Let Me Hate

Episode 73

Asta is still weak. His memory when he met Nik again reflected in his eyes. And her tears flowed back.

Dini and Sisil who accompanied his sister immediately approached Asta.

" Asta, Mba don't know what you're feeling right now?, are you saddened by Mr Andreakis' departure ?."

" I don't know Mba, whether I should be sad or should hate him. All this time I've only seen him in the shadows of my dreams. I never remember it clearly. But when I look back everything feels real. I who was a big new child at that time was so interested and fascinated by an adult man who gave special attention to me so willing to leave my entourage to go with him," Asta said slowly.

" Do you regret it?, I mean Mba, do you regret not being able to see her again before you married Kevin?," asked Dini carefully.

" I never regret what happened Mba, if I may, I would love to hate him, why you left me alone without telling me, perhaps subconsciously, I still wish for his presence in my life. And when I saw him back, it was meaningless. According to Pedro at that time he left me because Mas Kevin was slumped because of problems with his father's relationship that deteriorated and wanted to build his own business," said Asta trying to withstand all the disappointment.

" Having helped Kevin, doesn't he still have time to look for you?, why only now?" asked Sisil.

" I don't understand Mba, you came to look for me, but you have to go back forever to help your friend without ever seeing me. Can I hate a man as good as that Mba?, it is true that Mas Kevin said, that his friend is a helper god who can do anything for his best friend."

" God has arranged everything. You cannot be together physically but your dreams can be together because your heart and heart are in your husband's body. Whether Mr. Andreakis knows it or not, by being a donor to Kevin he can already be together and love you."

" Yes Mba. But I don't know how Mas Kevin is doing, is he going to be a different person ?."

" You are a strong and smart woman. So you can certainly find the best solution," said Dini while embracing Asta.

" Yes Mba, who's waiting for Kevin ?."

" Kevin's in the ICU and can't get people in and out without the doctor's permission. So Mas Rizky and Bima are guarding it outside."

" Yes Mba" Asta replied .

While they were waiting for their obstetrician, Mama came to deliver the message that Kevin's condition was that his body could receive a heart and liver transfalance from his donor.

" Thank God, God has his own plan in the life of his creatures" said Dini gave encouragement to Asta.

" Aamiin.., thank you Mba."

As they thanked Kevin, the obstetrician visited Asta's treatment room to check on Asta's pregnancy.

" Thank God, everything is in good condition. But the mother must remember, must keep the emotions, physically may not interfere, but it can affect the development of the fetus in the mother's womb."

" Thank you doctor. I will try to keep my emotions from affecting my baby's development" Asta said slowly.