I'm Just a Substitute Doll

Nightmare

Klakk~

Yelena closed the door to her room. For a moment he leaned his body behind the door. He touched his chest that was still pounding.

"Take it easy, Yelena!" he said to himself.

He threw his tired body on his soft bed while stretching out his hands. He stared at the ceiling of the room that had always been the same. Then closed his eyes and let out a long breath.

A lot of things happened today. One by one the events flashed through his mind, running like a movie.

He opened his eyes and looked towards the balcony. Interested in something that is out there, she gets up from her comfort zone. He opened the closed balcony door.

Cold air rushed at him as the door opened. The night sky was darker than usual. Stars that are usually scattered are no longer visible. A bolt of lightning struck at the end there.

Yelena hugged her body. His mood instantly darkened like the night sky he was looking at right now.

"What does Fiona mean?" muttered.

"You're just a substitute! someday you'll be dumped by him if it's no use~"

"Not looking for Allesa, why Sean was looking for a surrogate woman who was exactly with him~"

Yelena muttered the sentence Fiona said this afternoon. Even though he had thought about it a few times, he did not understand what it meant.

His head feels heavy. A stinging taste began to be present inside there. Lately his head hurts when he thinks too hard.

Yelena closed the door again because of the strong wind that started coming.

"Maybe it'll rain tonight." he murmured.

He walked to the bathroom. He wanted to relax his body by soaking in warm water. It was a pretty exhausting day for him. He had experienced many unexpected events today. From this morning until tonight.

"When will my memory return?" he muttered while looking at the scar on his head.

With that mark, in the future he will never be able to run from the memory he built today. When his memory returned, the wound would always remind him of his current memory. Although one day she learns the truth and begins to hate Sean, she will not be able to forget what happened.

The scar will always be a silent witness to everything that has happened. Or it might be a capture camera that captures all the images of events between the two people, and will display the catch when Yelena sees the scar.

He drowned himself in a bathtub filled with warm water.

'You're just a substitute!'

'You're just a substitute!'

'You're just a substitute!'

'Allesa, I miss you~'

"Pwahh~" Yelena got up from her bathtub.

Breathing gasps. Nightmares. Yeah, she fell asleep in her bathtub. He controlled his breathing, then started to come out from his soaking.

She rolled her hair with a towel, then grabbed her bathrobe. He looked back at his chaotic self in front of the mirror.

"It was just a nightmare, Yelena! you are yourself, you are no substitute for anyone! you're Sean's fiancee." she said in front of the mirror, patting both cheeks.

He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly through his mouth.

"All will be well.."