I'm Not a Prostitute

(13)Intan away

"Even until this moment I don't know how I feel. I'm like a fool who keeps falling in love with the wrong people. Why do I still love him when I know he doesn't like him very much. And I still love him." - Sarah Shakilah

On a clear morning Sarah leaves for school, hoping that Intan will not be angry with her anymore. Fandy asks Sarah to calm down, he convinces Sarah that everything will be fine.

"Be careful on the road, do not daydream later can be wretched."

"Ready."

Sarah and Fandy split up, and Fandy bought breakfast for his sister. Fandy couldn't cook so he bought breakfast for his sisters. Sarah walked to school. And when Sarah arrived at school, Sarah entered the classroom and she did not see Intan's bag on the bench. And it turns out Intan moved the seat. Sarah just kept quiet, because she had explained to Intan if he had no relationship with Rendi. But Intan stayed away from him.

"Well, there are those who have no friends, your decision is right Tan. Don't be themed with the poor."

Nayla taunts Sarah, Sarah is silent. It was as if he was holding his hand at the moment. The world feels unfair to him, the world is not on his side. And bad luck always befalls him, whether until when it will pass.

"What the hell is Nay, it's my fault not Sarah's. Tan, this isn't Sarah's fault."

"Udahlah Ren, justin aja Intan aware."

"Don't interfere with you, Nay."

The atmosphere that had been rowdy turned into silence when the teacher came. And this time Alan was just a spectator. Actually he pityes Sarah, but for him there is no point in defending Sarah at this time.

"Good morning, one more week you'll all be passing exams. Tomorrow will be a charity event and a prayer together. May you all give me fluency and pass 100 percent."

"Amen."

The lesson begins and this is Sarah's favorite subject: math. For him mathematics is a definite lesson, because otherwise the answer is wrong. Unlike the Indonesian language, which is almost similar to the reality of life.

Hours of rest have come, Sarah lazy out of class she chose to rest in class only. Because in the cafeteria he would have no friends. Plus now Intan is joining Nayla. Sarah can only shut up and hope for the exam to come soon so that she can soon leave High School which is like hell for her. Rendi was not out of class yet, it seems she was waiting for Sarah.

Alan is also still in class, he took Rendi to the cafeteria but Rendi refused. Alan then left Rendi and went to the cafeteria by himself. To be honest Sarah was even in the classroom let alone there was Rendi in the class. Because it might even complicate the problem. He does not want Rendi but he wants Intan back again. Back to being the best friend he always had.

"Why don't you go to the cafeteria?"

"You want to know what the reason is?"

"What?"

"Because of you, because you're Intan away from me. Please stay away from me because I want Intan back. Go away.."

"All right, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry you, now go leave me alone."

Rendi leaves Sarah, Sarah is now completely alone and feeling lonely. No one cares about him anymore, Fandy and his mother. Alan walks into class after Rendi leaves.

"So there's something sad about it."

Alan spoke for himself, insinuating Sarah. Sarah looked at Alan, and now they were looking at each other.

"Oh, I don't want to be disturbed."

"Who would bother you?"

Alan gives candy to Sarah, Sarah just shut up and stare at the candy Alan put on his desk.

"Give me your hand."

Sarah followed Alan's words, and she extended her hand to Alan. Alan took the gum from his mouth and put it in Sarah's hand.

"What the hell is so dirty."

Sarah threw the gum away, Sarah left Alan she went to the library. The library is a quiet place. No one will bother him there. But on the road he passed Intan. Sarah grabs Intan's hand, she apologizes to Intan.

"What do I need to do to forgive me?"

Intan was still silent as if he was thinking how to get Rendi away from Intan.

"Tan's air."

"Find a lover if you can Alan, because if you become Alan's lover then Rendi will not dare to approach you."

"I'll do it and try it but not Alan."

"Alright prove that I'll be back to what I used to be."

Intan leaves Sarah, and Sarah goes on a trip to the library. Sarah was still thinking how she could find a lover. And Intan wants to have a class so that Rendi stays away from him. Sarah is getting dizzy, plus soon the test now her mind is divided.

"I don't know what else to do, the dizziness feels like life is sometimes confusing." Inner Sarah.

Alan meets Nayla, he asks about the plan they are going to execute. Nayoa said the plan went well. I don't know what Alan and Nayla really planned. Nayla feeds Alan a fried ketang, and only this time Alan wants to be bribed.

"Just wait for what's going to happen and just wait for the shock." Inner Alan.

Rendi is looking for Intan, he wants to tell Intan so that Intan does not stay away from Sarah. And Rendi will also try to fall in love with Intan. But from that moment Rendi did not find Intan. He's been looking for Intan at every corner of the school. Rendi finds Sarah crying in the library.

He wanted to come and wipe Sarah's tears, but he was afraid that he would add to the problem. Randy decided to just leave. He went back to looking for Intan, so he could not bear to see Sarah. Sarah always suffered.

"I'm sorry Sarah, I promise I'll fix this. I promise so please be patient." Inner Rendi.

Nayla and Alan return to class, but Nayla seems happy that Alan is no longer indifferent. And the chance to get close to Alan. In addition to Nayla's love for Alan, she also approaches Alan because Alan is rich. So Alan can definitely meet the needs later. Alan who also likes to go to the club just like him. Although Nayla prefers to go to the mall.

"*Wait for a surprise from Sarah, you'll be happy. But glad you'll only be a moment. Wait for me to play with your feelings. Wait for me to achieve my dream and you will give up on me. And I'm sure this will work later*. " Inner Alan.

-tbc