I'm Not a Killer

Good news

At seven and fifteen minutes this morning Shaka was awake. It was quite late because he usually woke up at half-seven. I don't know what made the man get up late. Either because his sleep was disturbed last night, or because it was too comfortable to sleep while hugging his wife, I don't know.

But unfortunately even though it was too late, Shaka could not immediately move because half of Rinjani's body was still on it. The girl hugged Shaka all night as if afraid that Shaka would leave her.

Shaka stared at Jani's head which was right above the chest of his field. Their close proximity allowed Shaka to smell the fragrance from the girl's long black mane. Jani is now diligent in bathing, so the aroma of his body is no longer acidic.

Shaka smiled faintly. The man was actually confused as to what was really going on. A few days ago Jani still hated him so much and even still considered Shaka as the accused for all the bad fate that befell him. Jani hates Shaka. If there was the one person who hated the most in this world it would be Shaka.

But this morning, or since last night. The girl consciously wanted Shaka to accompany her sleep. She did not even refuse when Shaka hugged her.

Honestly there is a feeling of great relief because it means Jani's psychic condition is starting to improve. But still Shaka felt that something was strange at the moment. Rinjani Prameswari, the wife he married because he was forced to be in his arms. Are they really husband and wife now?

Shaka shook his head, throwing away the ridiculous thought that had just crossed his mind.

Their marriage was a compromise. Later in the end if Rinjani is completely healed, maybe the story will be another again.

Shaka glanced at the clock on his wrist. It's half eight in the morning. That means he's really late. Fifteen minutes he waited for Jani to wake up because he could not bear to disturb his sleep. But since the girl did not wake up, Shaka had no choice but to wake her up.

"Jani, Jani, wake up already noon. "the man gently rubbed Jani's head.

"Jani. "call him again because Jani is not awake.

"Hmmm.. " Jani squirms her body. The girl began to wake up.

"I have to get to the office, Jani. I'm late."

Shaka's next sentence successfully made Jani flinched. He soon wakes up and moves away from Shaka's body. With a puzzled look he notices Shaka as well as himself. Why he can fall asleep with Shaka (again) is more or less what is on the girl's mind.

"You were scared last night. That's why I accompanied you to sleep .. You remember? " It was as if understanding what was on Jani Shaka's mind hurriedly explained. He also immediately rose as soon as Jani stepped away from his body.

The girl did not answer. But the look on his face still illustrates the confusion. Jani does remember what happened last night, but what makes him confused, why he can go back to sleep with Shaka.

"It's okay, you take it easy .. Just like yesterday, I'm just with you." Again trying to explain, even though Jani did not say a word.

"Yes, then. " Shaka got out of Rinjani's bed.

"I have to get ready for the office ... Oh yeah, I couldn't bribe you this morning. I'm already too late. You eat with Bik Nah only, is it okay? "

Rinjani nodded. Her facial features did not show any anger at all even though this morning she could not trouble Shaka.

"Smart girl, "Shaka tracks down Jani's hair and only responds to the girl with a confused look.

"Go shower. Later I will tell Bik Nah to prepare your breakfast. " Once said as soon as Shaka started to step up.

"Ohya, Jani. You better stay in bed. Lots of broken glass. I'm afraid I hurt your leg." Shaka just remembered that in Jani's room was still scattered with broken glass due to the girl's actions last night.

"Wait until Bik Well clean it up." Mandate the man again before actually getting out.

After Shaka died, Jani was still pensive. His brain is still working on the answer to why he can sleep with Shaka. And why isn't he angry with Shaka anymore? is the hatred gone? has he forgiven her?

"No, no. "The girl muttered to herself while shaking her head.

Shaka is Rayan's killer, where maybe he can forgive her. Next to Rinjani's heart shouted rejecting the good side that was controlling his mind.

Shaka was the one who had caused him and Rayan to separate. Shaka it was a nightmare for him and Rayan. The assumption reappeared in Jani's mind. But it was broken by the other side of his heart. Because in fact in the arms of Shaka he felt very comfortable and free from nightmares that had seemed to make him unable to close his eyes with lena.

"Aackhh..!" Rinjani ruffled her own head. I really don't understand what's going on.

While Rayan who was in a hurry immediately went down as soon as she finished bathing and dressed neatly. The man went down the stairs while half-running.

"Hay, in a hurry? " In the living room there was a doctor named Ananta. The beautiful doctor just arrived.

"lady.. " Saka approached the psychiatric doctor.

"Yes, I'm in a hurry. I'm already too late. "

"Did you sleep too well last night until you woke up late? "

"Huh..? "

The question from Ananta that more resembled a circus made Shaka link his brows.

Doctor Ananta smiled. It turned out that the handsome man in front of him did not quite understand what he meant.

"I heard good news this morning. Is that true?"

The question is getting Shaka confused.

"Sit down for a while, there's something I want to talk to you about," asked Ana's doctor without caring about Shaka who was in the rush of time.

Shaka sighed.fix, he'll be late this morning. But yes, how else, he thought because it was impossible to ignore Ananta just like that, especially seeing the gesture of his face that was quite serious when saying "there is something I want to convey"

"All right, we'll talk while we eat. I happen to not have breakfast. " Shaka walked first to the kitchen and was followed by Dr. Ananta.

Shaka gave Ana a piece of toast once they were at the dinner table. But the girl refused it.

"No, I've eaten, "reject it while keeping away the plate that Shaka is thrusting.

"All right then. Tell me what good news did you hear today? " Saka asked as she started chewing her food.

"If it wasn't wrong I heard you and Jani were sleeping together? "

The question immediately made Shaka stop the activity in his mouth.

"You know? " The man asked back.

