
Paddled by the overcast sky that covered the surface of the sky at that time, Daffa came home with a million rashes in his mind. I don't want to be far from Andhira. But he can't do much. For, it had become a pinta that Andhira wanted when Daffa offered consolation. If Daffa had known at that time that Andhira would have chosen to stay without him, he probably would not have made an offer to his wife.
The sound of rain began to sound. Daffa who had reached home immediately got out of his car. He pecked for a moment and unexpectedly, himself saw the shadow of Andhira in each of his eyes circulating a glance.
The man snorted in annoyance. "Why is his face as close and as far as the eye can see?" his gerundal while reverberating his hair frustrated.
The rain is falling more and more. And again, Daffa saw the shadow of Andhira dancing while laughing under the rain. Suddenly his smile expands to reply the image of Andhira who was rejoicing splashing rain on him, just like they did when playing rain together. However, not long after that his consciousness returned and he knew .... There's no Andhira there. All he had just witnessed was a pseudo-shadow.
"Dhira ...," he said as he decayed on the garage floor of his house. Staring at the rain that shackled his longing for Andhira.
"If I had known for a long time how much love itself was, I would have made sure that I would never act as foolishly as I had done to Andhira. I ignored him, I didn't return his smile, I was rude to him and he was still silent. Not replying, though maybe his feelings are so hurt. Ough ... Now God has made me reap what I have sown." Daffa lamented everything.
[Voice of incoming message.]
Daffa reached into his cell phone from his pants pocket. He checked the message on his phone and read it immediately.
[Daffa, this is Ms. Nindi. I've been calling you since, but you didn't answer. There's something I want to talk to you about Andhira. Please reply to my message.]
"Ohh, so the one who has been calling since is Mbak Nindi? I don't know because I've removed all the women from my cell phone, except Andhira's cell phone contact."
Yes, it turns out that Daffa did the same thing by deleting all of the woman's cell phone contacts on the flat object, leaving one name that read 'My wife' as the only woman's cell phone number she keeps. All that Daffa did was the same day he asked Andhira to remove all male contacts from his cell.
Quickly reply messages from Nindi also back Daffa received. [OKay! We meet at the cafe. Tomorrow, 17:00. The location I will share.]
[Okay, Madam Nindi. Thank you.]
Daffa put his phone back in his pocket. Soon satisfied to daydream while looking at the rush of rain, he went into the house. A sense of loneliness welcomed him when Daffa opened the door of the house.
"Dhira ...." Daffa called the name with condensed eyes. He clenched both hands and clenched his teeth. His feelings mixed between rage, anger, longing, and regretful love all present attacked his mind.
The man began to move his feet towards the room. However, when he was already in the doorway of the room, Daffa undo his intentions and again closed the door of the room. He did not want Andhira's shadow to become more rampant. Moreover, the room was the most often used as a place to spend time together with Andhira. Exhaling violently, Daffa went into a room.
Do you know what room Daffa came to? It was a warehouse. Arriving at the warehouse, Daffa dismantled a cardboard box containing several picture frames that displayed portraits of his face with Andhira, while wearing wedding clothes, or simply their wedding photos. All this time the photos were neatly packed and never displayed on the wall. Daffa did forbid him because he did not want to see himself with Andhira at that time. But today everything changed. Daffa took the photos out of there and began to display them where he wanted, using his own hands. That's how great God turns hearts.
"Look, your face still looks beautiful, even when you're not smiling" murmured Daffa speaking to a portrait of Andhira's face.
***
The next afternoon, Daffa went to a cafe to fulfill his appointment with Nindi. Together with a racing heart and feelings of anxious hope, the man waltzed into the cafe. He came to a table where Nindi was waiting for him.
Connect ....