I'm Not a Killer

Strange feeling

As time went on, Icha felt almost three days critical and on the fourth day Icha slowly opened her eyes. Yap enough already three days Icha against his critics.

Coinciding also during these three days Rizki did not come once to visit him, even just asking about the condition of Icha does not exist.

During these three days Rizki busied himself with lectures and offices, because Rizki had entered the semester finally so lately he had to focus on his thesis.

After the condition had improved, finally on the fifth day of treatment, he was allowed to go home.

But Icha's current return is a little different, not to her parents-in-law's house or her house but to an apartment not far from campus.

It was Mr. Reza's decision not to bring Icha closer to Rizki, so he decided to have Icha stay in the apartment.

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Two weeks have passed, the days of Icha just walk without interference from Rizki, for the past two weeks he no longer heard the clash of Rizki, Rizki's insults and Rizki's rude actions.

It was like Icha returned to his twentieth life before meeting with Rizki, if Icha ten college and work then different now he just focus on college alone.

He wants to finish this semester quickly and move out of the city soon. Forgetting everything he had experienced during his stay in this city.

Because of his move he has also been confirmed with Mr. Reza and Mr. Reza agreed and has arranged everything will be where Icha moved later.

Like today, after passing five days finally UAS to cover the semester has been completed and does not feel any semester off has ended, he said, so that students have begun to take care of the documents used to proceed to the next semester.

If the student again takes care of documents to continue the semester, it is different from Icha which takes care of student transfer and not student exchange.

"how sir, is everything in order..?or there are still incomplete documents" Icha said to the faculty.

"everything is done, tomorrow you just come again to take the documents that you will submit to the campus agency that you will go to"

"well sir, then accept"

"but are you really determined to move..?you need to know that one of the largest companies in the city provides an opportunity for you to intern at their company, do you have no intention to take it..?"

"the decision is unanimous sir, I must keep moving from here"

"well, may you be successful in your new college"

After finishing his business, Icha came out of the faculty and immediately walked to the canteen.

While waiting for the order to come, Icha also played the phone to reduce his boredom.

"Cha"the speck of Shifa surprised Icha.

"astga Shif, you surprised me"

"tell me that the news I heard is not true" Shifa said

"which news..?"Icha is confused.

"i heard that you wanted to move from this campus" Icha said, holding Icha's hands.

"it's good that you already know, so I don't bother to explain to you" Icha said throwing a look in the other direction. But no matter what fate, Icha's gaze collided with Rizki who happened to be staring at her desk as well, but Icha immediately decided on that gaze.

After almost three weeks he did not look at Rizki, for the first time he looked back at Rizki even if only a glance.

"why should I move anyway..? you've got a scholarship and what's lacking"

"there is nothing less Cha, even this is excessive. I just want to feel the science on another campus"

"but you can continue S2 at another campus. finished S1 here"

"the next Shif.agian I moved not far away"

"but still Cha, we're going to split up"

"given Shif's separation, I promise once a month I'll go back to this town to see you"

Icha and Shifa finally talk where, Shifa persuaded Icha not to move, in contrast to Rizki at other times.

With both hands clenched and his eyes could not be separated from the table Icha. Shifa who whines and Icha who is clean resolute to move all in seen by Rizki.

"so you avoid me, but we'll see I won't let Lo leave town. Even if you have to leave town, I'm gonna go with Lo"guman Rizki while staring at Icha and Shifa's desk.

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After finishing from campus, Icha went straight home to the apartment for a break. He no longer works because Mr. Reza forbids him, especially if Mr. Reza has financed himself as a son-in-law.

"why can the door be locked..? the feeling this morning I key kok"guman Icha when opening the apartment door turned out the door was open. Though as he remembered the apartment door had been locked very tightly.

If the door is open, then who opens the door. Though no one knows if he lives here other than Mr. Reza and Ms. Nawang.

"lo's forever home, until I'm bored I wait for him" said Rizki staring at Icha's beard.

