I'm Not a Killer

I'm doing just fine

"Jani." called Shaka because he didn't see his wife in the room. But when she saw the door open, Shaka immediately knew that the girl must be sitting on the balcony.

Shaka just got home from his office. Realizing that he had come home late, Shaka went straight to his wife for fear that the girl would not eat if she had not fed him.

And sure enough, Jani's food tray is still lying on the table with the contents intact, a sign that the food has not been touched.

"Jani, don't like sitting alone outside these nights, no good. " Saka approached and tried to remind the girl. I don't know, even though Jani's condition has started to improve, but still Shaka is afraid that the girl is sitting alone outside.

"Just calm down, I'm not gonna jump down there. I still want to torture you. "

Beyond a doubt the girl made a sound. Although the one coming out of the tongue is not so good to hear, but still Shaka likes to hear it. Preferably like to hear Jani already want to talk.

"True, if you jump in there, then no one will torture me anymore. My life will be so happy. You don't like to see me happy, do you? then you have to stay alive so you can continue to torture me. "

Rinjani. Staring sharply at Shaka over Shaka's words just now. But the one in the face actually displays a smile as beautiful as possible, as if not caring about Jani's deadly gaze.

"Don't be angry, I'm just kidding. I just don't want you to catch a cold if you stay outside for too long." Shaka's hand moved to shuffle Rinjani's hair, making the girl's gaze become sharper. Because Shaka has made his hair that has been neatly woven so messy.

Hair ? speaking of hair, Shaka just realized that there was something different about Jani's hair tonight. His long black hair that usually decomposes just like that appears in a neatly woven mesh dangling forward. Leave the child hair that covers his forehead.

Jani's performance is getting fresher tonight. Shaka also admitted it.

"Hey you braided your hair? " ask Shaka while looking at Jani's hair.

"Tumbens? who's braiding, Bik Nah? "

Unknowingly Rinjani nodded. His eyes that had been staring intently slowly dimmed hearing Shaka watching his hair.

"Good, you look so much more presentable. " Praise that makes Jani more confused. Because somehow he was happy to hear that compliment.

That was when Shaka went into his room. Jani is very upset that Shaka is late. He was angry at the man. But strangely so the man praised his hair. Jani's anger suddenly dimmed, what is this?

Jani looked at her own hair and then looked at Shaka. The girl was back in the wracked senses. Why could he be happy to hear Shaka praising him.

"You haven't eaten yet, let's eat. It's past dinner, you should take medicine too, right? " Disregarding Jani's confusion, Shaka took the initiative to invite the girl to eat.

The man tries to get Jani inside, but the girl refuses.

"Why do you want to eat out? "

Jani looked pensive for a moment before finally nodding. That girl didn't want to eat or take medicine tonight. As a form of protest because Shaka came late. But once Shaka offered her to eat on this balcony, she somehow made the girl want to. Rinjani thought that eating outside while staring at the night sky seemed good as well.

"All right, I'll take your food." Shaka leaves and returns with a tray containing Rinjani's dinner.

Shaka painstakingly began to feed the girl. Jani ate pretty good tonight. It seemed like eating dinner outside while staring at the night sky made the mood of the girl so much better. It was like creating a new atmosphere for him.

"Enak? " Watching Jani eating so voraciously made Shaka moved to ask.

A nod accompanied by a smile from Rinjani's ruum lips successfully made Shaka gawk in disbelief.

Did this girl just smile? bathinnya. And if Shaka is not wrong, this is the first time the girl will smile at him.

Smiling so she's sweet too. Again satin while continuing to feed Jani. Shaka unknowingly also unraveled a smile returning Rinjani's smile. Although very thin but quite able to make Jani so more confused. Confused by seeing Shaka's smile, she is also confused because she wants to smile at Shaka herself.

The girl hurriedly threw away her face, throwing away the strange feeling that had suddenly lodged. Even with Shaka, the man also immediately turned his head.

What is this, why am I glad to see him smile

The atmosphere suddenly turned awkward after both of them were in confusion. Fortunately, in the middle of that strange atmosphere, Bik Nah came to melt.

"Sorry, Sir. Below is the old man Master waiting. "

The old woman brought some shocking news. Good for Shaka or Jani.

