I'm waiting for your Candandamu

Fear of being hated

Slowly Dinda kissed the hand of Vino who was in his grasp.

But suddenly Vino's fingers moved slowly.

Dinda rushed over to check on Vino. His heart was so excited to see Vino's body begin to react. But a little worry crept into his heart.

Is Vino gonna hate me? Inner Dinda.

Dinda's heart skipped a beat and her feelings were mixed.

Between happiness and anxiety.

It felt like he left if he imagined the eyes of Vino who would look at him with a look of hate. But she also can't leave her husband alone, especially now that Vino is in need of someone to wait for her when she opens her eyes.

Dinda closed her eyes for a moment to calm her heart, she was determined whatever happened she would accept. He will not run from destiny, before fate itself will make him go.

Dinda opened her eyes and looked at Vino deeply.

A moment later, Vino's eyes began to open.

His gaze was straight on the roof of the room, it seemed like he was thinking where he was now. Then he glanced to his side. His eyes caught the shadow of the person staring at him. Vino immediately turned to his side and saw Dinda who was looking at him anxiously.

For a moment Vino just stared at his wife expressionlessly.

Then his eyes moved to his hand which was in the grasp of Dinda.

Dinda who realized the direction of Vino's gaze reflexively released her hand grip. He was afraid that Vino would get angry, for holding his hand.

"You're aware of Vin?" What do you feel now?" dinda asked as she looked at Vino anxiously.

"I'm angry" Vino replied with a frown.

Dinda was surprised to hear Vino's words, even though he had prepared mentally.

But then he immediately lowered his head, because he felt he would not be able to see Vino's face when angry.

"A.I.I..." Reply Dinda stammered. He could not continue his words. Her tears started to flow. His hands began to squeeze the end of his clothes.

"I hate.." Not yet finished Vino's words, Dinda had already cut him off with a voice that shook from crying, she did not want to hear the words of hatred from Vino.

"I'm sorry Vin, I don't want you to suffer at all. I'm really sorry. But if you want to divorce me, I will try to accept it" Dinda said as she continued to wipe her tears flowing nonstop.

"Hey! What the hell are you talking about? How come ngawur is that? I mean earlier, I was mad at myself for making you anxious and forsaking you last night, not being mad at you" said Vino, who was surprised to see Dinda crying.

Dinda raised her head and looked at Vino. It was like a dream he had gotten such a response from Vino.

Vino returned Dinda's eyes. Slowly his hand reached Dinda's.

Then he took that hand back. His lips slowly developed a very gentle smile.

"Why was your face so tense from earlier?" ask Vino.

"Because I'm afraid you'll hate me" replied Dinda.

"I won't hate you" he replied. Dinda was silent for a moment while looking deeply into Vino's eyes.

"Didn't you hate me at all Vin?" ask Dinda.

Vino scrunched his forehead.

"Why should I hate you? I said hate, I mean I hate seeing your tears and I don't want you to cry"

Dinda lowered her head.

"But I am the son of the one who made you suffer" said Dinda.

"That has nothing to do with you" Vino replied.

"But you'll always remember your trauma if you see me,"

"Looks not, that was the first time I opened my eyes and saw you, there was only happiness, not trauma" Vino replied with a teasing smile.

Suddenly, Dinda's cry broke. Vino was confused.

"Lho, why are you crying so much? ask Vino.

Dinda wiped her tears.

"I didn't even dare to meet

you, because I feel unworthy to stay by your side" said Dinda.

Vino looked at Dinda.

"I don't want to hear such words again, don't even think of leaving me. You are mine and will forever be by my side" said Vino, holding Dinda's hand tighter.

Dinda smiled at Vino's words. He felt happy, it turned out that his love destiny was not as bad as he thought.

"Oh yes Vin, my mom was equally good here too" Dinda told me.

"Oh yeah? Then why are they coming home?"

"I ask them to come home, let them rest. It's okay, isn't it? There will be me"

"They're lucky to have a daughter-in-law on standby like you" Vino replied with a smile.

"No, I'm not even reliable. I arrived late just because there was no car, after a long time pacing back and forth was unclear, just remembered the taxi phone," replied Dinda with manyun lips.

"His lips don't be so manyun, ntar I'm a conqueror, you know" said Vino.

"Ah, thou!" exclaimed Dinda with lips increasingly manyuning.

"Is this the code for a new car?" vino's Goda again.

"No, I don't mean it," Dinda said quickly.

Vino chuckled at Dinda's expression.

But his chest hurt as he laughed, he groaned while holding his chest.

"Are you okay, Vin? His chest hurts, I call the doctor, yes" said Dinda anxiously.

"No need, it only hurts a little because I laughed just now" said Vino.

"Do you really need to call a doctor?"

"Yes, there are you who can heal, here is his hand," said Vino as he extended his hand.

Dinda welcomes Vino's hand, and the handsome man puts Dinda's hand on her chest.

"You've been there ah.." said Dinda smiling shyly mixed with pleasure.

"Vin, Lara also came to look at you" said Dinda.

"Hmm.." Vino cuek's response while playing with Dinda's fingers on his chest.

"She was going to vilify me in front of Mama" Dinda said.

Vino's expression instantly changed hearing him.

"What did he say to Mom and Dad?" ask Vino.

Then Dinda told me everything that happened.

"That's been your friend since you were a kid, huh?" ask Dinda "did she like you?"

"I don't know either, but from the time he was always nice to me, he always acted like a boy, so I didn't feel uncomfortable being friends with him. After he came home from overseas yesterday I just realized that he likes me"

"So she's your only girlfriend?" ask Dinda.

"Yes, are you jealous?" Vino is back to flirting.

"No" replied Dinda back manyun.

"Now, manyun again. I'm a real block on his lips. By the way it's still the fourth night of our honeymoon. Would you like to try it at the hospital?" vino asked as he blinked one eye.

"Viiiin!" dinda cried out while glancing at his eyes.

And Vino chuckled again.

Seriate....