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Hearing that voice instantly seemed to stop beating Icha's heart, and after a few weeks he never listened to that voice again.

Fear

Of course, fear always arises when remembering the events of a few weeks ago in the bathroom. Honestly until now he could not forget the incident, the incident in his life was really on the edge.

"riz, Rizki"guman Icha flowed while suppressing her fear.

"Hem"

"gapain here..?and know where she's staying from" Icha said trying to contain her fear.

"would it be wrong if I found my wife here..?besides where the husband lives the wife should also live there, so because my wife wants to be here and I as a good husband I follow what the wife wants"

"hah iyh, wife of iyh" said Icha clumsy.

Too engrossed in her new world that Icha forgets for a moment her status as a wife. Moreover, in recent weeks Rizki did not appear in front of him.

"gua thirsty" said Rizki awakened Icha from her reverie.

"ahh iyh, I'll take thorns. Btw what to drink..?"said Icha nervously.

Different from before, meeting back with Rizki makes Icha suddenly nervous, especially Rizki pretty much turned not cold and not tight to him, his face also looks friendly.

"just cold water" Rizki said without looking at Icha.

Icha immediately walked to the refrigerator and pulled out several types of drinks and snacks.

"i don't know your taste and here there is only this drink" said Icha while offering several types of drinks and snacks.

While there was only silence between Icha and Rizki, Icha was busy with questions while Rizki looked at Icha with a difficult to interpret gaze, like many questions Rizki would ask Icha.

"so move..?"rizki filled the silence.

"gue needs an answer not a nod" Rizki said coldly because Icha's response nodded.

"so" said Icha briefly.

"why haven't the discussions been with me..? or Lo permission the same twenty me" said Rizki coldly "Lo know if now Lo udh married..? what's that talking about a ten-husband"

"so want to talk but some this week we rarely meet so no time to talk"

"it's not uncommon to meet but Lo who always avoid me"

While Icha was just silent while bowing his head, he knew that Rizki would be furious with the news of his move. Icha is quite aware of her mistakes, although she was forced to marry Rizki but how now Rizki has become her husband. It is only natural that it should be a twenty discussion.

But back to Icha, when he saw Rizki's behavior during their marriage and Rizki's goal of marrying him should no longer need him discuss anything with Rizki.

"why should I move anyway.?, is there any other way to avoid me..?"

"i'm not avoiding you, but this is my wish since the twentieth, want to leave this city" said Icha looking for an excuse without offending Rizki.

"lie" snapped Rizki while squeezing a used drink given Icha ",gue know what Lo like when honest and when lying"

"gue knows why Lo moved out of this city so I don't see you again right..?"

"then if you already know the reason I left this city gapain again asked as to syaa..?well, indeed the reason for the move is just I want to avoid you"

"i'm crazy, everywhere I go your face is always wandering everywhere, the violence you give to the syaa always comes to my mind, the contempt sentences that are said to Shaa always dance in the ear of sya. I also want to live quietly, move as usual, achieve the future. Because my future is not just about you" said Icha took out all her junk during this time.

"and I'll make sure that your future is only about me, nothing else" Rizki yelled, not touched when she heard Icha Rizki's heart was even more carried away by emotions. I don't know if my heart is closed.

"Lo stay miliih, Lo alone or I'm canceling the move Lo" threatened Rizki "if you have time to cancel, I myself will kill Lo" the threat is not kidding this time.

"Lo what the hell do you want from me..?my fault is the same Lo what..?help.!!Do not control myself, I also have rights over myself" said Icha while pulling her hair in frustration.

Stupefied

When Icha said lo-gue, for a moment Rizki was stunned, because Icha had always been formal when she was with him, never said lo-gue or me-you.

To keep his emotions from going over and end up hurting Icha again Rizki chooses to leave Icha, instead of leaving Icha by leaving the apartment but walking towards Icha's room..

While Icha just stared softly at Rizki's back, angry, annoyed, tired, sick of coming simultaneously. He wanted to scream so tired, but that scream was like being held with a chunk of rock.