I'm Not a Prostitute
(51) Second night
"I told you to leave even though my heart wanted to be with you maybe this was the best for both of us." Alan said.
Sarah left Alan's house, she couldn't believe Alan would be that angry with her. Alan asked her to leave. Sarah returns to the hospital, Alan blind and limping adding to Sarah's guilt. Alan went back into his house.
"One day if our destiny is together we will be together." Inner Alan.
Danil got congratulations from his office colleagues for getting a replacement for Cantika. Danil is married to Sarah, a doctor. Danil only smiled because his marriage to Sarah was just a play. But Danil did not change the photo of the cantika he displayed on his desk with a picture of Sarah. Because Cantika is everything to Danil. And Sarah will not be able to replace Cantika.
That afternoon Sarah returned to Alan's house, where she saw Alan walking with a cane. Sarah's tears fell when she saw Alan seemed not strong with his fate. Alan continued to grumble because he kept bumping into something in front of him. Sarah wanted to get closer but she ignored her intentions. Because it would definitely make Alan more injured.
"It's because of me, I should have been there for you. I want to be around you, but I know you won't let me." Inner Sarah.
Now Sarah can only see Alan from a distance, she can not get close even though her heart wants to get closer. Plus now she is a wife of people, a wife who must obey her husband. And it would be a great sin if he still loved Alan. Sarah left her place and she went home.
Sarah arrives at her house, she prepares food for Salsha because Salsha wants to eat fried rice. Although tired for the sake of the smile of his love fruit with Alan, he made fried rice for Salsha. And Danil hasn't come home from the office, looks like Danil's overtime.
Alan believes that Sarah's love will no longer be there for him. What's more about his condition like this, because at this time everything looks dark. His appearance was useless, no one would approach him because he was blind.
Sarah had finished cooking the fried rice, she and Salsha greedily ate the fried rice. Salsha kept asking when Danil was coming home. Sarah said subtly if Danil would be home soon. Although he does not know when Danil will come home. Salsha ate fried rice made by her mother.
Lea is satisfied now that Alan is blind and Sarah is also married to Danil. His vengeance felt avenged, the person who had hurt his heart as if he were now karmic. Alan, who played him once, got the karma he deserved. And this is how he got close to Alan and took Alan's heart. And if he can he will look at Alan, so that Alan knows what it feels like to be seen during his love.
Ken misses Sarah and Salsha. The house looks lonely without the presence of Sarah and Salsha. He knew Sarah was married to Danil because her father's company was almost bankrupt. And once again Sarah is the victim, even though they can live a simple life with Sarah who is now a doctor and has a salary that is enough to support them all
At 8 pm Danil has not yet returned home, Salsha who looks sleepy delivered Sarah to the room. Sarah read the story to Salsha for a while. After Salsha fell asleep, she left Salsha's room. Not waiting for Danil, Salsha went into her room and chose to sleep on the sofa. He doesn't want what happened last night to happen again.
..."I can't say, I can't call your name because now you're far away. Maybe there will still be a story between us and you also understand the meaning. Or am I not able to cast aside your shadow when you are far away."...
The song was so sweet that it accompanied Alan's day. The silent night adds to the atmosphere to make it worse. Alan is trapped in a hell called loneliness. He misses Sarah but feels unworthy of Sarah. Because of his blind condition like this, he was handicapped.
Danil arrived at home, the atmosphere of the house looks quiet only asistem Danil household is still busy phone with who. Danil went straight into his room. He went into the bathroom to clean his body. Bathing with warm water may be able to cure his tiredness. Danil never saw Sarah sleeping on the couch.
Fandy was inexhaustible with the fate of Sarah's life so tortuous. Sarah should be with him, surely his life wouldn't be like this. And until now Fandy has not been able to forget Sarah, he still loves Sarah. Even though he knows his love is not even reciprocated. Sarah loves Alan and will never change.
Danil finished his bath, he saw Sarah sleeping on the sofa. Danil looked at Sarah's face, Sarah was so beautiful. Her male soul appeared, the desire to sleep together with Sarah was again present. This time with Sarah not only did she assume Sarah was Cantika. Danil approached Sarah, and she wanted to carry Sarah. And move Sarah to the bed.
Sarah wakes up but pretends to be asleep, as she wants to know what Danil is going to do. Danil moved Sarah to the bed. Before Danil went to look Sarah in the face, she wanted to kiss Sarah. Danil turned his face and sat on the sofa.
"If we could love each other, we would be very happy. But I know we're still stuck in our old partner's love." Grunts Danil.
Danil wants to try to love Sarah and forget Cantika. Although it would be very difficult for her, Sarah opened her eyes and saw Danil sitting on the sofa. Then he pretended to sleep again. Danil sleeps next to Sarah. Sarah actually doesn't want to sleep in one bed with Danil. But he still pretended to be asleep.
Danil kissed Sarah's forehead, as if they were real husband and wife.
"I wish I could love you, and live with you forever. Although this is Sarah's body I believe Cantika's soul is in it." Danil said.
Again Danil again assume if Sarah is Cantika. And Sarah's stuck with a weird guy like Danil. Danil closed his eyes, and began to dream of making love with Cantika. The one next to her is Sarah.
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