LET ME GO MY HUSBAND

CHAPTER 44 Why Are You Still Serving Me?

Geck! Geck! Geck!

The door of the room was knocked by Nindi. "Dhira, Daffa, lunch is ready. I've been waiting at the dinner table" Nindi exclaimed at the two.

However, not a single voice spoke. The two people in the room were still panting to catch their breath after the battle. Because Nindi thought that they were grown up and husband and wife again, she finally just smiled while shaking her head as if understanding something.

"If only I had followed my ego, I would have beaten you up for making my sister suffer, Daffa. Unfortunately, you are still bound in a legitimate marriage. So, what do you want to say? I think there is a very hot war going on in there" gerundal Nindi turned to the dining table.

"Loh, son ... Where's your sister and her husband?" ask Salamah.

"Come, Ma. Let it go first. Maybe they were talking, or maybe they were sleeping in the room" Nindi replied.

"Huuuh, then we eat first, son," Salamah asked. Nindi nodded obediently.

They also enjoyed their lunch without Andhira and Daffa. Salamah was impatient to know the results of Andhira's examination. However, Nindi held him back and would tell him at once in front of Daffa, so that the Man would also know about Andhira's condition.

Look at the situation inside Andhira's room. Daffa was persuading the woman to go home with him. "Dhira, please .. come home with me to our house, dear. I can't make it through the night without you present."

"I'd better stay here, Mom. I'm worried I'll trouble you. Just let me be here" Andhira refused.

"Don't you miss me, Dhira?" ask Daffa with a sad face.

Andhira looked at Daffa. "Not missing, but I always feel pain every time I think about you. My miss is pain, my love is a wound, and my hope is a broken heart" Andhira said.

"Dhira ...."

"How could you expect that I miss you, Mom. Meanwhile, there was pain every time I remembered you," Andhira cut Daffa's sentence.

Daffa gulped his saliva harshly. He tried to absorb the pain that Andhira was experiencing. "What about playing with the rain? Do you also hate to remember?" cetus Daffa's. Andhira raised her face, then lowered her head back.

"I always see your shadow dancing in the rain, I see you smile, I hear your voice that welcomes me every time I come. And I was sick when I realized, it was all just my wish." Daffa lamented his loneliness when he was not with Andhira.

"If I had heard those words long ago, Mas. When I really expect your love to come touches my feelings. Not at this time, when the wall of my soul has been torn apart and it is impossible to come back intact easily."

"Can you close the door of your heart to me, Dhira?"

"Again, I'm not sure you'll be able to stay with me once you know my current condition" Andhira continued.

"Nobody's gonna change how I feel about you, no matter what, Dhira."

"Don't be too sure, Mum. Have you never said the same thing before? You once said that I was not the wife you expected, you also once asserted that you would not love me and forever I was just a tangled outfit for you. I'm sure you still remember. Then, now you want me to believe that your feelings of love will not change once you know my true mental state? Huuh, even to dream of it I don't dare, Mas."

"Dhira, should all my current feelings be attributed to my past sins and mistakes?"

"Actually not necessary, Mom. I don't want to remember it either, but what else? Forgetting pain is not as easy as turning your palms."

"But, Dhi ...."

"Already, Mas. Don't argue with me. You better prepare yourself for the big things that will happen later."

THE JLEP!

At once Daffa's heart ached like a rusty blade. Andhira's words seemed to threaten and pity his hope. In addition, Daffa also felt that Andhira closed the way for Daffa to meet him.

"Dhira, if you knew how crumbling I feel, would you throw out that sentence of rejection over and over again? Ougghh .. This is a thousand times more painful than a sword pierced right in my heart" whispered Daffa.

"Then, why are you still serving and receiving my touch, Dhira?" ask Daffa to know.

"I hope you're not looking down on me for that, Mom!" Andhira.

"I'm just doing what I can, Mom. With my current condition and I'm still given the awareness to do so, it's an incredible thing. Be thankful for that, but don't demand more from me. Because I won't be able to for now!"

"In fact, he's still thinking about my biological needs. Doesn't she know that she loves me so much without her noticing?" inner Daffa.

"This situation is complicated and very difficult for me to understand. But, one thing I realized that I had mistakenly wasted a pearl as beautiful as you, Andhira," continued Daffa whispering in his heart.

"Let me fight for you to win, Dhira." Daffa sprinkled a kiss on Andhira's neck while grasping his hands possessively.

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