JiHan (Promise and Betrayal)

Trying to Survive6

“Anton sorry I.” Not finished Alice said the sentence, Anton had cut off Alice's words. Anton took Alice's hands and clasped Alice's fingers in his big hands.

“Alice..is it that hard to make you forgive me, and try to get everything back from scratch. I know you must be disappointed in me after everything I've done. But I'm seriously sincere to you. These few days without any news from you, my life has been really tough. If I overreact to it, can you teach me how to quiet this turmoil?” Anton said softly, squeezing the finger of the girl's fingers channeling a wound and weight in her heart.

“I may look stupid and chaotic in front of you, but know this is the first time I've felt anything like this. It depends and can do nothing but miss you and want you to always be by my side. If it's incriminating to you too, then tell me how I can forget you and erase all traces you made in my heart and mind. I'm really stupid about this, so what should I do so that you don't leave me and want to forgive me.” Said Anton who brought Alice's hands closer together with his hands toward the front of his forehead.

The man looked down and closed his eyes. The man looked very frustrated and tried to strengthen his heart and mind to accept whatever Alice chose.

“Anton.” Said Alice.

Anton breathed in rough air, then tried to take a deep breath and exhaled slowly. The man tried to calmly listen to Alice's decision, although the man knew that after this his life would definitely fall apart if this was bad news.

“Hemm.. alright. I will accept whatever your decision is. say..” Anton said Finally and released his hand grip on the girl but the man still lowered his head.

“Foolish man. From now on you cut my words and say words like the world will end. I really can't believe you're the head of the Mafia gang The Black Phanter Alice said while slightly chuckling. Anton began to look up at Alice's face, who was chuckling.

“How can I be strong if I know I'm going to lose someone I love so much. I'd rather face my mafia enemies than hear of your bad decision. Or I'd rather if hot lead hurt me than the wound from losing you.” Anton.

“You silly Anton.. gradually you will definitely find someone who can accompany you.” Said Alice.

“That's what you think Alice is. but to me it's not like that. I know maybe you think I'm overreacting, but that's how I feel. I really love you so much. Although you may say we have not met for a long time, yet somehow in my heart, I feel that you are someone I have long missed.. You are my taldir.I don't want to lose you anymore, I don't want to be away from you. Alice. Give me a chance. I promise I'll never let you down. I'll do whatever you want.” Anton said as he looked at the face of the girl in front of him.

“Anton.. stop it. My decision is final. Whatever you say will not change my decision.” Alice said firmly.

“Alright Alice.. I understand. tell me what your decision is.” Anton finally gave up, he was ready to listen to Alice's decision.

“I'm sorry I can't forgive you with all the lies you've been telling me. I can't give you a chance. But I'm giving us a chance to start all over again from scratch. I gave myself a chance to find my happiness. And you have to make amends for all your mistakes all along, because I won't forgive you easily Anton.” Said Alice and gave her sweetest smile. Anton was only confused and dumbfounded for a moment.

“Anton...” Said Alice resuscitating the man.

“Emhh wait. doesn't that mean we can get back together?” Anton said when he had regained consciousness with the reality and asked the ridiculous thing that was certain.

“Alice.. I will never make that mistake again. Whatever happens in the future I will never lie to you and I will always look after you. I love you very much Alice. I'll make up for all my mistakes as much as you want.” Said Anton while hugging tightly the girl he loved very much.

“I also love you so much stupid man.” Said Alice and gushed a tight hug of her lover. Anton kissed the top of the head of the girl he loved softly and long, draining all the longing and burdens he had borne by his actions. While Alice also let go of all the turmoil and began to trust this man she was holding, she would give them a chance to go through all of this together.

Anton breaks their arms, Anton looks at the beautiful face of his lover and begins to touch his chin.

“Can?” He asked for permission.

Alice nodded her head slowly. After getting the woman's approval, Anton brought his lips closer to Alice's. Anton embraces his lover's body without letting go of their lips. A small and light pecking kiss that tickled, then long into a sweet kiss, Alice raised her hands and put her hands behind her neck without letting go of their lips. And gradually their kiss became a hot, hot kiss that released all the turmoil and burden in their hearts and evaporated the longing that they had both felt.

“Ahh.” A light arch escaped Alice's lips. Anton loosened their arms and let go of their lips.

“You're getting naughty baby. It looks like we should stop now. Otherwise you'll definitely never let go of this night.” Anton teased his girlfriend.

“Anton you!” Alice pinched her lover's arm, the girl was both annoyed and blushed in embarrassment.

“Ahh .. already.. pinch you hot.” Anton said as he chuckled.

“Ahh will you go to the main house? I want to meet you. Do you mind if you have dinner there?” Anton's question ensured Alice's willingness to see her mother.

“Ahh.. emhh. alright..all I have something to say to your mother.” Said Alice.

“Emhh is that a good or bad thing? I mean, we just made up, I don't want any bad news and got us into another fight. I really want to enjoy this happy moment.” Said the man a little worried about what Alice would say to his mother later.

“Not bad news.You take it easy. It will not affect our relationship.” Alice said reassuring her lover's fear.

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