I'm Just a Substitute Doll

Guilt

A few minutes ago he was sitting there. Sitting on the edge of the bed while watching Yelena's slumbering face.

She reflexively extended her hand, brushing Yelena's messy hair.

'If you look closer and clearer, she is more beautiful than Allesa, ' her inner self.

His hand turned to the corner of Yelena's lips.

'That smile is beautiful too,'

'The 'eye...'

He looked into Yelena's eyes. Then gently caress it.

'The more I looked into those eyes, the more I drowned. Like a magic that made me lose control while staring at him.'

"I'm afraid to destroy my own walls" he said.

He pulled back his hand and began to move from his seat.

"Sean?"

Sean halted his steps as the girl who called out his name pulled the end of his suit sleeve.

"Don't go!"

"No, I'm not gonna wear that dress anymore.."

She's looking. I looked at the hand that stopped him. Then turned to look at the girl who was still asleep. Yelena's delirious. His face that was wet with tears made Sean stunned. It hurt his conscience.

He closed his eyes with his angry face. He was very frustrated with himself. Then with the heart he threw out the hand of Yelena who was still holding tightly to the end of her shirt and just passed by.

He came out of the room, and now he's throwing his body in his chair.

Brak~

"Armghh!"

He kicked the table while shouting his emotions. He's really fucked up.

At first he only wanted to hold Yelena down because of her similar look to Allesa. It hasn't been going on long. He hurt her yesterday. But Yelena who was full of surprises was shaking Sean. Makes her feel very guilty by herself due to Yelena's gentle nature.

His office door was open hard. Who else would have dared to open that door so hard if it wasn't Aiden.

Sean looked at Aiden who was approaching him with a chaotic look.

"Suck!"

Aiden grabbed the collar of her brother's shirt and gripped him firmly.

"I don't want to be disturbed, get out!" said Sean.

"Did you realize what you've done!?" Aiden shouted in front of his brother.

Sean threw his face away. He neither resisted nor encouraged Aiden to take off his grip. He remained silent on the spot and received an outpouring of anger from his sister.

He did not avoid that statement. Nor did he answer his sister's words.

"Damn!"

Aiden took off his grip violently. While massaging the base of his nose he stepped back. He threw his body on the couch in front of Sean's desk.

"He doubted himself. He also blamed himself for what big brother had said!"

"He is a calm and patient person. After what happened, he could still laugh. I don't know what his heart is made of. The person who had just woken up and didn't know anything was suddenly treated like that. Is big brother aware of what big brother's doing!?"

"I've been keeping him all night. I'm afraid my worries are right, but they're true. She was crying in her sleep. He called out the name of the brother and continued to apologize. I have a heart too! The one who knows my weakness. How can I see it like that!?"

"I know what I'm supposed to do."

That was Sean's answer.

Bugh~

A punch landed right on Sean's face. But he just grinned. And looked at Aiden with a look of pity.

"I feel so sorry for you.It's been a few years but it still haunts you.."

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