I'm Not a Prostitute

(21) Funeral

..."I'm sorry if I can only come from a distance, I don't have the guts to meet you right now. I'm sorry I sinned, and I'm sorry that your loved ones left. I'm sorry for everything."...

...-lan-...

Sarah's mother's funeral was attended by her friends, Intan, who was loyal next to Sarah. Randy was there too. But Alan and Nayla did not come, Alan who actually came could only curse behind a big tree. Because he didn't have the guts to go see Sarah. Because Sarah hates him now. Alan so did not dare to come closer there, Alan also saw Fandy faithfully accompany Sarah.

Sarah was still lamenting the grave of the mother, she really felt sinful to her mother. He who made his mother disappointed, Sarah regretted that she could not make her mother happy. Sarah stared at the mother's grave, praying that she would be in heaven. Sarah tried to let her mother calm down in nature there. So that his mother would be happy there, and Sarah would catch up with her.

"Where's Rah, who doesn't look?"

"Don't remember him, me and Alan have nothing to do anymore."

"Why break up?"

"Haven't interrogated Sarah like that."

Fandy scolded Intan, the pilgrims had come home now only Sarah and Fandy left. Fandy takes Sarah home. Sarah tells Fandy to go home first. Finally Sarah wants to go home, after Sarah and Fandy come home then Alan came to Sarah's mother's grave.

"Auntie I'm sorry, but I can't be with Sarah. Because Sarah was kekeh maintaining the janinya." said Alan in front of Sarah's mother's grave.

Arriving at the house Sarah saw her clothes filled, and was ready to be taken away. Sarah was confused, because she didn't know what was going on. He even thought if his house was confiscated. Sarah had already started to panic when a well-dressed person approached her.

"What's this?"

"Miss come with me, this is an order from your late mother."

"What order?"

"Come on with me."

Sarah got into the car of the person who picked her up, she was still confused about where she was going.

"Where are we actually going? And who are you guys?"

"We're going to the lady's apartment, you've bought the lady an apartment."

"Master? Sir who? What's weird about me?"

"Touch not miss, mister a good man."

Sarah reached the apartment referred to by the aides who took her. Sarah was still confused because there was no one there.

"Now this is Miss's home, good rest, tomorrow we'll come and bring the lady to the doctor's basin."

The adjutant leaves, Sarah getting confused from where they know if she is currently pregnant. Sarah also saw a lot of cooking ingredients in the fridge, and there was a note.

"During pregnancy stay here, and later after giving birth then pursue your dreams."

Sarah is confused as to who is the good person who helped her. Sarah was curious, thinking that this was Alan. But it felt impossible, because Alan did not even want his fetus born. Sarah rests because she is too tired to think about unimportant things.

Alan came home from Sarah's mother's funeral, he seemed sorry for making Sarah's mother like this. Alan wants to meet Sarah, he wants to fix his relationship with Sarah. And want to be responsible for the child born by Sarah.

Alan came to Sarah's house, he knocked on Sarah's door but there was no answer. Come Fandy, Fandy looks at Alan cynically. Fandy doesn't like Alan, because Alan ruined Sarah's life.

"Which way doesn't there?"

"Sarah goes far, forget Sarah because Sarah no longer wants to see you."

"Tell me where Sarah is."

"Yolot you."

Fandy punches Alan's nose until Alan's nose bleeds, Alan does not return Fandy's treatment and Alan just leaves. He was sorry but now Sarah did not know where. Rice has become porridge, it's too late.

Sarah cooks, she recalls her mother. His mother who worked hard for him but he even made his mother disappointed. That night the adjutant who brought him came again. The adjutant brought a message so that Sarah was not too tired. If Sarah can't afford to cook, the aide will buy her some food.

"Areally who is your master?"

"It's not time yet, if it's time you come here."

"Alright, tell your master thank you."

Alan lamented his mistakes on the edge of the pool, he really meraaaa lost Sarah. Alan's gonna be looking for Sarah tomorrow. Alan could not afford to lose Sarah, but he himself told Sarah to leave.

..."I can't live without you I'm sorry, come back to me. I'm so sorry I left you, and threw you away." Inner Alan....

After the breakup I still don't understand why I want to look for your shadow.

I remember it back, I want to repeat all our beautiful stories first.

Maybe there will still be a story between us and you also understand the meaning.

Or can I not cast aside your shadow when you go far away.

Quiet-studded, when you left too.

Leave me alone to remember you on lonely nights.

Decorate the dreams, maybe you'll come back.

And you said everything about our parting.

The sad song made Alan more sad, he felt he had sinned because he left Sarah. Sarah who had conceived the baby, a mistake she should have made.

Sarah is also thinking about Alan, she still thinks that Alan is the one who helped her at this time. If Alan's the one who rented him the apartment. But in fact it is not, because in fact the person is his own real father and not Alan. Sarah still hopes Alan cares about her. But he also did not want to repeat his mistakes along with Alan.

Intan doesn't like it if Alan and Sarah break up, because Rendi will definitely go back to Sarah. Because at this moment Rendi had already approached him. Intan's gonna figure out a way to get Sarah back to Alan.

"I hope this is you Lan, I hope you still care about our baby. But I don't expect to come back with you Lan. I just want you to know that our baby is innocent and doesn't deserve to be aborted." Inner Sarah.

Sarah sleeps in her sleep, because tomorrow she has to go to school for retirement. And that's a sign he's meeting with Alan. Although he did not want to see Alan, but in the heart of Sarah was very missed with Alan. Stupid Alan who still continues to love Alan who has desecrated him and also wants to take the baby.

-tbc

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