I'm Not a Prostitute

(30)Near Lea

..."I still love you, but I don't want to be with you. I still have feelings for you, but I let time erase those feelings."...

...-Sarah-i...

Sarah was still crying in the taxi, her memories of her life re-emerging. When Alan told him to drop his cards. And now Alan is looking for a fetus that almost killed by him.

"I won't let anyone hurt you, because you're my mother's spirit." Inner Sarah.

Alan also left the hospital, he did not want to stay in the hospital for long. Alan wanted to chase Sarah, but he remembered the song the more you worked the farther you never got tired of getting you. Alan decided to return to his workplace because there was something he had to take before he came home.

Not to forget also Alan chats Lea, Alan will approach Lea to get close to Salsha. He also wanted to know if Sarah still had any taste for him. Alan believes Lea is Sarah's sister, as there are some similarities between Sarah and Lea. Because they have the same father, different mothers.

That night Alan chat Lea, Alan said if he wanted to meet with Lea. And asked Leah to take Salsha. Lea couldn't refuse the request of a handsome man like Alan. Although he had to bring Lea, it didn't matter to him that it was important that he could date Alan. A handsome lawyer, rich and also successful at a young age in the food business.

"It's nice to be on a date." Lea Guman.

Lea was so happy, she decided to look for the right clothes for a date tomorrow after college. Because Lea was asleep late at night, and Sarah was still pondering in her room. He remembers the incident when Alan forcefully swallowed it. And ask him to come back.

"Even I don't know why half of my heart goes, goes to the wrong place." Inner Sarah.

Dinner together, Ken sees the difference in Lea. Leah did not go well with Salsha, and Leah fed Salsha. Sarah who had a lot of thoughts did not pay too much attention to the differences Lea. Salsha also looks happy because Lea is no longer tired to him.

"Where does it work? Emit it?"

"Surfer father, everything goes as it should but not with my heart."

"With what?" Sarah's father again asked Katena indeed Sarah's voice was slow.

"With all that, may all be saved."

..."I want to look at you, hug you, kiss you, reach for you but I can't."...

...-Sarah-i...

A quiet and lonely night, Salsha who had been sleeping because of the meat was read by Sarah. Sarah rubbed Salsha's hair. He hopes Alan doesn't affect Salsha later. Because in reality the old Alan did not want the presence of Salsha. And Salsha almost died in the abortion room.

"So the child who sholekah yes son, accompany mama to old later "Guman Sarah.

Sarah left Salsha's room and headed for her room. Before going to her room Sarah passed Leah's room. Lea who apparently did not sleep because she was busy playing mobile phone. I don't know what he's doing with the cell phone he's holding. Sarah went into her room, about to sleep but it was difficult.

That morning Alan came to Sarah's house, aiming to pick Lea up. Because they made a pact with Leah through WA. Alan wanted to see his daughter and wanted to get closer to Salsha. So that later Sarah will be easier to accept it again. Nature can correct this mistake.

Arriving in front of Lea's house, Lea who gave his location through the WA application. Lea was happy because there was also finally a man who approached her. Many say Lea is so jutek that no man dares to approach her. Sarah saw Alan pick Lea up.

"Mama, yesterday it bought me a toy. Om it's good Ma, he said call me papa."

"Salsha dear, don't call her papa later papa angry. Salshakan's father was with Allah Swt."

"Yes ma."

Sarah leaves to deliver Salsha while Alan delivers Lea. Lea told me to take Salsha by noon. By reason of Sarah's fear of soy sauce in a virus season like this. An outbreak that until now has not been found vaccination. So the medical team has to work harder.

In the car Alan wondered at Lea, just a casual question. In the end, he asked about Sarah.

"Salsha is your sister's child?"

"Who's the doctor, stepbrother to be exact."

"Ohh.So Salsha's mother is your father's son or mother's?"

"Sarah's father's son with another woman, about 5 years ago all revealed when Sarah's mother died and leave Sarah to the father. Sarah is pregnant. Look-heard Sarah was that call lady once was. Uh, I'm even confiding in the hell."

"It's okay."

Finally arriving at the Lea campus, Lea's friends were shocked when they saw Lea delivered by a handsome man like Alan. Because Alan had little time to serve the girls who asked for photos he left because there was business that he had to finish.

Sarah is also in the hospital, still in a state of mind with Lea. Sarah is afraid Lea will be the next victim. Or later Lea will be heartbroken because Alan approached her only to be close to Salsha. Sarah tried to focus because there were many patients that she had to deal with. Like his vow before becoming a doctor.

"I want you to be with someone else, but not with Leah. Please disappear from my life." Inner Sarah.

Fandy prepares a small party to surprise Sarah for her birthday. Although Sarah rejected him, Fandy still wanted to be close to Sarah. Maybe that's the saying "I'm happy to see you happy even if you're not with me" but it's just a saying. And still Fandy felt the heartache that he turned into a smile.

Alan was done with his business he went back to the hospital to meet with Sarah. Alan really wants to go back with Sarah. But the road Alan just took could have been dangerous for Sarah. Because Lea did not like Sarah at all, she was afraid that later Lea knew the truth Lea would hurt Sarah..

..."I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you until you want. I want to repair the wounds of the past, because I can't forget those memories. The more I try to forget you, the harder it is to forget. And now I want to be with you again, starting all over again even though I know it will never be easy for you to accept me again. After what I've done to you all this time."...

...-lan-...

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