I'm Not a Prostitute

(19) Forced Alan

...If time can be rotated, and if time can be repeated....

...I don't want to do that with him....

...Now it's just a waste, and it's no use....

...Regret only comes to an end, and now I regret it....

...-Sarah Shakilah-...

Alan took Sarah home because right now she's very messed up. He does not want to get angry and emotions explode. The point is Alan wants Sarah to drop the janinya. But Sarah kekeh wants to keep the janinya. He did not commit sins a second time. The innocent fetus has the right to see the beautiful world.

"I'll wait for you in the morning, and we'll be gone soon. And the problem will be solved. I love you Sarah." Alan kisses Sarah on the forehead and then leaves Sarah.

Sarah was still lying in front of her house, she did not know why Alan told her to have an abortion. In addition to sin, but also the danger because his life could be threatened because of the abortion. Sarah went into the house, she went into her room. Sarah began to mourn the mistake she had made. He shouldn't have made that mistake.

Sarah had tears in her eyes, the usually strong girl was now crying. Sarah wiped her tears when her mother came. He did not want his mother to know his current condition. Because his mother would be very disappointed. Because he was unable to maintain that respect.

"Why baby? You're crying, what's up? Tell your mother this, who knows you can help."

"No mother I'm not crying, maybe just drowsy and yawning and tears."

"Yes sleep there, if there's anything call mommy ya."

"Yes ma'am."

Sarah's mother came out of Sarah's room, now Sarah closed her eyes she hoped Alan would wake up tomorrow and not tell her to have an abortion. Because Sarah wouldn't do that. All she wants is to marry Alan and live it all over again. Sarah was asleep in sleep, which may have been a good dream by this time.

While Alan could not sleep, on the other hand the fetus was his son. But he also could not sacrifice his future in order to marry Sarah at this time. Alan wants to marry Sarah but 4 or 5 years away and not at the moment. Alan was confused thinking about everything. Maybe her father would let her marry Sarah.

Surely his father will also have Sarah abortion, for the future of Alan and Sarah. Because Alan and Sarah were young to be fathers. Alan is determined tomorrow morning will deliver Sarah for aboration only. Perhaps it was the best path chosen by Alan.

That morning Sarau woke up, he endured the nausea he felt. He did not want his mother suspicious, Sarah's mother had gone to sell putu cake. Sarah takes a bath and mutates. Sarah's stomach hurts, because she has no appetite. She was supposed to go to the doctor for vitamins and Alan took her to an abortion clinic.

^^^"Sorry dear mama, mama can't defend you. Mama wants you to stay with mama, mama doesn't want you killed by those medical devices." Sarah's inner.^^^

Sarah is ready, Alan pulls Sarah's hand and now they're in front of the car. And they had a chance to argue, and their debate was overheard by Fandy.

"I want to keep this fetus Lan, she we're in your time."

"Can't Rah, we have to keep this for our good."

Alan tells Sarah to get in the car, Sarah cries on the way. But Alan just kept quiet he let Sarah who continues to cry. Even now Alan does not care about his future son and Sarah. Because for him now what matters is his future. He still wants to be a good lawyer, and still wants to enjoy his youth.

Alan's not ready to be a father yet, and still wants to have fun. Even though her feelings for Sarah are still the same. She still loves Sarah. Alan can still accept Sarah but he cannot accept the fetus in Sarah's womb. Finally arrived at the abortion clinic directed by Alan. Alan opens the car door and tells Sarah to get off.

"Don't be afraid, everything's gonna be okay." Alan rubbed Sarah's hair.

Sarah just nodded, she didn't know what was going to happen in there.

^^^"How can you say everything will be okay? I'm not okay right now do you know? I'm afraid, I don't even want this fetus to fall." Inner Sarah.^^^

Slowly Sarah entered the clinic, they were still queuing because many had abortions. Most are pregnant out of wedlock. There are also abortion due to unplanned pregnancy. Sarah's body temperature rose dramatically, the room with Ac now feels hot for him. Sarah was afraid, she was so afraid that she wanted to leave the clinic immediately.

Alan held Sarah's hand, Sarah's hand that felt cold but sweaty. Alan knows that Sarah's mind is in a fight right now. But Alan did not want to know abortion should be done immediately. And Alan's decision was already unanimous, even though Sarah continued to give advice. Sarah let out a little wind, and Alan allowed.

Sarah came out of the clinic, her real goal was not to seek the wind but she wanted to escape. He did not want to drop his heart. Fandy, who had been following Alan, called Sarah. Fandy borrowed his bike. Sarah came to Fandy, and they left the clinic. Fandy, who knew Sarah was having an argument with Alan before leaving, chose to follow Sarah.

Sarah cries in Fandy's arms, Fandy lets Sarah cry. Fandy knew if Sarah was pregnant because the place to go was the abortion clinic. Fandy let Sarah cry to calm Sarah down. And then he would stop and ask Sarah for an explanation.

Alan was angry that Sarah had run away, because she couldn't use the right way. The next day Alan will come again to Sarah's house along with his men to drag Sarah for abortion. Alan was upset that today the fetus was dead, and Sarah was just stalling. Alan still wants to stay with Sarah but without the fetus in Sarah's womb.

-tbc