LET ME GO MY HUSBAND

CHAPTER 51 The Other Side of Daffa

"I love you, Andhira."

The word came out from the mouth of Daffa. It didn't matter if Andhira didn't reply by saying 'i love you too'. The important thing is that he has been relieved, because he has expressed his heart and feelings.

"We're home?" ask Daffa.

"As for Mas only," replied Andhira flatly.

"okay." Daffa turned around and drove the car in the opposite direction from the way home.

I don't know where Daffa took Andhira. It was not their home or Andhira's mother's house. The journey seemed long and far away.

Until they get somewhere. It looks like it's a lake. Very beautiful with its green water and natural scenery decorated with shady trees.

Andhira got out of the car with an unquenchable smile. It was the most beautiful smile that had ever stopped on her pretty lips. Daffa also dissolves in the same smile bias when watching Andhira's face.

"You likey?" lontar Daffa embraces Andhira.

"Yes, Mas. It's so beautiful." Andhira immediately ran closer towards the lake.

Warm spirits spread in Daffa's heart. He expressed hope, hopefully Andhira can be entertained by this effort. At least, no crying today. He also stepped faster following Andhira who was standing on the lip of the lake while closing his eyes and breathing fresh air there.

Daffa hugged Andhira's body from behind. Andhira did not rebel or dodge. She let her husband embrace and kiss her cheeks, nape, neck and shoulders.

'If you allow me, Lord, I want my time to be filled today with smiles and laughter from my wife, Andhira. There were too many cries I gave her. It's too deep a wound I've inflicted on him. It was too attached to the pain that I had scratched in his heart and his senses. Today I beg you, O Owner of life and death, please let us enjoy this joy.'

Daffa gulped his saliva holding back the memory of him that had caused Andhira to be like that. Her tears fell down Andhira's neck. Until the woman felt it and turned to Daffa.

"Mas ...," he said as he looked deeply at Daffa.

Daffa grabbed Andhira's hand and placed it on his chest, as if telling Andhira to feel the beating of his heart. He thrust Andhira's back until the front of the woman's body docked to his body. Then, Daffa placed a soulful kiss on his forehead.

Andhira just resigned and followed wherever Daffa guided him. But then, Andhira began to dare to ask. "Why are you crying, Mom?" said slowly.

"It's okay, honey. Promise to be happy, at least today" Daffa said. The man hugged Andhira back tightly.

"Mas Daffa why? Is he weird today? Is he really sad? Why is she crying like that? In once ...," he asked in the heart.

"Dhira ...."

"Yes, Mas," sahut. Andhira in a soft voice.

Daffa let go of his embrace for a moment, then kissed Andhira's cheek and hugged her again. "Never give up this fight, I beg you."

Andhira looked up at Daffa. Then, he smiled gently. "Just this time, Mas Daffa's embrace felt so comfortable to me," Andhira said.

The wind blowing delivers the cool and adds shahdu a hug. Daffa decays to sit straightened his legs, then guides Andhira to lean on the chest of his field. They enjoy the view of the lake that spoils the eyes.

"Mas ...," exclaimed Andhira lirih.

"Yes, Honey ...."

"Hmmm, then don't cut it again."

"But I always want to do it when I feel sad" Andhira said.

Daffa breathed an indescribable pain. "From now on, try something else" Daffa said.

"What about sunday morning riding?" daffa again.

"But I haven't done it in a long time. After all, I've never had any news with them. I'm gonna have to delete all my friends' contacts."

"Just male friends, I'm not telling you to delete your girlfriend's contacts."

"Without a male friend, his sunday morning riding will be difficult to do."

"In that case, I'll replace your male friend to do it, humm. And we'll just go the other way" said Daffa.

"Aahh, I'm not cool."

"Hehehe .... I don't want anyone else close to you. You're jealous, it's not wrong, is it?"

"Jealous? Is it really love for me? Aren't I just a tangled outfit for ...."

"Dhiro!" Daffa paused Andhira's sentence.

"How many times have I told you, I really kissed you. Despite everything I've done and said in the past. So, can you not talk about it anymore now?"

Unexpectedly, Andhira woke up and smiled as she faced Daffa. "Don't cry! Why are you so crybaby?" andhira said as she gently rubbed Daffa's cheek.

Daffa, whose eyes were already teary, continued to cry and dropped his tears. But this time it felt different. In his heart was like a burst of happiness.

"I love you, Dhiraku. My nose is cold, as cold as snow" said Daffa as he soaked in the warm rubbing of Andhira's hand on his cheek.

"Mas can't be whiny. They have to be strong. What if there's no me? So, from now on stop crying" Andhira explained.

"No, Honey. Don't say it like that. We'll live and grow old together."

"That time holds so many mysteries, Mas. We never know what will happen in the future. Whether beside you is me, or maybe a nissan stone bearing my name. We never know."

"No! Please don't put me down with such words. I can accept many losses before this including the loss of my birth mother while I was still in elementary school (SD), but not this time. I don't want to lose the woman I love for the umpteenth time, Dhira."

"What do you mean, Mom? Isn't Ummi ...."

"Ummi is my mother. She married Abah when I was in 1st grade Junior High. Ummi also brought a child who was none other than Farid. Since then, my life has been full of competition. I began to compare with Farid, my half-sister, in every way. It is not uncommon for Abah to punish me just because my grades are no better than Farid's. My pride as a child means nothing more, Dhira. My whole life has only been required to obey and fulfill their desires. Until you and I are betrothed, it is by their will. Actually, I didn't mean to hurt you, but really back then I felt like everyone was the same. That's why I gave you so many tough tests without me noticing. However, now that everything had turned around, Dhira. In fact, I think I should thank them for bringing me together with you. A woman of love and tenderness."

Andhira was stunned after learning the other side behind the harshness of Daffa's attitude. Behind his rough character. And behind everything that's happened all this time.

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