I[Not] A Perakor

I[Not] A Perakor
Funeral



During the funeral took place not a bit alena let the bima go from his side even to just memapah mamah risma so weak alena did not give his permission


alena continued to hold tightly to the bima's hand and did not release it in the slightest, fortunately there was still a bang andir that was always there beside the mamah


oh yes now I also call brother andir with the name brother, andir said 'because it has become a family so better call brother just to be more familiar and more comfortable' he said


and there's no reason for me to refuse her request anyway I'm her sister-in-law too


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The funeral of the revelation papah went smoothly but mamah risma like reluctant to leave the mound of land that has been filled with the flower


there were no more tears and tears on her face, only now her gaze felt empty


"let's go home this afternoon and soon the sky will darken"I said to persuade mamah risma to move from there because all who drove the funeral had left the place and now we were the only ones left behind


"bim let's go home I cape" said alena writhing spoiled in the arms of the husband asking him to go home and it can not be separated from the hearing mamah risma and also me who was there


"take your wife home bim and never bring her back before you, no matter what happens if you want your marriage to continue keep her away from motherhood and the main house"say mamah with a sharp tone and also cold


and the shock made the bima and alena refract his eyes,honestly, I was also surprised when I heard the words mamah risma but I think mamah risma must have an alasana why he suddenly hated his first daughter-in-law so much


I hold the hand of mama risma to give a little peace so that mama risma does not release any more emotions because bima brought alena to the main house and it turns out that mamah risma is quite sensitive and knows what I mean by holding her hand so he did not continue his anger


"ayo na we also go home, you are sure you are also tired" finally mamah risma moved from her place after feeling annoyed by the presence of a daughter-in-law who really hated


"let's go home, your brother wants to go home too"by venturing to pat bang bang andri who is still busy receiving a phone call from no one because after the eating event finished bang andri really busy with her phone


"yes well, but for a moment yes"he asked to wait a while because bang andri had to end her phone call and finish the conversation they were doing


"you're waiting in the car"


"if bima?"


"mas bima has returned with alena because she expelled him"


"oh, yes, let's go we'd better also go home in the afternoon we also still have to prepare for tahlilan later tonight"


"yes bang, no"


either reflex or what arrived bang andri holding my hands so tightly as if not takit apart


while the shocked me got the sweet treatment it could only follow the steps of bang andri without any intention to take off her hand.


very sweet, if that does my husband's bima maybe I will make this funeral day the happiest day, not happy because the departure of the papah revelation but happy received sweet treatment from the husband himself


but wishful thinking is still impossible to reach him who has stayed away there, even though we have been bound by an official relationship but what force when love is not on my side.


I could only shake my husband's back, which slowly but surely disappeared behind the car he was wearing


"even to glance at me you didn't do it mas" I muttered when I saw the car that was wearing began to move away from the funeral.


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