I'm waiting for your Candandamu

The real victim

Dinda clasped his son's hand and invited him across.

Suddenly from the right side of the car a white color drove quickly towards him.

But a second later, Dinda felt a push so strong on her back, so tight that push made her back hurt. Then his body was thrown and fell with Arka in his arms.

GBBRRAA!!!

The sound of a crash rang out loud behind Dinda.

Deciiii!!!! Vino suddenly pressed the brake unintentionally. I don't know why his chest hurts so suddenly.

His chest felt tight and his heart suddenly felt restless.

What's the matter? Why do I suddenly feel bad? Her thought.

Vino also tried to open the car window to reduce discomfort. He took a deep breath and turned the engine back on.

Some of the drivers behind him had already started the horn, as he stopped suddenly in the middle of the road.

But then he heard the sound of people screaming from the back of his car.

Wo....!!!! Baji hit and run*ngan!!! Stop!!!

At first glance Vino saw a white car speeding past him.

Vino immediately remembered the child and his wife who had just crossed his heart, his heart was increasingly troubled.

Without thinking anymore Vino was directly down from his car, he no longer cared about the sound of the horn of the car behind him. His heart was so panicked at that moment, his mind flashed the ugly shadow of his wife and son being hit. He ran as hard as he could to where he had taken down Dinda and Arka earlier.

There was already a crowd of people watching the accident.

Vino's knees grew weaker when he saw the blood spilling so much on the streets.he immediately burst into the crowd, pushing with all his might all the people who were crowding there, and at once his eyes were wide open when he saw the body of the victim of the accident that had been covered in blood, as well as his face, filled with blood, so that he could no longer see the look on his face.

Vino immediately covered his mouth with his hands, he could not see the blood so thick pooled in front of him. Vino immediately turned his head in the other direction, as his stomach felt nauseous.

Thankfully It was not Dinda and Arka, Vino's inner self turned around.

"I'm sorry I think it's my family" Vino said slowly to the people he had been pushing.

He came back out of the crowd. But for some reason, when he stepped away he felt his heart so sad, he was so sorry for the victims of the accident. But his eyes could not look at him anymore, for he could not see so much blood. He could only pray in his heart that the victims of the accident could be saved.

Vino's eyes are now here looking for his son and wife.

Did Dinda and Arka get to school? thought Vino.

She heard the voice of a crying child.

"Wow, are you pregnant? There was blood flowing from his feet Mbak" there was a voice of people asking in a furious tone from the side.

DEG!

Vino's heart felt like it had stopped beating. He immediately turned towards the origin of the voice in panic. Across the street he saw Dinda and Arka being mobbed by several people. Dinda was still sitting on the ground with her hand holding her stomach.

Dinda's face seemed to be enduring the pain, while Arka was crying beside her. With a pale face of fear, Vino ran over to the child and his wife.

"She!" he screamed while running.

"Vin," Dinda replied in a weak voice as she saw Vino running over to her.

Vino immediately calmed down beside his wife and pulled her into an embrace.

"Papa.." Arka's crying broke even more when she saw the arrival of her papa, she cried as she stretched her hand towards Vino. Vino immediately pulled the child into his arms as well and rubbed Arka's head to calm her down.

"It's okay, honey, you don't have to be afraid, Papa is here" said Vino.

"But Mama's sick Pa, Mama's bleeding" Arka said as she pointed at her mother's feet.

"Dear, we'll take Mama to the hospital soon" Vino replied as he let go of his embrace.

Then Vino lifted up Dinda's body which was still grimacing in pain. He also thanked the crowd for caring for his wife.

"Come on Arka, let's get Mama to the car. Arka follow Papa yes. Hold it in Papa's suit," Vino told Arka.

Still in tears, Arka nodded and clung to her papa coat.

Then they walked towards the car left by Vino in the middle of the road.

*****

Once in the hospital, Dinda was immediately handled by the Doctor.

While Vino was forced to just wait outside with Arka with a great sense of panic. But he must look calm in front of Arka, so that Arka does not worry more about his mother.

A few moments later, he remembered to contact his parents.

"Hello Ma" Vino said as soon as the phone was connected.

"Yes Vin, what's wrong?" there was the voice of Madame Aditya across the street.

"We're in this hospital, Ma, there was a little accident on Dinda. But you don't have to worry, because Dinda is now being handled by the Doctor," said Vino in a voice that he deliberately made as calm as possible, so that his parents did not panic.

"What's? Which hospital are you at, Vin?" ask Mrs Aditya who apparently still panicked.

Vino told his mother the name of the hospital.

After that Vino again called Rangga, his friend and personal assistant. While Arka sat on her lap.

"Well Vin, I'll check now," Rangga's reply sounded so sprightly on his phone. His best friend was very understanding of his feelings and love for Dinda.

