I'm Not a Prostitute

(20) The death of Sarah's mother

..."When you take the stone times and sacrifice the gold, that's where my dumbest side starts to look."...

...-Sarah Shakilah-...

Fandy stopped in a corner of the city after he didn't hear Sarah cry anymore. Sarah got off Fandy's bike, and right now they're on the sidewalk. Fandy looked at Sarah, wiping away Sarah's tears that had begun to dry up.

"Have not cried, he does not deserve your cry."

"I'm this dirty Fan, I'm no longer holy."

"I'll be the father of the child if you agree."

"No, your future is still long let me endure all this. Because it's my fault."

Sarah had tears in her eyes again, Fandy wiped Sarah's tears. Fandy bought a drink down the street. He wants Sarah to drink, Sarah must be thirsty and have a lot of thoughts right now.

^^^"Let's remember mama's boy will raise you, even without your father. Let him live happily, and we go far." Sarah's mind was stroking her belly.^^^

Fandy came back with mineral water in his hand, he told Sarah to drink. And then Fandy will take Sarah home. He did not want to bring Sarah home in a sad condition because it could make Sarah's mother sad. And Sarah's mother's health could have been compromised.

"Is it over?"

"Lumayan, but my mood is still not calm and I don't know when it will be calm again."

Sarah reached her house, Fandy just drove Sarah to the front. Now that Sarah's home, her mother just got home. Because it was driven by someone. Sarah cried, Sarah's mother came to her daughter and asked.

"What's up, son? Why are you crying."

"There's something I want to say, ma'am, but I'm calm. I'll take a breath first."

Sarah's mother followed Sarah's gesture, she was curious about what her daughter said. Sarah wiped her tears, she was still hesitant to tell the truth. Sarah gathered her courage.

"I'm pregnant mom."

"Don't you joke Sarah, who's got you pregnant? Get the man here."

"He didn't want a mother, he forced me to have an abortion."

Sarah's mother's chest tightened, Sarah panicked she led her mother to the room. Sarah was beginning to worry about her mother's condition. Just as sad because it cannot be the pride of his mother. Sarah went to the kitchen to make her mother tea.

Sarah's mother was really shocked, she couldn't believe her daughter could do such a stupid thing. Sarah's mother regulated her breathing, and now it's stabilizing. Sarah's mother is getting ready to go somewhere.

"Where are you going? It's his drink."

"Mom's going to leave."

"Let Sarah accompany Mom."

"No need, you're home first."

Sarah's mother left the house either way, Sarah can only resigned to the departure of her mother. Sarah stared at the ceiling of her house, she could only hope that all was well

And it turns out Sarah's mother met a man, a man in very sarapi clothes and it looks like people are.

"Tumben wants to meet, do you need money? How's our son doing?"

"That's exactly what I want to say."

"Why with our son?"

"He's pregnant, and the men who impregnate him don't want responsibility. And I think I'm a little old, if I just take her away. I don't want Sarah living with a loser's man."

Sarah's biological parents who turned out to be alive, the father who had been covered by his mother's blessing. They separated because they had to. Sarah's parents disagree with Sarah's mother and Sarah's father. Because Sarah's mother was poor.

"You're the one I'm talking about, why not get married again?"

"No, for me there won't be a man like you. What about your wife, how many kids are you now?"

"Two, one male and one female. And the other one's Sarah."

They separated Sarah's mother back home, currently Sarah is still contemplating and silent. He could no longer hold back his tears, his life continued to suffer like this.

"If time can be rotated, if time can be turned." Inner Sarah.

Sarah, who can't turn back time, everything will be like this. The mistakes he made had to be his own. The risk to him who has been willing to do the forbidden relationship with Alan.

Sarah's mother came home holding her body, Sarah's mother complained of dizziness. Sarah led her mother to the room. Sarah was sad and kept apologizing to her mother.

"Mom's chest is crowded, it looks like mother's time is not long anymore."

"Don't talk like that, I'll be cured."

"Sarah if you leave, never abort the fetus. If someone picks you up, come with him."

Sarah's mother breathed in the display, Sarah's mother uttered the phrase shahadah. For the third time, Sarah's mother breathed her last.

"Mother wake up, mother don't stay with Sarah. Sarah can't be without a mother."

Sarah screams hysterically until Fandy arrives, Fandy examines Sarah's mother's pulse, which is no longer there.

"Innalillahi, your mother is dead. You must be strong Sarah. Maybe it'll be hard for you."

Fandy hugged Sarah who continued to cry, After Sarah somewhat subsided Fandy told the residents. So that the people help Sarah in the funeral process of her mother.

Meanwhile Alan is busy swimming and accompanied by Nayla. Nayla comes to Alan's house, Nayla also finds out if Sarah is pregnant with Alan's child. But he instead supports Alan to make Sarah lose her fetus.

"So when are we going to force Sarah and get her to have an abortion?"

"Tomorrow, I'm tired of taking a break you go home."

"But Lan?"

Alan climbed out of the pool and left Nayla, apparently changing his clothes and going back to Sarah. He is still in love with Sarah and still wants to be with Sarah but without the fruits of their forbidden love.

"I'm sorry mother, I have failed to be a dutiful and kind child. I'm sorry I let you down, I'm sorry. I love you so much mother." Inner Sarah.

Sarah sees her mother's jenaza for the last time, Sarah looks at her mother. And now began to pour water flowers on his mother's body. Sarah held back her tears, after flushing the flower water into the body of Sarah's mother crying again.

Alan comes to Sarah's house and sees Sarah's house bustling. His mind was not calm, he even thought if Sarah left if Sarah ended her life by suicide. Alan was still there, so he asked the passers-by.

"Who died?

"Mother Sarah."

Alan was relieved that it wasn't Sarah who died, and it was a sign that Sarah was still in this world.

-tbc

Hi-hi I'm sorry to be a little nervous, now that I've recovered from my illness. My beloved husband fell ill, so take care of the husband first. New ticking, heppy reading yes.

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