I[Not] A Perakor

Sesal Bima's

"ma_mas"lirih ayana tried to digest all the words that bima said just now to her

"yes dear, you did not mishear ayana mas do love and miss you, really" replied the bima tighten her embrace on ayana's body

"ka_you sure mas?please don't make me ashamed for the umpteenth time mas" said ayana cirih who no longer wants to be hurt with her own feelings

ayana knew very well that it was too impossible for her to get the heart and love of the man who was now hugging her tightly

"lie, that's not possible" answered Ayana again with a headband

it was too difficult for him to believe what the bima said especially when Ayana recalled the hateful gaze that was shown one month ago when they met

and the ayana reflex pushes the burly body of the bima until it falls from the top of the bed to the floor

"astaghfirullah, was sick na"the bnima's speck once her butt landed beautifully on the cold, hard floor of the room

"sorry I didn't accidentally"sesal ayana saw bima grimacing in pain while rubbing her coconut smoke that clashed with the floor

"you why the hell?are you still angry at me?ayana listen to me first yes, I'm sorry for the incident one month ago sorry if I hurt your heart,mas did not mean to accuse you but all the words of alena when it really makes sense" clearly bima was ayana himself can only stare heartily really too hurt when bima staring her filled with anger,disappointed and hated him

bima sat down next to Ayana and grabbed her hand and held it tightly

"honestly, I used to hate the same you because papah forced the same marriage but after a few months we got married, I started to feel comfortable and used to your presence,but when Alena talked about the reason you married me because of your honest ambitions I was disappointed and angrier when I heard that you used mamah to launch all your plans into the hernawan family and to that mas sorry really yan please give mas a chance and please excuse me mas,ya please" continued bima with a little plead

"i have forgiven you, I understand if you think like that and sorry if my presence makes the household mas and mbak alena become disturbed" answered ayana sad

ayana took a breath with her chest to continue her speech, unruffled and sick but perhaps this was the best decision for her and also for the bima and his wife

yet now ayana has got half of the bima that is her baby candidate who is pure is her flesh blood with the bima

that way ayana can take off the bima to be happy with her love

Degs....

the body of the bima sculpted and stiff when ayana said she wanted to end her marriage with the bima

really not this that bima want to know his arrival may be too late because the new bima comes after a long time

but the state of the bima that is afraid makes it takes time to be able to come full confidence and of course after the problem with alena resolved

bima pulled Ayana's body back into his embrace, reeds were tears that he had been holding back

maybe it was a haru tears and happy because in the end bima could meet the woman he missed so much

but now those tears turned into tears of sadness and regret.

regret realizing her feelings may be too late

bima was sobbing in the boat of Ayana even now ayana's wet shoulder was filled with tears of bima

"mas please give mas any chance anyway mas marriage and alena has ended all is done yan, mas do not want if you have to lose you too" said bima interrupted sobs her sobs.

ayana is stunned to hear the bima's explanation of her marriage to alena

ayana thought that her departure would make the marriage of bima again improve she did not expect at all if her departure even worsened the marriage of bima and alena.

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