LET ME GO MY HUSBAND

CHAPTER 26 The Heart of the Dead

Daffa saturates with his sense of relief. Either because his passion has been channeled, or because he heard Andhira saying that she preened for him. "Ahh, what is this feeling? Why are my mind rooms getting filled with Andhira?" whispered Daffa's heart was restless.

Daffa started to feel strange to himself. Every time he tried to escape from his feelings of interest in Andhira, his mind was increasingly intense in remembering all about him. His smile, his anger, his cries, his scent and everything that was on Andhira reigned in Daffa's mind.

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Three months have passed since then. Andhira lived each day with the pretense that she accepted Daffa as her husband. In fact, his feelings are so bland. There was not the slightest spark of love that made his soul tremble and tempest when he was with Daffa.

"I don't know, what kind of life am I living? Everything I did was fake, except my pain and tears" Andhira murmured.

"Dhira, are you ready?"

"Already, Mas," replied Andhira while presenting a fake smile on her lips.

Today Daffa invited Andhira to go to a beach. He realized all this time he only let Andhira at home. However, this time Daffa wanted Andhira to feel the fresh beach air, in an effort to give appreciation to his wife for the satisfaction of the service she gave, Daffa intended to take her on vacation.

Appreciation for the satisfaction he got? Yes, that is what Daffa thought. Apparently, the man still does not understand the nature of a marriage, which should give appreciation to his life partner on the basis of love and affection, not just considering the satisfaction and absence of a service. Does she think Andhira is a comforting woman, who she can judge based on her skill in satisfying?

Thinking about Daffa's mindset in his view of Andhira, already made the head dizzy. What else if you have to be in the position of Andhira. It's too painful.

After traveling for about two hours, they reached the beach. Their eyes are immediately presented with a natural scenery that is so beautiful and pampering the eyes. It will certainly be a more pleasant thing, if done with people who are in harmony in love and feelings, not just with people who only have the status of a husband and wife, he said, but it has no meaning of the bond itself.

Andhira stared out into the open sea. The fresh gust of wind that hit his entire body, made Andhira's smile expand. The woman whose heart is increasingly numb, seems to really enjoy the panorama of the typical beach.

All of a sudden, the voices of the lovers rang out to Andhira's ears. They seduce each other and express their feelings each with a wonderful picture of love. Andhira's mind was renewed by the sweetness of the gumbal seduction that flowed from the two lovebirds. Then, he glanced at her with his tail eyes while smiling wryly.

"Love, love, love! May your love not die as I feel" Andhira sings cynically.

"Thank you" Andhira said, concluding with a smile and sipping the fresh young coconut water.

"Hows it? Do you like this place?" ask Daffa.

"Yes, I have no choice but to like it" replied Andhira.

"Why is that, Dhira?"

"Well how else? Sometimes life forces me to live a destiny I don't like. It felt so heavy and made my heart tired. Therefore, I chose to still like it, so that my burden would be lessened, so that my mind would be light, and so that my heart would be relieved. Although, it wasn't easy for me at all," Andhira's circus actually insinuated Daffa.

"I'll just ask him about this place. Then, why did he even discuss about life and a destiny?" inner Daffa with reason that does not arrive.

"Why silence, Mom? Does that mean you understand or vice versa?" lontar Andhira with a look of disdain.

"Eemm, your words are too difficult for me to understand and understand" replied Daffa.

"Hahaha ..only a person with high sensitivity can easily understand, even feel it, Mas. So, it's only natural that you don't understand."

The man was silent. "Does that mean I'm not a sensitive person?" whispered Daffa wondered.

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