"Hmm, Bik Nah told me. "

Shaka thought for a moment. Where did Bik Nah know that he and Jani slept together, did he get into Jani's room?

"Is that true? " ask doctor Ananta again who makes Shaka who is thinking so surprised.

"really? "

"Hm." Shaka nodded

"It turns out all this time he's always been in a nightmare. And almost every night his sleep is disturbed. She never sleeps well, Ana. Even last night he threw a mirror because he thought someone would take him away. Perhaps in Jani's hallucination the man stood by the mirror so he threw the mirror. "

Doctor Ananta nodded at Shaka's long speech. The psychiatric doctor certainly understood what happened to Rinjani.

"People who are depressed are usually so Shaka. He hallucinated often. Difficult or even unable to sleep because his mind is always disturbed by things that actually do not exist."

"Hmm, that's why it will accompany him to sleep. And you know, every time I go to bed with him, he's gonna calm down,"

"wait around.. " Ananta paused Shaka's speech. It seemed like he heard something rather strange just now.

"What did you say? every time you accompany him, does that mean you've been accompanying him to sleep? " look at Ana's doctor.

"Well, it's been a few times. "

Directly smiling doctor Ana hears Shaka's honest answer. The young doctor knew very well the relationship of Shaka and his wife. Also know that their marriage is not based on love. Rinjani may even get married just because of a grudge against Shaka, but if it turns out they have been and may be said to often sleep together, of course, there has begun to be a development of the relationship between the two.

"Why are you smiling? don't think no. I just went to bed with her so she wouldn't be scared. " Saka once again confirms that sentence. The man then put the plate where his meal is still half left. It's not good to talk while eating like this.

"Nothing, "Anna shook her head.

"I just think that Jani is going to sleep with you, which means that her psychic has started to improve. Because he hated you so much, so much? "

"Yes, I think so too. "

"Then you'd better accompany her to bed every night? "

"Huh? " Saka immediately changed her facial expression. Quite surprised by Ana's words.

"Why, she's your wife, right? what's wrong with sleeping together? " emphazardly doctor Ana Like knows what is on Shaka's mind.

"Eum, don't you, Ana. Well you know how our relationship is. I'm just afraid Jani would feel uncomfortable sleeping with me every night. "

"Why, didn't you just say that he was calm when you were with him?"

"Yes, yeah. " Saka scratched his head. I don't know if she suddenly felt confused by herself.

Ana breathed her breath. Once again I understand what Shaka feels. Maybe the guy feels awkward or something.

"Shaka listen to me. " Truthfully before you speak again. He felt that what he was going to say was quite important and Shaka had to understand that.

"Your wife's soul is wounded. And the person whose soul is being injured will usually always feel unsettled. Rest and eating patterns will be disrupted. He's often restless at night. That's why he never sleeps well. Or maybe even never sleep, just sleep for a while and then wake up again. In some cases there are even those who are afraid to sleep because during sleep usually they will hear whispers that are not clear. "

Shaka listened carefully to Ana's doctor's explanation. And, it seems that Jani also experienced what the beautiful doctor just explained.

"If a depressed person is able to sleep well, eat and bathe regularly, it means his psychic has started to improve .. especially for Jani's case." Ana's doctor paused for a moment, and so on, gulp a little water to moisten his throat that seems to start to dry because it has been talking at length.

"He who used to hate you so much and now wants to sleep with you, is certainly a very significant change. You have to keep him, oh, I don't mean to continue. " Anah corrected her own words.

"The more he can sleep peacefully, the more his psychic will improve. "

Shaka nodded in understanding. Ana's explanation is quite easy to accept, especially by her brain which has a high enough thinking power.

"Alright, Ana. I-i understand. I'll always make Jani feel calm. "

"Must, if you really want him to get well soon. " Ananta clenched his fingers as a form of support for his best friend. And responded to Shaka with a thin smile.

"Ohya, by the way, how is Jani's expression now. Eum I mean since you slept with you? "

Shaka seemed to think, then-

"He looks confused. He still couldn't speak, but his face was like confusion. "

Ananta tried to look at Shaka's sentence before finally coming to a conclusion.

"What's wrong, it's probably because he feels weird and doesn't get used to interacting with you .. But at least he's not cursing you like he used to? "

"No, "Shaka shook his head quickly because in reality he had not heard Rinjani accuse him of being a murderer for long.

"Good, it means that Jani's condition is getting better. " It's great that Ana's doctor heard that one of her patients has made a lot of progress.

"Yes your brother, it seems I've been a great intruder in your time." Ana seems to have just realized that she's been talking too much. Although Shaka clearly did not mind because what Ana said was not nonsense.

"I'm done talking, so you can go ... I'll also see Jani's condition. I'll get him to talk. " The girl started to move.

"Alright, "Shaka is also on the move.

"But I can't keep you company, I'm already too late. "

"It doesn't matter, after all I want to talk alone with Jani. "

Ananta starts walking away from the dining room of Shaka's house. Suddenly he stopped his steps.

"Ohya, Shaka, "he said, which also made Shaka's steps immediately stop.

"Other times if you sleep together, don't forget to lock the door so that Bikin Nah can't "groan" in. "

"you mean? " Saka turned her body. Actually, she understood Ana's intentions quite well, but she felt that Ana's sentence just now contained a high level of sarcasm.

"Yes, you are husband and wife. It's not good if you're hugging and then someone sees. Especially if you're on--"

"Ana, stop thinking silly. " Knowing what was in Ana's brain, Shaka hurriedly interrupted

"Go up and meet Jani. Don't think that's not it. "

"Haha..!" Seeing Shaka who was suddenly nervous made Ana unable to hold back her laughter. Between the obvious and not just Ana saw Shaka's face meet a little. What's wrong with that guy?