"My parents? "

"Yes, Sir. " Bik Nah answered Shaka's doubts.

"Yes already, Bik. Tell them to wait a minute. I'll be right down. "

Bik Nah nodded then immediately carried out the mandate of his young master.

After Bik Nah came down, Shaka stared fixedly at Jani.

"You want to meet them? "

"All right, I get it. You're not ready to meet them yet? "

Jani nodded.

"Then you continue eating your own food huh, I'll meet them. "

Jani nodded back making Shaka smile immediately. It's nice to see Jani now a submissive girl.

"Smart girl, "he said as usual every Jani behaved well. His hand also again gently rubbed the top of the girl's head. And if so, all Jani can do is stare with a confused feeling.

"Dad, mother, what brought you here?"

Shaka approached his parents in the living room.

"Hey, is there any reason to see your own son? " The mother asked back with a contemptuous expression.

"Of course, no. Ma'am. Just tumben you guys come here. Especially at nights like this. " Shaka smiled clumsyly realizing her stupid question had just.

"Oh yeah, you guys have dinner? "

"It has. We had a meal on the street earlier .. It just so happened that your father had an event outside and the place was not far from your house, so mom asked him to stop by." Mother replied as her head wobbled looking for something. While the explanation was only answered by Shaka with the word "Ooh" while nodding a head nod.

"Oh yeah, where's Jani? " The question that Shaka really didn't want to hear was finally heard as well.

"Fry on top, Mom. He was just ready to eat .. but sorry he didn't want to meet a lot of people. "

Mother sighed. Iba saw his son had to be in this kind of situation right now. But unlike the father, the man was supportive.

"What tip, maybe he should be alone first. Sometimes meeting a lot of people will only make a sick person sicker, because not everyone can keep the license."

"You mean you're afraid I'm messing with her? " I don't know, Shaka's mother felt that her husband's words were addressed to her.

"That goes for anyone. Not just for you, but for me too." The father tried to defend himself from the mother's accusations.

"From the moment we meet him, we get him wrong and just make him go down, so it's better not to meet him first, Jani hasn't been willing to meet a lot of people, so let's both appreciate that. "

Hearing her husband's lengthy explanation, the middle-aged woman finally nodded despite a heavy sigh.

"Mom understand, I just feel sorry for you, Shaka."

Shaka smiled, quite understanding of his mother's feelings. Which mother would be willing for her child to be accused of all that she did not do.

"Mom don't worry. I'm fine ... Jani is also starting to improve. "

"really? "

"Yes, Mom." Shaka nodded for sure.

"He has shown a lot of change. "

"Good, I'm glad to hear that. I hope he is completely healed. "

The hope of the mother in Amini Shaka with a nod of the head.

"Ohya, Shaka. I'm sorry if you were so presumptuous ... But if you'd know, would you leave her if she was completely healed?"

Shaka was surprised to hear his mother's question. And apparently not only himself, his father was also surprised.

"What are you saying? " his protest was on the wife's speech.

"I'm just asking. Anyone knows that they are married not because of love. "the refutation of Mother that makes Dad only able to sigh. Go with Shaka. The man confirmed Jani's decision not to meet his parents. As we know, the mother-in-law does sometimes like to talk "hence"

"For that matter I still don't know, Mom. Let's see later .. which is clear for now I just want to make Jani recover as he recovers. I want him to be able to make peace with destiny, "Shaka replied with great wisdom.

The mother smiled. The woman said that not because she hated Jani. He just wants his son to be happy. The hope that mothers of course want wherever they are.

"Just calm down, Mom. I don't suffer as much as you think. " Shaka grew up watching her whole body

"Look. I still look handsome and my body is also still dashing right? " The narcissism is excessive. Although it is true. No matter how Jani tried to torture him, but because he was determined to accept it, then it would not be too influential for the physical Shaka who can be said to be almost perfect. Well although his emotions are often made up and down by Jani, but still, Shaka will always force himself to say "I'm fine"

Both of Shaka's parents smiled looking at his son's konyolan. They are happy because Shaka is Shaka. Their strong and unshakeable son. About how Shaka's true heart condition, let only the man can feel it.