I'm Not a Killer

Surprise

On a clear morning, the two beings of God who are still ambiguous with their own feelings are just awake. Jani opened her eyes first. Then his movements made Shaka wake up.

The girl wakes up from her sleep and notices Shaka with a look that is of course still confused.

"You're awake, how was he sleeping last night, all right? " Saka stared back at that confused face. A face that still looks beautiful despite whatever the condition of his heart.

Jani nodded. And if Shaka doesn't see it wrong. His nod was accompanied by a smile, although very faint but Shaka still could see it. The smile that made Shaka's blood instantly rustle.

Shit, why else. I just woke up like a fool like this.

Shaka turned his face away for a moment, only to throw away the annoying thoughts that came too early.

"Goodoo. Glad to hear it." The man moved, it seemed like coming out of this room would be much more effective in order to completely dispel the strange taste.

"Go take a shower, soon Bik Nah will deliver your breakfast .. I will also take a shower first," he said that he thought he would get a nod from Jani. But apparently not, this time the girl shook her head.

"Why don't you want to eat? "

Jani shakes her head back.

Shaka who was standing up and ready to come out sat back down. Why else would this girl, wasn't she sleeping soundly last night, and she had even just smiled, why is it down again?

"But you have to eat and take medicine, Jani. Otherwise your head will get dizzy .. Take it easy, I'll bribe you. " Shaka tried to persuade but Jani kept shaking his head making the man only able to sigh

My God, this drama what else?

"Eat down below."

When Shaka was trying to control his mood so as not to follow down, Jani suddenly made a sound.

"Huh? " Shaka hears Jani talking, but he is not so sure of her hearing.

"Eat down below. " The girl repeated her sentence. And that's where Shaka just heard it clearly.

"You wanna eat downstairs? "

Jani nodded

"With me? "

Back nod. A nod that makes Shaka smile even though he is accompanied by a confused face. Of course, during his stay here, this was the first time Jani wanted to eat downstairs with him.

"Smart girl. " Expressing his delight, Shaka's hand stretched out to shake Jani's head. The hand gestures made Jani very comfortable. I don't know, Jani himself doesn't know why he likes every Shaka so much to shake his head while saying 'smart girl'

"Yes, go take a shower. I'll wait for you downstairs. " The man went back. The assumption that Jani's mood was down was wrong. In fact, the girl showed an improved mood.

Shaka girang is not a braid. Unlike usual, this morning started with a very positive thing. Things that make the aura of his face look brighter.

Randi the secretary was even happy to see him. Unfortunately, the man did not show the same face. He greeted Shaka with a strange face.

"Morning, Boss. "

"Hmm, "Shaka noticed the look on that strange face. There was some kind of astonishment, but only for a moment because the next second Shaka instantly ignored that face. He was very happy this morning, caring for the demon with the face of Randi that was not good at seeing it.

"Eum, Boss. " When Shaka was about to enter Randi called out to him.

"What's wrong? "

"Eum inside there-" The man did not continue his sentence, as if hesitating to speak.

"What..? "

The confused Randi must talk or not finally just be able to raise his hand, allowing Shaka to see it for himself.

Shaka frowned looking at Randi's quite strange behavior this morning. But yes, just like before, the man preferred to ignore him and continue his steps.

As soon as Shaka entered his room, it turned out that there was already a girl who welcomed him. The girl he and Randi talked about yesterday.

"Re.. " Shaka's heart almost jumps out to see the sighting of Renisa, a former fiance whom he unilaterally decides.

Shaka was silent in his place with shock and confusion clearly reflected on his handsome face.

"Hey, why shut up? don't you miss me?" Seeing the silent Shaka made Re instantly scatter into the man's embrace. It seems like Re's plan worked, Shaka was completely shocked to the point of being speechless, not even returning Re's embrace could.

"How are you, baby? " Re let go of his embrace and then gave Shaka a kiss on the cheek.

"Ba-well, I'm good. "

Renita knitted her brows seeing Shaka speak stammering. Shaka's reaction was quite excessive according to him.

"Hey what's wrong with your face? are you that surprised to see me? "

Shaka sighed before speaking. Neutralize nervousness that does not disappear.

"Yes, I was quite surprised. No one told you you wanted to come? " As much as possible Shaka tried to control himself. Now he understood why Randi's face looked so strange.

"I wanted to surprise you on purpose .. You blocked my number anyway. How can I contact you? " Re scowled creating an expression that used to often infuriate Shaka.

While Shaka grimaces cover all the flavors that are difficult to explain. There was a bit of happiness seeing the girl suddenly being in front of him. Confusion is more dominant at this time.

Hadn't he already decided on Re, and the girl he thought was quite accepting as well, but why did she suddenly appear?

"I'm sorry, I had to. "

"No problem, honey. I understand .. If I were in your position I would do the same. That's why all this time I let you marry Jani. I want you to heal his heart." Re spoke while his hands toyed with Shaka's tie.

"Is your job done now? "

Duars..! the question that made Shaka's chest almost explode. I don't know, Shaka is really confused right now. Re's sudden presence made him realize that he married Jani indeed only because he felt responsible for his heart injury. But damn, I don't know since when he started to feel comfortable with the girl. The feeling of forced and tortured that used to kill him now turns into a strange feeling that Shaka himself does not know the meaning.

"Eum we sit down first, Re. " Shaka tried to shift the topic by having the girl sit on a long sofa where she used to receive guests. Enough of his surprise. Now it's time to find out what brought Renisa here.

According to Re, he followed Shala's steps while wriggling in the man's arm. Shaka is quite surprised by Re's attitude, but then remembers that the girl did like that a long time ago.

"Has Jani healed? " Repeated the question. But this time Shaka tried not to get nervous.

"It's improved enough. "

"Good, that means your job is almost done and you can come back to me soon. "

Shaka stunned. He tried to read Re's words. As Shaka recalled, when he decided on Renisa first, he never promised anything. But why did Re come now and seem to be charging his promise?

"Eum sorry, Re. But haven't we already.. "

"What's? broken up?" Re guessed what Shaka would say

"Do you really think I'll accept your decision?" The girl asked back.

"As I said earlier Shaka, all this time I tried to accept because I understood Jani's feelings, and also your feelings of course. You must feel very guilty. That's why I'm letting you make amends for your mistakes. Well even though this isn't really your fault. "

Shaka was stunned again. He thought Re had let it go, but he hadn't.

"I'm giving you time to make amends. And I think the time I've given you is long enough."

Shaka nodded. Now he understood why Re had been silent about his decision. And also quite understand why now the girl reappears. But the thing was, Shaka felt something was strange with his heart.

Shouldn't he be so happy to see Re again? but why doesn't it feel so fun? even if the percentage is happy this morning because Jani already wants to eat at dinner with him, the pleasure of meeting Re is much smaller than that.