Let Me Hate

Episode 51

Asta's headband was an answer that was never expected or in Kevin's mind.

Kevin looked at Asta filled with regret and also hope that what Asta had just done was not the answer to his request.

" Asta.., give me another chance, I'll try to get better." pinta Kevin.

" You are good and you always make decisions that benefit everyone only in your company, but for your personal life, you never think twice about what you are doing right or wrong. You... do you know Mas, you've kicked me out twice before to get me away from you?, but it all comes back again you repeat. You regretted it and asked me to come back. When you are angry, emotion and then very easily you say 'I don't want to see you again, quickly pack your stuff' . Is that what I will always accept?, am I able to endure such a self?, in your life I have absolutely no roots. I'm like a cut flower, just as a mere decoration" Asta said with pain in his heart .

" Give me reassurance and also an explanation that you can change, that you will not repeat it again until anytime!," Asta pinta said in a voice that sounded firm and sharp.

Kevin looked at Asta, a woman who had a strong stand, and he knew it would be difficult to convince Asta that he would change for the better and would not repeat it again.

" I know and realize that my mistakes and my nature are completely incompatible with my age and position which should be more mature.But to be honest with you and have a family like your family I learned that everything not always following my own views and judgments. Asta, with you I promise to be better. Please give me another chance !,"

" You're just asking me to give you a chance without giving you any guarantee that you won't make the same mistake again" Asta said.

" I'll give you whatever conditions you ask for as collateral, as long as you give us a chance to be together again" Kevin said, pleading.

" I don't know Mas..."

" Sat..."

" Alright, I'll give you a chance but on terms that you must abide by ."

" Thank you, Asta."

" You haven't heard the terms and what I'm going to ask you for has already thanked me. All right, I'm asking us to keep doing this long-distance relationship. You can visit me here every weekend. Because now you live in New York then you can visit once a month," Asta said to surprise Kevin.

" Asta, you're pregnant right now how could I leave you here ?."

" Don't worry I still have a family."

But why do we have to be in long-distance contact ?."

" In order for you to learn to hold back and not everything has to be what you want ."

" Didn't you love me ?."

" Can't we make a compromise?" asked Kevin.

" I'm tired Mas, that's all I'm asking for, but if Mas Kevin doesn't approve, Mas can go ."

" How long do we have to be in long-distance contact and meet only on weekends ?."

"Until I see you've completely changed."

" You're not fair Asta, I'll agree to the terms that you've given me for only a year or until our child is born. Next I will take you to live with me like any other household." Kevin said at the end .

" Well I agree to your terms. Do you want to go back ?."

" Asta, I didn't expect you to be so cruel to me. I haven't rested in the real sense after traveling for 22 more hours" Kevin said.

" all right. In this house there are two rooms, you can occupy the other room. I'll prepare a room for you ."

"Did you not have a housekeeper ?."

" Have, but now he's visiting his son and tomorrow morning just came."

" Show me the room, I'll prepare the room myself that I will occupy" Kevin said as he stood up.

Kevin followed Asta to the room next to his room.

"Are you renting or buying this house?" asked Kevin as he walked into the room for her.

"I bought it."

" Have you always cleaned this room ?."

" It's not me, but Mba Sum, and I don't like dirty rooms at all. Happy break. I'll order food through the app, do you want to order something ?."

"I'll just follow what you ordered."