Let Me Hate

Episodes 18.

Kevin said he would transfer his shares in the housing property business to Asta just because he did not want to meet Yunita, it was easy to make Asta look at him not understand .

" Why?" asked Kevin.

" Weird ."

" What ?."

" Yes you, you gave the shares just because you didn't want to meet Yunita, I just think you have to reprimand and crack down on people who have abused their authority and forged your signature because it is against the law. You know that you're diverting your shares to me for that reason I think of you as a child."

Hearing Asta's words, Kevin smiled slanted, then he said to Asta, "I'll call Andi tonight, that he must prepare to resign. Do you like it ?."

" It's not me you have to ask, but do you want your company to have a clerk" Asta said firmly. He was worried why Kevin made him feel all this he wanted.

" I'll take you home, tomorrow we'll talk about Andi ." Kevin got up from his chair followed by Asta.

In the car driven by Kevin, Asta leaned his body on the back of the chair while listening to a song.

"How's the family preparation at home?," asked Kevin while glancing at Asta.

"I don't know, why ?."

"There's nothing, just talk," he said in passing .

" Have you told Amanda ?."

" No, maybe tonight or tomorrow. Can I make a request?."

" Please !."

" If we're married and then you feel like we should split up, can you tell me first before I find out about it from someone else !."

"certain."

And they've arrived in front of the boarding house where Asta lived all this time.

" Let's rest not always work, I only ask you to work nights if you have to, but not every time."

" okay. But don't forget to contact Mr. Andi because I don't want Mr. Derry to get into trouble because of his behavior" Asta said considering that Kevin made the man look at him sharply .

" I'm asking you to take a break and not to think about work !."

" Yeah, I came in good night" he said as he opened Kevin's car door and stepped towards his boarding door, which consists of 3-storey buildings.

Kevin noticed Asta stepping into the house and he just ran his car when Asta waved his hand from his room on the second floor.

Kevin drove back to the apartment.

Tonight while lying in his room Kevin felt something at the time when Asta said he had to tell him first if he wanted to end the relationship. I don't know why he felt Asta feel pain when saying that .

Don't want to get too carried away with Kevin's feelings of calling Amanda.

" Hello Manda, you're with Asta no ?."

" No, what's wrong?,"

" Did Asta ever tell you anything, like myself ?."

" Never, Asta never told me anything, about her sister or about her family, is there anything?."

" No, I just feel guilty about accepting the marriage her parents suggested ."

" Sister, has big brother started to like Asta or is he still stubborn ?."

"You mean ?."

" Will you still be single, won't you just make Yunita laugh assuming you can't move on."

" So at dinner Asta mentioned about Andi, did you know anything ?."

"About that Asta told me that he wanted to talk to you because he felt unfair to Derry and he had asked about Yunita ."

" And you said it?."

"Just say Yunita is Uncle's wife and your relationship is not good. Did big sister say who Yunita was?, then what did she say?."

"She just said the reason she turned away from me, and said 'is because I don't care or because Dad is more reliable 'I initially felt he would be sympathetic or feel pity, but he just said it like that no more" Kevin told Amanda what Asta said when he said that Yunita was his fiancee before marrying his father and it made Amanda laugh.

" Why laugh?" Kevin was offended by Amanda laughing at him.

" Sister, that brother is older than Asta. But I feel like a child in front of him . Right no?, and now brother's interrupting my break because brother can't stop thinking about Asta ."

" Have I hung up on him, I was hoping that by talking to you I could get some information about Asta instead of being made fun of by a pretentious girl like you?," kevin said he made Amanda laugh because he rarely could tease Kevin.

The relationship between Kevin and Amanda is not known because of Amanda's request that they keep it a secret.

A year ago Amanda applied for a job at Kevin's company as her assistant secretary at the time. Kevin feels Amanda is reliable and willing to learn without having to be number one. Amanda's behavior when meeting him sometimes there is fear but also sometimes no matter whether she will be angry or not. And Kevin only finds out who Amanda is when he visits her mother's grave and meets her mother's sister Aunt Nisa who turns out to be the mother of Amanda's assistant secretary. At that time Kevin admonished Amanda why not say that he was his cousin's sister but the answer was he wanted to work as her not as his cousin's President and he just wanted a position as his assistant and he did not want to exist who knows their relationship especially when her father divorced Yunita and soon later married Aunt Nisa thus Amanda is her sister as well.

Meanwhile, Asta had just finished Isya prayer, and he thought back to what he said to Kevin.

" Why should I talk to her like that, shouldn't I care?, I should realize that a Kevin can't possibly relate to a girl who doesn't even date, anyway, am I so pathetic?" said Asta slowly and his gaze was fixed on the engagement ring Alex gave him.

" Why did he give this expensive ring?" Asta did not understand Kevin who always said that do not force him to be faithful because it was a futility.

The fatigue he felt today made Asta quickly fall asleep and he did not forget to set an alarm on his cellphone.