I'm Not a Prostitute

(23) Starting a new life

..."You know what can't be cured? The scar, even though the wound was already dry the scar was still there. Just like the wound that you torehka even though it has begun to dry but the wound will not really disappear."...

...-Sarah Shakilah-...

Sarah was in the car with her father's aide. Sarah wondered what her father was like, and why he left her. Nearly 19 years. And where was his father when his mother died.

Sarah stared at the window of her room, hoping that her father would come because he wanted to know what his father looked like. And what was the reason his father abandoned him and also his mother. The aides told Sarah that her father would come tonight. Sarah was very happy, because after a long time she was able to meet her father.

Either later he will be disappointed or happy, after knowing what the reason his father left him and his mother. Sarah rests, because she feels weak after returning to nausea. It tastes bad food, only the drop now makes itself comfortable.

..."Don't leave if you just want to be chased, and don't come back if you're going to go again."...

...-lan-...

Alan will try to recount Sarah's departure, Alan will start his new life without any shadow of Sarah. Although his love does not fade, but his mind is still sane and he does not want to pursue something that does not want to be achieved. Alan is going abroad with Nayla to go to college.

The Indonesian state will only remind Alan of Sarah and her baby. Sarah is hard to find right now. And according to Alan it might be true if Sarah becomes the om-om's current mistress. Alan is convinced, because Sarah is pregnant and frustrated so Sarah wants to be an om-om mistress.

That afternoon Saray's father arrives, Sarah sees her father as a stranger. Because all this time he had never met his father. Sarah's father has a mixed face, not like a real Indonesian.

"This direction is dad, earlier father apologized because only this time can come. Your mother forbid me to see you."

"Why did you leave me and mom? Do you know we live to suffer."

"Dad offered help but your mother refused."

"Why did you split up?"

"My mom and I never got married, it's my fault. Father who has understood your mother, and at that time I already have a wife who is pregnant old too. Your mother didn't say she was pregnant at first."

"So I'm an out-of-wedlock child?"

Sarah rubbed her stomach, she remembered her life and now her fetus has the same fate as it does not seem to know the figure of her father. Sarah doesn't want her son to experience the same thing.

"Yes that way, but relax you are safe here. But I can't take you home yet, my family needs time to accept all this. So be patient, baby."

Sarah hugged her father, Sarah tried to accept the reality that although bitter. And now the most important thing is the health of the fetus. Sarah's father brought her pregnant milk and also some snacks for Sarah.

"Who's Sarah's half-brother's name?"

"Lea and Kenzo, Lea's still in 1st grade High School while Kenzo's the same age as you but he's in college right now."

Elsewhere, Alan was getting ready to go abroad. He was determined to forget Sarah, he did not want to dissolve in his love with Sarah. He also did not want to continue arguing with Rendi. Rendi always defends sarah and also always asks her for responsibility. Alan wants responsibility by giving facilities to Sarah. Alan cannot marry Sarah.

...-lan-...

Fandy could not find Sarah's whereabouts, but now he misses Sarah. After the strangers picked Sarah up. Fandy never saw Sarah again. Fandy missed but he could do nothing. Fandy is worried because Sarah is pregnant. Fandy actually wants to marry Sarah, but Sarah refuses. For reasons of marriage without love will only bring disaster.

About 8 months later Sarah's son was born, Sarah gave birth to a very beautiful baby girl. After Sarah's father's birth asked Sarah to continue her dream. Sarah who wants to become a doctor, Sarah's father will send Sarah abroad. And Sarah's son will be taken care of by Sarah's father, and it is certain that Sarah's son will not lack anything.

But still Sarah's son will lose the affection of his mother and father. But Sarah's father won't let that happen. Because Sarah's father paid a man who has been married for a long time but has not been given a child to look after Sarah's child. Sarah's father wanted his granddaughter to feel the affection of a father and mother.

"Dad take good care of Salsha, yes, I will pursue my dreams for mom and dad."

"Dad make sure Salsha will be fine until you become a great doctor."

Sarah hugs her father, Sarah is determined to become a doctor. Kenzo Sarah's half-sister is also overseas. Kenzo majored in business, in contrast to him who wanted to become a doctor. Kenzo wanted to become a businessman and continue his father's business.

"Wish mommy success son, I promise I'll come back and pick you up later. And we'll live happily together." said Sarah.

Sarah kissed her baby before she left, hoping her new life would be more beautiful than ever. And she hopes to never see Alan again. Although her heart is still for Alan, Sarah is still in love with Alan.

Alan, who is already abroad, begins to miss Sarah. And surely when his son was born, Alan was curious about what his baby would look like. Whether male or female. Alan regretted and continued to regret for not being responsible for his actions.

"What are you like, son, if a man must be handsome like me his father. That a woman must be like her mother who is very beautiful." Inner Alan.

Alan imagined that he was holding his baby. When Nayla arrives, Nayla brings Alan breakfast. Nayla kissed Alan on the forehead, and now they have breakfast together.

"Tidad."

"I'm Nayla not Sarah, you still think she's doing what the hell."

"Who said you were Sarah?"

"You should call Sarah's name."

"No, I've forgotten him and all the good memories with him."

"Good then."

Nayla kissed Alan on the forehead again, Alan was uncomfortable and went out for a while. Nayla looks upset that Alan just left her.

-tbc