JiHan (Promise and Betrayal)

Jealous

Antonius PoV

I'm Antonius currently I work as a pediatrician in a private hospital. Actually I am the owner of Private Hospital Kasih Ibu which is where I work, but not many people know even my own parents. In addition there are still many things that I hide neatly from other people and my parents. They didn't know it because I always covered it up and disguised it all neatly.

One of them I have Claustrophobia which is an excessive fear of a narrow or closed space, such as an elevator or a room without windows. Symptoms can arise usually sweating, trembling, dizziness, nausea, chest pain, dry mouth, difficulty breathing, fast heart rate, ringing, shivering or even feeling hot, feeling like the walls around will squeeze him, the urge to urinate uncontrollably.

For treatment doing Desensitization Therapy/Self Exposure Theory is a treatment that is done by putting yourself in a situation that makes you afraid. Then Cognitive Behavior Therapy is a type of talk therapy that is done between patients and therapists, can be with a psychologist or psychiatrist. Then the last is anti-depressant drugs/anti-anxiety drugs to help reduce panic symptoms and anxiety when in a narrow space. I did it all under the observation of a psychiatrist who was both my senior and my friend.

In addition, I am a person who is closed and cold if outside the scope of my work as a pediatrician, so those who do not know me well will assume that I am arrogant and arrogant. I don't care about it, it makes it easier for me to do whatever I want in my life and they won't realize my flaws. I am even more grateful that there are no seductive women around me.

Until one night when I met a woman who suddenly fell on my body on the emergency stairs of the apartment

my. I saw her very pretty face with a thick and fragrant makeup that stung exactly like a seductress. I wanted to get out of there immediately because I didn't want to meet that kind of woman, but when I was about to leave it seemed like she had an injury, so I undo my intention to go and help her. Damn again I don't know why I even bring it into my apartment and instead let it stay for a while. But yes, maybe I feel sorry because he has an injury and I am sure I will not see this woman again, because when we separated we did not give each other contact.

But it seems like God wills another, at first I will go to visit to see the development of my patient's condition. As usual I always use the emergency stairs or escalator to go to the floor of the childcare room which is one floor below my work space. But when I was going down the stairs I accidentally heard the voice of a woman and a child. As I looked at it a little closer, I saw a young woman and a little child one of the patients I was working with was talking. I watched them and watched them unconsciously.

I also saw the girl's face with her pretty face even though she had puffy eyes and her nose reddened from crying too much. At first I did not recognize the girl because when I met her in the apartment she used a very thick makeup and now only looks natural makeup and her face looks innocent until when she mentioned her name and I unintentionally looked at her feet that were still wearing the weights I made that night, and I confirmed it again when he asked to speak in my room about the health condition of the little boy patient named Anatasya.

I admired her as she tried to calm Anatasya down at that time and she invited me to lunch and I didn't reject her. We talked about a lot of things at lunch, she was an attractive woman unlike anything I had imagined at first. Then he asked for something.

“Dok seems like I don't have your contacts, may I have your contacts.” Ask the girl.

“Sure, but outside of work call me the new Anton I agree.” I said, because from our conversation he always called me Doc. I felt so far away from him it wasn't like that night. I don't know why I'm bothered by that.

“Good. Anton.” He said while giving a very sweet smile.

I was almost unaware that suddenly a man appeared and spoke to the girl and she looked very familiar with the girl. I don't know why I asked silly questions about their relationship when I was upset to see their closeness. And I was a little relieved when the man said that they were just friends, even though I'm sure the man didn't think so. I don't know why I felt a little jealous of their closeness and I saw that man also realized that I could be a rival in approaching the girl. I also ventured to speak blatantly that I was looking forward to dinner with him. Then the man pulled Ara's hand immediately from there. I'm more and more convinced that man will be my love rival as well.

And after I made my visit to the patient I was handling, I purposely waited for him to come out of the treatment room and go up the elevator. I stopped him and took him to lunch together.  Even though I only ate at the hospital cafeteria and chatted for a while because I still had another consultation that day, it still made me happy and made me smile all day.

But the unexpected happened, when I was going to dinner at the hospital cafeteria I accidentally saw Ara was there, I thought she had come home this afternoon. And I tried to follow him because I thought he was going to the nursery, but unexpectedly he went into the jasmine room Vip was an adult treatment room. I was thinking maybe his family. I tried to peek at the glass door of the room it turned out there was a man I was sure he was not the last man I saw. This is a different man.

I saw their closeness, Ara helped to bribe him and the man's gaze looked very admiring of Ara. It really makes my heart hot. Until it was not realized by me a nurse came to me.

“Oh doctor Anton, how can I help?” Ask the nurse there.

“Ah I like to recognize the patient inside. Who is he?” Ask me to pretend.

“Oh him Mr. Johan, patient doctor Bayu, he injured dislocated shoulder and torn wound grade 2 at the base of his hand.” Obviously the nurse.

“And the girl inside?” Tanyaku.

“Looks like he's her lover doc, it's really lucky that the handsome guy has a beautiful woman by his side, the woman always accompanied him and took care of him from the moment the guy got into the hospital.” The nurse answered clearly.

For some reason my heart was getting hotter, I was jealous to hear the nurse's explanation and I went from there to Mikail's place to discuss forcing my patient Anatasya's surgery to distract me. A few days later I was busy with myself and even I never met Ara again, I missed her so much.

Finally this afternoon I was planning to go to the floor of the man's treatment room, and I accidentally saw Ara going down to the bottom of the elevator. I stopped him and took him to lunch at the mall where we had eaten before, and he agreed.

After I thought about it for a few days and I was still thinking about it during the trip to this mall, I finally decided I would express my feelings to Ara, although this may feel strange because it is too fast. But I don't want to lie to myself let alone I'm afraid it'll be too late if I don't tell you right away.

I finally said it and I was relieved afterwards. He also promised not to stay away from me and would give me a chance to approach him. For now, this is enough for me. I am satisfied with our closeness now.

Seriate...