I'm Not a Prostitute

(74)Weighing

Alan wants to chase Sarah away, but is confronted by his father's aides. Until he can do nothing and just keep thrashing. Alan could only stand still and try to thrash but only in vain. Alan can't let go of himself and can't catch up with Sarah. He could only resign when his father's aides brought him into the house. And locked Alan in the room.

"And you should know that if that woman jal*ng, your eyes are more valuable. You want to go out without sunglasses? You just had surgery, did you forget how hard it was to be blind" Alan's father said.

After Alan's father's aide locked Alan in his room, Alan could only ponder there. On the other hand Sarah is Danil's wife and she still loves Sarah. Things that shouldn't have happened. And it was a great sin, loving one's wife was one of the great sins Alan should not have felt. The forbidden love that Sarah and Alan felt.

Sarah got home, she was very hurt with Alan's father. Since Alan's father always called it jal*ng, it certainly made a wound in Sarah's heart. Sarah was crying, she never thought about why Alan's father could say that. Moreover, Sarah remembers when she bought her father Alan. Karen was sold by her stepfather. And Sarah doesn't want to remember that bitter thing anymore.

"Mama why cry?" Salsha.

"No dear, my mother does not cry just a glance." replied Sarah while wiping her tears.

"Ahh..mama lied, must be mom kangen yes papa?" Salsha.

"Salsha time who miss the same papa huh?" said Sarah.

"Yes ma, Salsha is very hungry, papa, when will she come home?" ask Salsha.

"One week, baby, mama took a shower first." said Sarah who then left her little daughter.

Sarah went into her room, took off her shoes and also her suit. Sarah goes into the bathroom, she washes her face while looking at the glass. Sarah seemed to ponder, thinking that Salsha was very happy because of the presence of Danil. Sarah could not bear to separate Danil and Salsha. What else the Alan family really disliked him. Maybe falling in love with Danil is the best thing.

After all Salsha was also very close to Danil, and it was time for Sarah to open a new leaf. Closing his heart to Alan, even though it would definitely be very difficult to do. Because Sarah's love for Alan is deep enough.

"Should I forget my love for Alan, should I stop loving him. For Salsha, and the fetus in this womb. But I'm not sure if this is my heart with Danil. I'm still worried that this is Danil's son." Sarah Bati.

Sarah took a shower enjoying every splash of water that made her feel a soothing coolness. Sarah was silent she tried to solidify her heart to go back to trying to blow Alan away. Although it was difficult he had to keep trying, for Salsha's sake as well as his own happiness. Because he also deserves to be happy, not continue to suffer like this.

But Sarah is still worried about who the father of the fetus in the womb. Is that Alan's son or Danil's. If it's Alan's son, he doesn't know if Danil can accept it. And if it's Danil's son, Alan won't be with her anymore. And his love for Alan cannot be united. Her life is so complicated, Sarah's hard to steady. And also a plan.

Sarah finished her bath, she combed her hair in the mirror. Sarah's beautiful face still radiates even though she already has one child. Sarah's laying her body on the bed, hoping it's over soon. And he can live in peace. The world feels fair to him. So complicated and so difficult, not giving him a pause to breathe.

Salsha went into her mother's room, she wanted her mother to read her story. A tired Sarah still took the time to read Salsha's story.

"May't be sad?" Salsha.

"Mama is not sad, who says she is sad" replied Sarah.

"It's definitely Alan's? Or aunt Lea?" Salsha.

"Hus, you can't talk like that baby." said Sarah softly.

"Om Ken is busy baby, here is a mama pijitin or Salsha who wants to massage mama" said Sarah.

Even Salsha who was a child only knew how the people around Sarah were. Sarah doesn't want Salsha to know she's sad. Sarah massages Salsha's body while reciting the story she sanga hope Salsha sleeps soon. And finally Salsha slept too.

"Good sleep, dear." said Sarah.

Sarah recalls Alan, her good times with Alan. And the forbidden deeds that he had done with Sarah. It's sad because it's too in love with Alan so he can take off his crown just like that.

"Till this moment I still love you, yet I am tired of all this. I want to live a normal life, not like this. And I think my life is really unhealthy." Inner Sarah.

Sarah's stomach is hungry, she goes to the kitchen to cook fried rice. Sarah hopes everything will be okay.

"How are you doing right now Lan? Did your parents hold you. And I hope you're okay." Inner Sarah.

Sarah continued her activity of frying the rice, after cooking she brought the fried rice to the dining table. Eating alone, feeling lonely is what Sarah felt.

"If there was Danil, it would be more rame." Sarah's inner.

Sarah thinks of Danil, but she is also afraid that Danil will return to his scandal with Alan to be discovered. I was worried that was how Sarah felt.

Sarah's phone rang a message from Danil, Danil said if he would come home early because of a necessity. Sarah's happy that Danil's coming home soon,

but he is also confused if Alan will come to him. Plus Danil's parents also began to dislike Sarah after they learned of Sarah's scandal with Alan. The scandal that still continues to this day, Danil's parents do not want if later Danil hurt and back stress again.

"I'm worried about how I feel." Inner Sarah.

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