I[Not] A Perakor

The Fragile Side of the Milky Way

bima also began to climb the stairs to the room of the mama to ask about what she had seen earlier in her apartment

tok tok....

"in"

exclaimed mamah risma from inside his room and slowly the door of the room was opened which featured the incoming bima and brought the package he had received

"the bim back again?what's up, did something happen?"tanya mamah risma acted as if she did not know what happened to her youngest child

"do you know anything about all this?"ask bima softly while handing over the box she brought

"what is that?"

"you open it yourself and see"

mamah risma sighed before opening the box given by the bima and after seeing the contents that have now been messy and not wrapped in an envelope anymore mamah risma nodded slowly

"when did mah?since when did you know?"tanyq bima began to fire because the mama did not tell him about the truth that he had hidden from him

"a year ago" replied the homesteader without taking his eyes off

"a_a year ago?what papah___"bima said choked his chest feels tight when remembering the father

and again lgi mamah risma only able to nod weakly.Bima collapsed can no longer withstand the tightness and his cry was broken when he found the fact about what happened behind him

seeing the child who was devastated mamah risma was no longer able to hold his ego.Angarah and as much as a mother to the child still can not make him ignore his child even though the child had made him disappointed the deep

mama Risma rose from her seat and rushed to hug the child who was crying sobbing, caressed by the back of the child who was shaking due to his crying

"this is the reason papah insists on marrying you to ayana dear, because papah knows that alena is not the right woman for you dear"

hearing mamah risma mention the name ayana bima increasingly tighten his embrace in the mama

the pain and tightness so enveloped him at this time so that his tightness of bima was even unable to say any more words that he was able to do just cry off all the tightness of his chest.

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"rest, tomorrow we think of a way out"bima also according and without saying bima left the room mamah risma and headed to his private room

bima laid his tired body on the mattress that he used to occupy with ayana, bima tilted his body towards the side of the bed that always ayana occupy

bima rubbed the side of the bed that felt as cold as her heart now

"is this the reward God gives for always ignoring your love?really forgive me yan, come home yanaku I miss you" muttered bima as she felt the side of the mattress that ayana always occupied

the clear liquid that had stopped coming out was now breaking out again from his nest and wet the pillow that the bamboo used to support his head

because too tired to cry and continue to sleep by itself into the dream world that makes his heart feel peaceful for a moment.

in the morning, Bima still did not come out of his room and mamah risma was just breakfast with the eldest andri

"wanty here again, huh?"tanya andri who came home late last night found the car of his sister was salted by the house

"he already knew all his brother and maybe now he still needs time to reflect on what he will do in front of him"

"i can imagine the pain is rich what he really loves the woman and make her blind to the truth"

"so sister knows all of her?"

suddenly the conversation between andri and mamah risma came to a halt as the baritone bima voice cut through the conversation

mamah risma and andri also turned to the direction of the sound and sure enough bima had stood not far from the dining table used by mamah risma and andri for breakfast.

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