
Vanilla was very upset that Abraham did not come out of his room. The man actually fell asleep on the side of Anatasya so inevitably Vanila slept on the sofa but at night, inevitably he had to sleep on the bed to breastfeed Anatasya.
Abraham pretended to be asleep, she knew Vanila would not be able to pull her out so she kept quiet when Vanila asked her to come out or shift let alone she had to breastfeed her daughter from a different direction so that her chest would not hurt next door. He was going to go back to the couch when he finished, but he fell asleep.
Abraham did not care at all, he was very happy because Vanilla was lying in front of him. Due to the overwhelming sleepiness, Vanila no longer cared about anything. Anatasya had also fallen asleep, as well as herself. Abraham pulled Vanilla's shirt down, to cover his body. However, he did not want Vanila to be sick despite the possibility that Vanila slept in such a state every night.
In a dream he never imagined he would sleep with Vanilla again. The blanket was pulled to cover part of Vanilla's body and after that Abraham hugged her from behind. A smile adorned his face, for so long he had not hugged her. Feelings of longing for the past and for their togetherness once filled the heart. He really wants to repeat the togetherness, of course he will repeat but this time is different. Not only with Vanilla but with their little daughter.
Abraham thought he could sleep like that with Vanila but suddenly Vanila woke up and looked at him with a sharp gaze. She was silent because Anatasya was crying but now she would not let the man down.
"Get out!" vanila said cynically but slowly.
"Let me sleep with you two, Vanilla," Abraham asked.
"You're out, or I and Anatasya are out!" threatening Vanilla.
"Okay, I'm out" Abraham moved, Vanilla's hand was about to be reached but Vanila had already jumped down from the bed and stepped towards the door.
Without saying anything, Vanilla pointed outward which meant Abraham had to go out. A heavy breath was exhaled, he knew Vanila would definitely make a distance but no matter how wide the distance was, no matter how tall the wall Vanila was building, he would destroy it with his efforts.
The door slammed hard when Abraham was outside. Vanila locked the door, lest the man could enter her room easily.
Abraham was silent, and inevitably he returned to the room Marion had prepared. He's going to thicken his face because he's not going to leave, even though Vanila always drives him out.
Vanila couldn't sleep, but was filled with blank stares. What did Abraham really want? His life was calm. Better they don't meet again but what's the guy looking for?
His gaze now turned towards his daughter. Did Abraham come to take Anatasha from him? Even if Abraham was Ana's biological father, he would not let Abraham take his daughter away.
Not only Vanilla who can not sleep, Abraham is also the same. Frankly, he was already impatient to bring Vanila and their daughter back to London. This time Norman could not get in his way because the man had already said he would not get in the way. His mind wandered everywhere, not knowing when he fell asleep for sure when Abraham woke up shocked by a hard object that fell because Marion accidentally dropped a soap bottle belonging to Ana.
Abraham immediately went up and looked out through the window. A smile adorned the face when he saw Vanila was outside bathed in sunlight with their daughter because Vanila was drying Anatasya, it was an activity that he always did every morning. Not wanting to miss it, Abraham cleaned himself up and got out immediately.
As usual, he again got an unpleasant look from Vanila when he approached Vanila.
"I'll go with you!"
"I told you, I'm not going anywhere. I've got my life here, I don't want to go anywhere so go. I won't forbid you from meeting Anatasha, I will also give you some time to be together but just one thing I want, don't separate me from her!"
"That's not what I want, Vanilla," Abraham sat by his side. The place was really quiet, just deserved Vanila at home to live there.
"I don't care what you want, what I want you to get out of here!"
"I'm not going anywhere without you. Let me make amends for what I did, let me show you that I am serious about being with you. Don't stop me, Vanila. You started all this first anyway."
"Why did you do that, Abraham?" Vanila turned, looking at him, "From you're struggling here, wouldn't you rather go and return to your comfortable home? You see my residence, this house is narrow and not suitable for you!"
"Who said that? You really didn't know anything after you left me. I miss you every day, I forget how I lived the day before I met you because whatever I did was not fun at all. We were together for a while but to me what we did was more memorable than what I had done!!"
"Don't say sweet as if I'm important to you. Now answer me, Abraham. If I hadn't conceived your child, would you be here?"
"Of course, I told you you've taken part of me away. The life I'm living is empty, do you think anyone told me about your pregnancy?No, Vanila. No one said that to me but before I knew it, I already missed you so much!"
"I won't believe the lies you tell" Vanila moved on, it was time to bathe Anatasya because after this she had to go to the bar for a while.
"I'm not lying, Vanilla. I'm serious," Abraham moved on.
"Love and hate are not much different, Abraham. Maybe you think I'm selfish but I know, you hate me so much. You just remember the sweet memories we shared without remembering the bad memories we've been through as well. Do I have to repeat every word you said the last time we met? I remember every word you said, I remember the hateful expression you showed me back then so do you think I'll believe what you're saying right now?" Vanila stepped away but her steps stopped for a moment, Vanila turned to look at Abraham sharply.
"That's when you said that I was nothing and meant nothing to you so it's best to keep thinking of me because I mean nothing to you!" After saying so, Vanilla stepped away.
Abraham said nothing because he said it. He even remembered how he wanted to kill Vanila back then. Abraham saw both his hands, the hand that had strangled Vanilla. If she had really killed Vanila, would she have regretted killing her baby?
Although Vanila had kidnapped him but she knew what he was doing was more outrageous. Now their relationship is like a piece of glass that has to be put together. Although it can not be as usual but he is sure, despite having unpleasant memories but their relationship will be beautiful if he continues to try.
A hard stone will be hollowed if it is dripped by water continuously, and Vanilla's frozen heart will be melted if she shows her seriousness and love. He will never leave, he will not. Even though he had to go back to fighting with Norman he was afraid that Norman would dare to interfere in his problems with Vanilla.