After hanging up the phone, Vino saw the door of the room where Dinda was handled was open. Soon Vino held Arka and greeted the Doctor who had just come out of there.

"How is my wife Doctor?" asked Vino worriedly.

"Your wife is fine, but it is regrettable that the contents cannot be saved. Because the pregnancy is still in the early stages, so it is very vulnerable and unable to withstand a very hard impact," replied the Doctor with a regretful face because it had to bring bad news about his patient.

In a moment when Vino's knee was weak, his heart was sad and disappointed, his desire to have such a big child, had now failed.

The boy had left her before the predicate as the father she bore.

"How is Dinda Vin?" madam Aditya's voice suddenly sounded behind her, as she was unaware of her mother's arrival.

"Dinda is okay Ma, but our child candidate can not be saved Ma," said Vino with a sad face.

Madam Aditya also looked surprised to hear Vino's words, the look on her face that had looked panicked now turned sad.

"You are patient, son," said Mrs Aditya then while rubbing her son's back.

"There's still something I want to talk to her patient husband about. Come with you to my room!"

"Let Mama take care of Arka, you come with the Doctor first. Here's Grandma's darling!" madam Aditya said as she spread her arms to hold Arka.

"Okay Ma" said Vino, handing over Arka.

As soon as he reached the Doctor's room, Vino's feelings returned to nothing. Because he knows, there must be something serious about Dinda that Doker wants to convey.

"Please sit down sir" said the doctor, allowing him to sit down.

"Thank you Doc" said Vino, pulling out his chair.

"There's something I want to say about your wife. Due to a very hard impact, your wife's uterus is injured. So we had to lift one of her ovaries. This makes it difficult for your wife to get pregnant again. But that does not mean impossible, because there are several cases of ovaries that live one but managed to get pregnant, although that is rare," explained the Doctor.

Vino's body was now completely exhausted, he looked at the doctor with a look of disbelief. His tongue felt like it was going to say nothing. His heart was really sad and disappointed.

How not? Only three days ago he felt a great happiness because he would soon become a father, but he was forced to give up his future son, and now he again got another bad news, another bad news, that he would be very difficult to be a father.

Vino's eyes now look teary, with a weak body he rose from his seat while thanking the doctor.

The doctor looked at Vino with a look of pity, the athletic handsome man looked so lethargic and weak.

He opened the door slowly, and walked out of the room with a faint feeling.

What should I tell Dinda? How will Dinda feel when she finds out that her uterus is not perfect? Inner Vino fretted.

Shortly thereafter, Dinda was transferred to the treatment room. But he was still in a state of drugged and unconsciousness.

Mr. Aditya who had just arrived also looked panicked, especially when he saw the look on Vino's face that looked so haggard.

"How's Dinda doing, Vin?" ask Mr. Aditya.

Vino breathed.

"Dinda miscarried Pa. One of her ovaries had to be removed, so that Dinda would have trouble getting pregnant again."

"What's? Is that that bad? How's Vin really doing?"

"Vino also did not know Pa, because at that time Vino was turning back the car. But Vino has asked Rangga to investigate" replied Vino.

Drrrrttt

The phone in Vino's pants pocket vibrated, he instantly picked up and looked at his phone screen.

"This is Rangga has been in contact, Vino came out for a while to pick up his phone," Vino said as he rushed out of Dinda's treatment room.

"Hello Ga, how is it? Who hit Dinda?" vino asked with such great anger implied in his eyes.

"Police are looking for the culprit Vin, because there are several witnesses who managed to record the license plate number of the perpetrator. And the one who got hit was actually a middle-aged woman. One of the people at the scene saw the middle-aged woman deliberately running to the middle of the road to push Dinda across the street. But unfortunately, it was the woman who was hit. I've checked the identity of the woman, she's named Tah" explained Rangga at length.

Vino gasped at the name that Rangga mentioned.

"Isn't it? Just Tah?" asked Vino with a trembling voice.

"Yes, in his ID card written only Tah," replied Rangga reassuringly.

Vino's hand now looks shaky.

His memory was again twisted back to the memory of his childhood which he deliberately buried deep.

"Well, your name is weird? Just a Tah-ja?" little Vino asked as he stared at the stars with his mother.

"Because your Grandmother and Grandfather were old people, they don't like names that are hard to remember" replied his mother gently with a smile looking at the stars.

"Keep Vino's name who loves Ma? Yes's dad?" little Vino asked, he was indeed happy if his mother's attitude was so gentle. Because sometimes his mother's attitude is rude and always angry.

"You're a lot of nanya, right? There go with your father" cried his mother angrily with glaring eyes.

Little Vino was surprised, he forgot that his mother would be angry every time he mentioned Father.

That piece of memory brought back the gloom in his heart. He breathed out a breath that felt heavy.

"Is he still alive?" ask Vino then.

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