
-Galih PoV
Before I thought it would be a little sad to see your unreachable love marry another man and see his happy smile grow but it is not because of you that he smiles.
Be necessary? Lt hurts? Hate it?
Apparently not.. When I saw her smile full of happiness I just realized it turns out she can give a very beautiful smile when with her. While often with me his smile was never as beautiful as his smile when he was with her.
Not willing to? No. gabe.. Of course I let go.. Feelings cannot be forced.. Falling in love is unplanned and we cannot control it. When and with whom we will fall, we will not know it until we feel it ourselves.
The best thing is to know when to make the right decision. Know when it is time to pursue and fight or know when it is time to stop and let go.
When there is no chance, it is better not to give up and try to rearrange the heart so that it can recover the wounded heart immediately. If there is an opportunity or no barrier, of course, you have to keep fighting and trying to get it.
Like myself trying to get close to him when he needed me, I was always by his side with him and kept trying to let him know that I was there and would always be by his side. But when I found out that there was a man who loved her more and she was still expecting him, I kept trying.. But when you realize that you can never take the man's place in his heart and moreover there is a little angel who needs them together, this is the right time for me to let go and let go of them by wishing them both happiness.
I have prepared this heart to let go with all my heart and it seems like my decision was right. She was very happy when the man stood right beside her. And I'm happy for both of them.
Envied? Of course it is.. I was a little envious when the man managed to find the moorings of his heart despite the many trials they went through yet they were still together and holding hands against each other.
I am envious because I also hope to find a soulmate who can walk together, holding hands through all the twists and pebbles in life.
Haiyan.. My mind so melow like this, is because the influence of wine at the wedding makes me follow the melow.
I'm still watching Anton and Alice's interactions.. The man faithfully accompanied Alice patiently approached her guests and even paid little attention to the girl.
Really am.. This is the most appropriate decision I have made.. I was too focused on seeing the interaction of the newlyweds until I was unaware of the presence of someone beside me.
"So who is this?" Roy asked that I turn my face away from the newlyweds and look at Roy's face and then turn to the face of the person sitting next to me.
"Oh him.. She's my sister Naira." Reply to someone beside me who turned out to be Juna.
When did this boy arrive? I just wanted to ask when he arrived, but I was shocked and amazed by the presence of a girl standing right behind Juna's chair.
Waitaminute! I feel like this girl is no stranger.. Have I ever met him? If yes.. Where ya? And who is he? Why do I forget so easily at a time like this.. I'm sure she's not on my list of ex-girls or my fan girl dafrar.
Ehh wait a minute.. I just remembered! Wasn't this the girl at the time? The girl who was at the bar at the time. Let me see again.. Yep.. Although now his clothes use a peach-colored dress with a halter collar model and with make up flawles even add a beautiful and fresh impression on his face. It was different from the time at the bar, she was wearing a bright red dress that she was wearing and it was too striking in my eyes and she used a slightly thicker makeup though not excessive but still pleasing to the eye. But right now there was only one word that could describe him at the moment.
"You talking about something?" Juna asked who seemed to hear something from my lips.
I gasped and immediately became aware of the current situation, "Ah.. Uhh no.. I just feel familiar seeing the girl behind you. I seem to have seen it before. But I still remember where I met him." My words try to kink so as not to look too dreamy when looking at Naira's face.
"He seriously? When where? He's not usually here.. Where can you meet him?" Cecar Juna was again curious about the meeting between me and his sister.
"Ehem.. It seems we have never met sir.. I just came to this city a few days ago and I'm always at home.. Maybe it's just like me.. Understand my face a little market." Naira said quickly and immediately rejected my prejudice, maybe so that I do not talk much in front of her brother or the meeting is something that will make her angry with Juna? I don't know.. I was curious and wanted to tease him.
"Ahh really.. It's probable.. But.." My speech is pausing.. Intentionally want to see how he reacts.
And sure enough the hue of her beautiful face suddenly looked a little pale. But the look on his face was still trying to be calm and flat.
"But maybe I just misidentified someone." Continue with me, smiling my cunning smile and mocking the girl a little.
It turns out that it was true, my encounter with her seemed to scare her greatly if caught by Juna.. It's a little interesting.
It seemed like the girl knew that she had lied did not recognize me and instead wanted to pretend to have just seen me. Interesting though.. Very enticing.
"Ehem.. Brother Jun.. I accidentally met a friend.. I just went to the table there." Naira said quickly probably because the girl did not want to continue this conversation, which could have turned in a dangerous direction for her.
"Ahh really is that? How fortuitous.. Yes, you go then." Juna answered, giving permission for his sister to go to the other seat.
Naira quickly leaves the table where her brother, Roy and I are. Does he really have friends we know? Where the hell did he go?.
I don't know why it was a little curious and I followed the motion through my tail.
Waitaminute! Isn't that Sinta's family.. How did he get to know Viki? Viki just graduated from High School. Isn't he in college not the area? Ahhe.. Is it possible that he just avoided me? And just sit down?.
I wonder what exactly is this?.
I don't know why I don't like the current situation.
Seriate....