I Love You Jessica's

Is that you, baby!

Faris was sitting on the balcony of the room, she was staring at the card in Aisyah's name. She was already wearing formal clothes for the event. Seconds by seconds passed by, second by second, and he became more and more furious. He was wondering to himself. Why would he do this? This fast? Wh-wh-what for?

Precisely two weeks ago, he gave Aisyah certainty to propose to him. Two weeks ago, the relationship was getting closer. Faris and Aisyah often exchanged messages. Asking the news, asking the condition of Khizam, and other discussion conversations. 

Crossing the mind of Faris suddenly wanted to cancel this proposal event, he did not feel unsteady anymore after staring at the photo of his wife. He missed the very. He felt for a moment that he had betrayed him. What if she had been married then Jessica-Faris did not continue her monologue.

"Mas Faris is still long inside?" Shouts from outside the door, which is Bagas.

"Just enter Bagas!" faris replied a little loudly from the inside and Bagas opened the door approaching his friend who was almost in despair, facing the balcony with a lowered gaze.

"Why do you suddenly hesitate?"

"Yes you're right Bagas, I'm afraid I made a wrong decision. I want to cancel it, I feel like I betrayed my wife."

"The family is waiting under Mas, Papi and Khizam are all ready. Everything is ready, only Mas left." Bagas sat next to him, trying to sit closer again to make it more comfortable. "Mas, if in doubt, don't do it. No one forced you. It is better to stop from now, because if it is getting further it will be more difficult to remove it. The women would be more embarrassed."

Faris stared at Bagas at a glance, then lowered his gaze again. There was the greatest guilt in her heart of having to cancel her proposal event with Aisyah. In fact, the relationship between Faris and his father Aisyah has improved as usual. But it seemed, if he heard news like this, he would definitely get angry again. And Aisyah was back. But he thinks it's better. He married without the love of a husband.

"Mas, don't make the wrong decision. Two weeks I think it's quite a long time to decide something. And I think Mas Faris has thought it through. But it turns out, it has arrived here Mas even still hesitated."

"Mas wants another virgin!" Say Bagas comforting.

Faris chuckles. "You're so chatty, but you're right. But I don't mind that, virgins or not virgins are the same!"

"So how?" Tanya Bagas who then only returned a smile by the man next to her. "Currently, in a smile. Don't smile your teeth smell like pete!" His ejek.

"Just son, I smell like this. Jessica was crazy about my lips."

Bagas laughed. "Have been alone for a long time makes you perverted, it turns out you can also pervert Mas! I guess it's just me." Sela Bagas's. "Are you looking forward to finishing the fountain, so there was just an offer, Mas took it?"

Faris shriveled, "that's not it, I can really hold it. It's just that I'm thinking of Khizam."

"Have a child!"

"Seriously, Papi William told me to get married again. Someone to help take care of her."

"What kind of a second is he?"

"Hushy!" Hardik Faris made Bagas slightly jerk. "Later heard..."

"He was good again yes good, but if it has been affected by evil, can make gedeg ati kayak first. I will not forget!"

"Do not get used to remembering the mistakes of others Bagas, we also have many mistakes. He has changed."

"It's just fine to wear a peci every day."

"Hem, hopefully istiqomah."

"Aamiin..."

Bagas' question made Faris look gloomy again. He had just laughed because of his talk. "Yaaah gallons again gallons of lageee... viewers!!"

"Give me fifteen more minutes!" Faris' speech made Bagas gawk.

"You are Mas, tomorrow is okay! But look at that, under the pity of waiting a long time...!"

"Please Bagas! Please! Papi William must have known and waited patiently for her..."

"Okay then I tell them fifteen more minutes. But the promise after this Mas Faris went down, so what a no, keep explaining to them. People have a lot of work not only waiting for you to go to Mas, owalaahhh!"

"OK!" Answer Faris briefly.

Faris was pensive again, she was standing facing the bluish sky. There were only a few clouds, and it looked like a swarm of birds were flying. His occasional loud noise mocked him. Himself, is an unhappy man. Even half his life is still not sweet.

Five, ten, fifteen minutes have passed. The man who was still doubtful still did not budge or even move from his reflection. He pressed a small frame of his wife's picture on his chest, which maybe someday he would never see her again in this room, if he would God did not intend to live with others.

Tok tok tok !!

The knock on the door rang again, Faris closed her eyes when she heard the knock. Then, Faris inhaled a deep breath repeatedly. Normalize doubt, though doubt still covers his heart.

Tok tok tok !!

"Lake in!" Faris replied in a choked voice without looking over.

There was a smoother clattering of footsteps than the footsteps of Bagas who had entered before. The clattering of legs was getting closer to her who was still lamenting fate. The fragrance of the person who entered was different from before, or was the smell wrong? 

"Are you Bagas?" Faris asked, "I want to cancel this proposal, I can't. I still love my wife." Said loudly.

"Why don't you answer me? Help me explain to Aisyah's parents yes Bagas!" Connect Faris after being silent for a while. "We went there together to explain carefully to Aisyah ya Bagas, help me…"

Soft, felt smooth and small hand holding his shoulder. For some reason, Faris felt her heart flutter. Faster than ever. Who exactly is that guy?

"Mas Faris's..."

That soft voice? That voice Faris knew him! Faris knew him well. The voice that used to be every day adorned his days. Is Faris hallucinating? Is it true, he... Jessica's?

Faris plan ventured to look over, and it turned out...

"Dear-fond! Are you that??" Hysterical speech. Faris looked at the veiled woman in front of her. But Faris recognized her beautiful eyes. Faris' heart exploded.

Shaking, Faris' hand stretched open the niqab that the woman was wearing. When the niqab was open, it was clearly a real face...

Greb!

Only a hug can represent all the feelings and all the expressions of the heart.