
Vanila was unable to sleep at all after Abraham threw her question and phrase if she would never forgive if Vanilla deceived her. Of course the words made Vanila could not close her eyes anymore. Although he knew it would happen but Vanila could not stem the sadness of his heart.
Vanilla sat on the side of the lake, crying. Did he have to give Abraham back to his family so that the mistakes he made did not get bigger? He felt it was not a wrong decision, after returning from that place he could ask Bilt for help to contact Abraham's family or meet his fiancee and pretend to have found Abraham's whereabouts.
Although he did not want the separation but sooner or later they must have separated but can he do it? Did he really have to return Abraham to his family before Abraham's memory came back or did they have to stay that way?
Vanilla wiped her tears slowly. Is what they're going through enough? Will he not regret his decision? It seemed that he had to immediately bring Abraham back so that he would not hesitate over the decision he had taken.
After Abraham woke up from his sleep he would bring Abraham back and at that time, everything was done but why would he not be willing? Her tears were increasingly flowing profusely, she even cried roaring yet stifled. It felt like screaming but he was afraid that Abraham would wake up because of his screams.
Unable to bear the turbulent feeling in her chest, Vanila threw herself into the water and shouted inside. No, he can't give up. Wouldn't Abraham hate him? He better take advantage of the time.
Fishing, they haven't done it. Crying like that wasn't her. But the feeling he was feeling right now and it might just be a feeling of guilt filling his heart. Hopefully after this is fine, hopefully he can enjoy their day. Shouldn't he enjoy the freedom he has as best he can?
Let him not regret later because he has wasted that freedom so get rid of his foolish thoughts to return Abraham to his fiancee. After all, the time he had with Abraham was not much, while the fiance would spend time with Abraham for the rest of his life.
Vanilla comes to the surface of the water. His feeling was a little relieved. Maybe if he swims longer his feelings will get better. Not much to think, Vanila swam here and there and she chose to lie on her back on the water while looking at the blue sea.
Abraham said he would not forgive himself so when Abraham knew what he had done, what would Abraham do to him? Is Abraham going to report himself to the police or kill him? No matter what happens, he is ready to accept all the risks.
After feeling better, Vanila swam to the edge and climbed onto the bridge. The cold lake water made him shiver a little. He better hurry inside so as not to get sick.
Abraham was still asleep when he entered the room. A smile adorned Vanilla's face but somehow she did not want to go back to sleep with Abraham and preferred to sleep on the sofa in front of the fireplace. She felt like it was only one night but it seemed impossible. Let it be, the more often they make love, the greater the chance of getting pregnant. May her desire to conceive the son of Abraham be achieved.
A lit fireplace makes the room warm. Vanila fell asleep with a blanket wrapped around her body. In the room, Abraham felt the bed to look for Vanilla's whereabouts but Vanilla was not on his right or left side.
"Vanila," Abraham called her and looked towards the bathroom because he thought Vanila was in the bathroom.
The bathroom door was open, it didn't look like Vanila was in there. Abraham got out of bed, and his clothes were put on in a hurry because he wanted to find Vanilla. His eyes fell on the bloodstains on the bed while he was wearing his clothes. His head hurt again, he really did not know what he would do later if it turned out that he did have a special relationship with Renata.
Abraham came out of the room, he thought Vanilla was in the kitchen so he went to the kitchen to look for Vanilla but his steps stopped when he saw the fireplace lit. Abraham walked up to the sofa, the man smiling as he saw Vanila sleeping. Although he did not know why Vanila suddenly slept there but a strange feeling appeared in his heart when he saw the face of his sleep.
Abraham's feet had already stepped closer to him, he was also crouching on the side of the sofa so that he could see Vanila's face closer. His hand was on the girl's face, it had been almost a month that she had been living together with Vanila so that made her feel that the only thing she had was Vanila but the memories she was starting to get started to put her in a dilemma.
"Why sleep here?" Abraham rubbed his face again.
"In the cold room," Vanila replied reasoned.
"Why not just turn off the air conditioning.?"
"I don't want to disturb your sleep, Rick."
Abraham looked at him, Rick? Why did Vanilla call him by that name? Why not call her real name like that?
"You sure you're not hiding anything from me, Vanila? I'm still giving you a chance" said Abraham, because he believed that one hundred percent of Vanilla was hiding.
"No," Vanila shook her head with a smile. Facing Abraham's anger now or later made no difference but he didn't want them to make a fuss in the cabin. Abraham could have gone in his state of having not remembered anything and it was very dangerous for him. He better get that anger when Abraham's memory comes back.
"Well, what are we both going to do today?" Abraham still kissed her on the forehead, though she was suspicious.
"Fishing both on the side of the lake" replied Vanila.
"That's all?"
"I just want to spend more time with you, Rick. I don't need anything anymore because it makes me happy" Vanila held back her tears.
Abraham looked at him with a look of wonder, why does it sound so pitiful? Although Vanila smiled but she could not lie to the look in her eyes. The expression on her face also looked sad, not knowing what Vanila was thinking and what she was feeling right now.
"What's wrong?" Abraham rubbed his face slowly, "Did I hurt you last night?" ask her again because she thinks she's overreacting so much that it hurts Vanila.
"No, I'm fine. Now I want to take a little nap before we do something fun."
"If so sleep with me," Abraham moved and Vanila was already in his arms.
Vanila's two hands hugged her tightly, a smile adorning her face. To this day he wants to indulge with Abraham, do many things and carve out fond memories of both before the storm comes that will separate them both and that will make Abraham hate himself.