I[Not] A Perakor

Back to Work

"good morning mah" my greetings to mamah risma when I have arrived in the dining room for breakfast

"morning baby, where are you going?"ask mamah risma who saw my appearance that has been neat with my work clothes

"yana want permission to enter the work again mah, all right?"

"work?why should I work?do you have a husband who can give you a living?"

"this is not a matter of money mah, yana will feel bored if the house continues and there are no activities so can ya if yana back to work?after all, you work only until 3 o'clock mah after returning to work and will always accompany mama, how can you?"

"alright if that is what you want but remember not to make you soybean yes, you do not want if you soybeans even hamper mamah to get a grandson"

Degs...

'grandkids?mama said just now grandchild?astaghfirullahaladzim what is this?what do I have to, God?the certainty about my relationship with the bima I have not yet got now comes again the matter of grandchildren, then what should I do?'

I cried in my heart, I could only smile stiffly at the words that mamah risma uttered about her desire to have a grandchild from me and also bima really something that I could not realize

"kok silence?don't you want to give birth to a grandchild?"mamah risma asked softly as I focused on my own thoughts

"te_of course yana want mamah, where maybe yana does not want mamah just pray yes hopefully yana fast fill" answered me who although I am not sure can manifest it

"yes we have more breakfast first you also before going to work must have breakfast first so that the body is healthy and strong when working later"

"oh, didn't mah bang andri have breakfast?"ask me when I do not see the figure of a handsome man who is very unpretentious and charismatic

"your branch went early in the morning he said there was an important metting even so hurried to forget not to eat breakfast, the child was crazy work" replied mamah with a slightly upset tone

yes bang andri is kinda crazy work so crazy he forgot to look for a life partner because all his time spent in the office

"it's fine then yana pamit ya mah"pamitku to mamah risma to return to work after a three-day leave because he was still in a state of mourning for the departure of papah revelation

"yes, heart, son,oh yes in front of the asep sir has been waiting to deliver and pick you up remember mamah does not want you to go home by bus or taxi again go with the asep sir and later the asep sir will pick up when it's time to go home"

"nothing but tapi na, if you don't want to mean mamah doesn't allow you to go back to work"

"alright, thank you for your attention"

"yes equally dear, go do your job well yes and smile dong dear from the past mamah that likes your smile the most"

finally, even though it is heavy and when the heart is not in good condition, I still have to smile to see the people I love and love me happy.

after saying goodbye to my mother I also left using a car that has been risma mamah prepare for me to go and also home from the boutique where I work

less comfortable anyway wearing it mamah giving a car that is quite luxurious and also fairly expensive for me

but I still have to use it to get permission and also the blessing to return to work because this is the only thing that can disguise the sense of tightness in the chest because of the test of life that is called 'Marriage'.

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"assalamualaikum ran, I'm sorry I just got to work" I said to rani my good and friendly shif friend

"wa'alaikumsalam, have you entered again?sorry for the death of om revelation, so how is the good news of him good peddling as he is really the same papah papah?"

"one dong nanya is so confused to answer which one"my protest will be many questions rani asked me

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