LET ME GO MY HUSBAND

CHAPTER 54 Fear of Loss

Andhira closed her eyes. He truly feels troubled. But, as Daffa said, they were married. So he tried to be ordinary.

Daffa gulped his saliva harshly. His eyes blinked as if he could not believe what he saw. He often saw that beautiful body. But this time it feels different.

"Mas ..," Andhira said, opening her eyes. He wondered why Daffa had not started his massage.

"Y-yes, honey. We are from now on" Daffa said as he poured the therapeutic aroma oil onto the part of Andhira's body that he was going to massage.

What happened then? Ahh, surely you can guess. Yeah, that's no doubt. They fought a fierce battle for several rounds. Very troubling, isn't it?

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"Mas, I want to go for a walk," Andhira said in a spoiled tone.

Really, Daffa likes this. He was happy when Andhira made it a spoiled place. His presence as a husband felt considered and needed.

"Where are you going, honey?" ask Daffa while stroking Andhira's head.

"I want to visit the City Forest," replied Andhira.

"All right, we're going there."

Andhira developed a smile on her lips very beautifully. Is that snow-cold heart now beginning to melt and warm? It might be. But we don't know what it's going to look like yet.

"Ready, Honey. I'll heat the car first" Daffa said.

"Good, Mas." Andhira went to the room to change clothes. Because, at that time he was still wearing his usual clothes for home.

Daffa who was heating his car engine, suddenly surprised by the presence of a person. Someone who has long been a rock in the journey of Daffa life. Yes, he is Farid, his half-sister.

"Morning, Mas" said Farid with a friendly face.

Daffa seemed to think and refused to answer Farid's greeting. "What's wrong?" ask Daffa flat.

"Mas, I'm your sister, can't you play at your house?" lontar Farid.

"Not better today. Because my wife and I want to leave" replied Daffa to he point.

Farid sculpted, "so arrogant," he said. Then, he pretended to smile at Daffa.

"Mas, I've been si ...." Andhira did not continue his words.

His eyes met Farid's. Andhira then nodded politely, and was replied by Farid. Soon, Farid greeted Andhira. Andhira answered him normally.

"Good, matching couple. But don't be happy just yet. This peace of yours won't be long." Farid posed a threat in his whisper of heart.

"Farid, we're leaving. Are you gonna stay here, or come with us?" daffa.

"Not here or coming, Mom. I'd like to go home then" replied Farid, saying his farewell.

"OK," replied Daffa briefly. The relationship between the two half-siblings seems to be very cold.

Daffa rushed into the car and started controlling the wheel. As for Farid, he was also already invisible because he had already left from there. The face of Daffa that was previously very cheerful, currently looked a little moody.

"Mas, that was Farid ...."

"Yes, he wants to come to our house" Daffa replied quickly cutting Andhira's sentence. Fires of anger flared up in the eyes of Daffa.

"Why wasn't he told to come in first, Mom?" andhira again.

"Stop dividing her, Dhira. Discuss other things, they don't matter at all!" the thick-browed Men's toilet.

Andhira's lips clenched and became a mute. He no longer dared to ask Daffa to speak at that time. In fact, the woman was having fun telling her husband anything.

"Arrrgghhh," grunted Daffa as he hit the driver of his car. Andhira flinched unmoved.

"Mas why? I'm sorry if I was wrong" Andhira said in the end. It was obvious that Andhira was terrified at Daffa's sudden anger, even though it wasn't directed at him.

"No, Honey. It's not your fault. I was just bothered by Farid's presence. There must be something behind all this!"

Andhira took a deep breath. "Mas, don't be bad to think. Who knows, Farid wants to visit our home" Andhira said, trying to calm Daffa down.

"No, Honey. I have a real problem with Farid," denied Daffa.

"This must have something to do with yesterday's events" Daffa said suspiciously.

"What's up, Mom?"

"Do you remember what happened yesterday, honey?" ask Daffa.

"Which one, Mas?" Andhira looked to remember.

"The woman who suddenly came to our house and yelled at me, then accused me of impregnating her!" daffa clear.

"Oh, that .. I remember, Mas. What's the connection?"

"I don't know for sure, but maybe Farid's arrival had something to do with it" said Daffa.

"It's not good to guess like that, Mas." Andhira gently stroked Daffa's shoulder.

Daffa grabbed Andhira's hand on her shoulder, then kissed her. "Thank you, dear," Daffa said feelingly.

"It has brought coolness amid the turmoil of my burning heart" continued Daffa again. Andhira just smiled without saying a word.

The situation in the car made Daffa not aware that he had misguided the road. "Darling, how's this?" daffa was worried.

"What's the way, Mom?" Andhira looked at Daffa questioningly.

"I took the wrong path and it seems like it has come a long way" Daffa said.

"Hahaha .. just turn around again. Why are you worried?" lontar Andhira laughs.

"You're not angry? We'll be long, you know, until."

"I don't think it was intentional, did I? Why should I be angry?"

Once again, Daffa felt saved by Andhira's words. Daffa quietly commented a smile while watching his wife's face still covered with laughter on her lips. "Thank you, my Lord. For this opportunity. An opportunity where I could feel the beauty of being placated, the beauty of being understood, and the beauty of being treated to the smiles and laughter of people I hated so much before, but now it turns out I love her so much." Daffa spoke in his mind.

"Mas, why are you quiet?" andhira said to disperse Daffa Daydreams.

"Mas, look out, Mas!" yelled Andhira commemorating Daffa.

Daffa who was shocked immediately took the left lane and pulled over his car. The sense of dag-dig-dug helplessly dominates both of them. How not? They almost had an accident, because in front of them there was a truck speeding from the opposite direction. Thankful they could save themselves.

"Mas ... Are we dead?" andhira asked in a soft voice and gasped for breath in shock.

"Are you okay?" Instead of answering, Daffa was busy examining Andhira.

"My heart rate almost stopped, Mas" Andhira said.

"I'm sorry, honey." Daffa immediately embraced Andhira while shedding tears. He could not have imagined the accident to be a death that took lives and separated them.

For a moment, the atmosphere became very quiet. Only the sound of breathing and sobs could be heard lightly between the two. Daffa repeatedly took off, then hugged Andhira back. He continued until he felt sure that nothing had happened.

'Now I understand how much you mean to me, Andhira. I guess my tears will never fall again once I get back to your wonderful treatment. But it turns out I was wrong. Because, in fact, my tears still fall because I feel very afraid of losing you.'

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