Let Me Hate

Episodes 105.

Sheet by sheet the calendar changed, as well as the year, and without feeling the age of Zachery was 2 years.

" Dear, when to go to headquarters?," asked Kevin while observing Zachery who was playing with Balqis, who was, the daughter of Krisworo who now lives with them because she does not want to come with her parents to Balikpapan.

" I?, likely next month. Now the daily work I have left to each director of the company. because even before I was not too enthusiastic to take care of it." Asta replied staring away.

" What's wrong?, is something bothering you ?" asked Kevin when he saw Asta's view that was like thinking of something.

" Mama feels guilty for you guys. Papa and Zach are my heart and my heart, but Mama leaves you too often. So Mama decided to make a visit per 3 months only. And Mama decided to work more in an office in Jakarta."

" Have you considered the good and the bad ?."

" Of course it is. If Papa could why didn't Mama ?."

" all right. It's up to Mama."

" Hem, do you remember Mayang?" asked Asta suddenly.

" Mayang?," asked Kevin trying to remember the name Asta just mentioned.

" Yes Mayang, I don't know why Mama suddenly remembered about her and on Friday she visited the orphanage where she lived."

" You mean Mayang, the little boy who was once said to be my son ?."

" right. Mama met him yesterday, and he is 10 years old. She was beautiful and smart, and somehow my desire to adopt her came back. Mama's already asked Rizky to investigate in detail about the Mayang family ."

" Don't Rizky's sister ever find out about Mayang ?."

" right. But at that time Rizky was more focused on Karina, not on Mayang."

" Wasn't your actions like finding new problems for us?, we already have Zachery and also have a responsibility to take care of Balqis. Why should I adopt Mayang ?."

" Papa remembers Mama had wanted to adopt Mayang before going to Lisbon, and Mama had forgotten about it. But yesterday Mama suddenly wanted to come there and meet with Mayang."

" Papa is not yet able to decide. We wait for news from Rizky first, and then we discuss it again, Okay ?."

" Okay, but I really wish I could adopt her."

Kevin looked at Asta affectionately, and did not understand why his wife remembered the little girl who had become a thorn at the beginning of their marriage, although it was not his fault.

" Aunty, Balqis wants to go inside first!," said Balqis as she led a 2-year-old boy who was unwilling to escape with a tall 12-year-old girl.

" all right. Zach, you're the same Mama, yes, Balqis' sister wants to go inside first" he told his son.

Balqis walked into the house and headed straight for the bathroom.

Balqis came out of the bathroom and her face looked pale and panicked and she approached Asta who was still on the back porch.

" Aunty.." called him softly made Asta surprised and immediately approached his nephew.

" What's the matter dear?," asked Asta attentively and somewhat anxiously.

" In Balqis' underwear there was spotting," whispered her slowly in Asta's ear.

Hearing his nephew's words made Asta understand and he smiled.

" Papa, Zachery same Papa first yes, Mama will go to the room first," Asta told Kevin who immediately took Zachery from Asta's sling.

" Balqis is calm, there is no need to panic, has not been taught in school about menstruation?," Asta said holding Balqis to his room.

" Aunte has actually prepared a sanitary pad at Kaka's drawer, because Auntie thinks Kaka has menstruated before. It turns out Kaka just experienced it now," said Asta smiled calmly. And he followed Dini's custom of calling his daughter Kaka.

Asta looked at Balqis face that no longer looked pale.

" Now Kaka take his underwear and use this on the inside." Asta told him how to wear the pads.

" Now Kaka put this on in the bathroom, and wash his underwear. Okay ?,"

" Yes Aunt. Thank you," replied Balqis who had started to smile.

" Alright, Auntie get out first. After we finished going out, we ate together" Asta said and he came out of his nephew's room with a smiling face.

" What's wrong with Balqis?, why is his face pale?," asked Kevin who met him outside Balqis' room with Zachery's cradle.

" The problem of girls starting puberty" Asta replied slowly.

" Oh, but why does her face look panicked ?."

" Yes because he had just experienced it first, so he was shocked and panicked."

" Oh," said Kevin briefly and turned back to leave Asta to head for the living room.

From Balqis' room, Asta headed to the kitchen to fetch food for Zachery, as he would feed his son first.