you know my excitement from earlier? I so mostly think and forget where to go," said Tasya annoyed.

"Biarin, don't worry. Because Tasya who is familiar with the cave is always a smile and can deal with the problem," said Al with a smile.

"Gak ah, I'm in a bad mood again" said Tasya.

"But the power can't." Al smiled jahil.

"Because of this." Al tickled Tasya's stomach with both hands. Tasya would never be able to hold back her laughter when it was like this.

"HAHAHAHA AL, GELI!" Shouted Tasya while laughing.

"I don't want you to, if you promise not to mess up." Al screeched the girl even more and made her laugh until it felt like crying.

"Hahahahaha don't want to, but hahahaha freelatinn! Forgive me, Al hahahaha," cried Tasya again.

"Gakk promise?" Tawar Al without stopping its activities.

"Hahahaha, oh my goodness, promise. Promise not upset hahahaha," said Tasya surrendered.

Al smiled satisfied and stopped him. After that he pulled both of Tasya's hands and helped her sit back down. "Well, laugh. It's called Tasya."

Tasya caught her breath. Indeed this Al will certainly never let him be sad for long. There is always a way to make her laugh. "Au ah, really jail."

"Ululu ngambekk, do not sulk dong," persuaded Al.

"Gue is just rambling anyway," Tasya annoyed.

"Gue's tinkering anyway," replies Al.

"Ihhh!!" Tasya narrowed her eyes.

"That's bad!!" Repeat Al while following Tasya style.

"Aaaaaal don't follow me!" Tasya laughed too.

"Aaaaaal don't follow me!" Al who was laughing saw Tasya laughing.

Tasya laughed again at Al's behavior. This is how he can be upset? He was lucky to have an Al in his life. Because at times like this all he needs is someone to talk to and someone who can make him laugh.

Radit who saw them from the end of the stairs smiled. Al managed to make Tasya laugh today. Somehow he increasingly wants that Al alone will be with Tasya later. Because in the future he will not easily trust anyone to keep his sister Tasya.

...~ • ~...

In Tasya's room took the card she had just bought. The first step he had to do was change the number so that it could not be contacted by Viko. Because until now Viko is still trying to contact him.

"Gue sometimes do not understand the same way the mind of a guy, he has done more Bella. Just as I did not kiss. But why would he chase me again if their relationship was more than cheating?"

"Maybe also say that he loves me but there cheating. Bego very lo, Yes. You should have believed your feeling when it was right he started talking Bella kept."

"Bucin anyway, so people do not wash. So that actually lo pinter aja can be egotized."

"Said 'sook us forever' eh she's the first one to goodbye. If only yesterday I could be outspoken to him, or I scorned maki. I will be very satisfied back and forth saying him," he continued.

He broke the sim card. However, his life must continue to run, even though somehow until when he was tormented by his pain. He only wishes the best for his life.

Although he has not been able to remove the photos of him with Viko from his room, at least to disconnect the communication is a good thing. However she must be responsible for Bella even though she is not pregnant.

"Besok anyway I have to enjoy my life again, a lot of busy myself, I have to prove if I can without him, I have to prove to him that I am fine," he said.

"Gue does not want him to be pleased because I tangisin, I do not want him to be big head and later seemed to think I was easy to be talked about. Bener said Al, my decision is now a real one," he continued.

"Okay Tasya, move on! Move up! Lo it's strong, you're a lot of friends who love you, and you can definitely get through it well! Come, Tasya. You can do it!!"

But Tasya is only human. A few minutes later he was back perched in front of his cell phone while remembering some moments with Viko. Humans are easily changeable. Just like Tasya's volatile mood. His logic says he has to move on, but his heart misses the man. The heart and logic are sometimes incomparable.

"Aaaahhh I miss Viko," she cried small.