I[Not] A Perakor

Storytelling Diary

"where is your beloved wife?unhealthy husband even defaulters try if there is ayana surely you have to take care of it when rich gini bim.mamah wonder how can you survive the same woman who takes care of a sick husband just can not, just can not,inget yes bim duty wife is not only able to satisfy the husband when on the bed but must be able to take care when the husband is sick as well"grumbling mamah risma when he found out his youngest child was not healthy but his frustration even peaked when he remembered because of the act of alena ayana

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Bima also spent a full day in his room and did not move in the slightest even to fill his empty stomach was always telling bi asih or bi marsih to deliver him into the room

feeling bored because they continue to be in the room but are reluctant to leave the room also finally bima looking for other activities in his room

I don't know what brings his footsteps to the direction of the dresser that was deliberately ordered by the mama to fill the needs of ayana during his stay there

and the new bima realized there was the object.His hand outstretched grabbed a drawer under the table and turned out to be empty

then bimq glanced at the right side of the drawer that there was a drawer too, bima who was curious again opened the drawer and there was a small pink diary book that had been slightly worn

bima maraihnya and sit in the chair right in front of the dresser

slowly open sheet by sheet the diary book and it looks ordinary

only the ABG girl's notes tell her daily life and what she does are all detailed in the little book

but his hand stopped moving when it was in the loop that somehow wrote his name so clearly

because of curiosity so high bima also began to read the sheet carefully

[july 20xx

Dear Diary's....

🌸 today is a class division for kls XI IPA and I entered the XI class of IPA B elections were done randomly so we who were originally one class are now split either where even anisa my close friends at school who have always been in one class with me since Junior High are now separated

🌸initially I feel lazy with the condition of the new class now I have to start a friendship with a new person but my laziness is lost when someone who has attracted my attention is in the same class

That's the contents of the first sheet that contains a story about a person who liked the owner of the book who was ayana who turned out to have liked bima since they were the same as sitting in the High School

out of curiosity, Bima also re-opened the next sheet and there was another name written there

[january 20xx

Dear Diary's...

🌸today alu intend to dare me to express my feelings to bima.Taste very unwilling and sick when he saw her with another woman

🌸my heart feels stopped beating when tanoa deliberately I heard that bima has been made by meli her first classmate while still sitting in XI IPA class

🌸but what makes me sick is not the bima who already has a lover but he easily gave me to his friend to approach me, it really hurts my heart you are outrageous.But I can not hate you]

Bima also recalled the incident a few years ago when he and his baby friend chatted shortly after he was made up with his classmate when sitting in XI class

at that time Bima loudly said that she never had any feelings for ayana other than pure friendship

and bima also advised the baby to immediately pursue him because ayana is a good girl and worth fighting for.

bima clenched her hands to grieve her stupidity all this time, truly the pain was now turned on her

the longing that enveloped him made his body weak and helpless even to move even the bima must be as strong as gathering his strength first can only rise.

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