I Love You Jessica's

Secret box

Faris was left weak in his room after Bagas told him that Jessica's car had plunged into a cliff and had not been found. His mind was glaring, he stroked the top of his baby's head that was on his stomach. The innocent smile of her baby caused her heart to fall out and bewildered.

"Where is your mother now son." whispered crazily, his voice sobbing. Faris was no longer strong enough to stand. Faris will never be at ease, where is her lover?

"I miss you. Baby. Come back..."

Faris' eyes were fixed on the box Jessica often carried. Faris opened the box with a key not far from the box. Inside, lies the jewelry of the gift first. Jessica kept it neatly, even though the price of the jewelry was nothing. But apparently Jessica really appreciated Faris's gift. Inside it was also stored a thick book, Faris opened up its contents. Faris. The woman who did not complain much turned out to spill all her complaints in the book.

Faris' hands trembled open sheet by sheet the contents of his wife's heart were spilled into this paper...

After marriage, a woman will put herself in her new role as a wife. Marriage life that was originally only imagined, has now become everyday. When running a household, I will promise to spend the rest of my life with my husband.

My name is Jessica wildblood. Yes, that's the name of my Papi, I don't know what it means. But Papi says he likes this name..... I'd be lying if I didn't hate you, I hated you so much. But my love overcame my hate.

I grew up in a broken home. Circumstances that forced me to be a bad boy. Hehe. But now, it's not anymore…

God chose a husband from heaven, who had unlimited patience. Him, husband. Lead me to the right path. As delinquent as I am, he touched my heart with his love. Mas Faris's…

I grew up to be a stubborn, high-spirited woman. Selfishness also has a high prestige. I don't know, what because I grew up with a lot of treasure. I never knew how hard it was to buy something. Whatever I want, Papi will provide.

But there's something strange in me, actually I'm a person who doesn't believe in expressing feelings. I do not easily get out the word out what other feelings that grow just like that when I first met him. A comfortable feeling. Over time the feeling of awe and comfort was turned into a feeling of love.

Yeah, for almost two years of marriage, I've never mentioned it. I can only say it in this book.

Mas Faris, if I had to choose between breathing and loving you, I would use my last breath to tell you I love you. Thank you for always giving your best to please me and my son, Haikal khizam ubaidillah. Thank you for being a leader. Leading us, our little family... 

If the nights that follow you are not with me, but my heart is always close to you… I am always filled with deep joy and peace whenever I think of the fact that we will spend the rest of our lives in each other's arms.

I like how we're messed up but romantic, how many problems come and go but we're steady. Hehe yes, our lives are a complete mess. But it's not sad for me, it's not sad.

Some people will love you for who you are, while others will wear masks that you wear. Thank you for still loving me even when I take off my mask.

My heart is the luckiest and happiest in the universe because you live in it. No words can explain how grateful I am to be the recipient of your love and support.

My heart contains all the happiness in the world because you are the love of my life, my husband, and my best friend. You are my best friend and lover, and I don't know which side of you I enjoy the most. I cherish every side, just as I have cherished our life together.

You are my favorite place to go when my mind is looking for peace. You're the part of me I always needed.

The only perfect thing this universe can be proud of is the wonderful sweet love you and I share.

The only thing I really believe in in this life is the fact that our love will blossom forever.

I admire you Mas Faris, no matter how much money you have from work. Still the greatest treasure you keep is family.

Every day I find that I love you more and more, and in this boundless universe I will love you to the end. A pride can hold you like this and gladly call you mine.

When I lean on your shoulder, it feels more comfortable than the atmosphere of the house. Thou my house. I see you're perfect, so I love you. Then I saw that you weren't perfect and I loved you even more.

I love you not only because you are who you are, but also who I am when I am with you. I love you so much that I can tremble in fear whenever I imagine living the rest of my life without being by your side.

The number of years we spent together taught me one thing. That there is nothing better and more sincere than you. Can I go wherever you go? Can we always be this close forever? Your love is the special thing that makes me wake up in the morning. I can't live without him.

Never stop loving me, like the sun always loves the earth. You are the peace I want in this chaotic world. You are present giving love, bringing happiness, and giving an endless longing.

When the two of us are together, nothing else in this world matters to me. The greatest happiness in life is to be with you and to know that I am yours forever.

We've been through so much and I wouldn't want to go through it with anyone else but you. Your arms are strong enough to withstand every fear, every part of me is beautiful and broken. You not only make me feel complete, but complete me.

People often ask me, why do I love you? The answer is I always find myself whole with you.

My husband, may all the sweat and sweat droplets that you let out in your struggle to make a living for us, always be blessed and avenged by heaven.

Thank you, my dear, for always making me feel like the most beautiful woman in the world.

"Jessiekimaaaaa!! Don't leave us........" Faris squirms on the floor pressing Jessica's second book strongly, she cries bitterly. "Say you love me, but why do you live with me and our son.... Come back, baby, come back...."

"Huuu..... Mom, dad, Faris can't afford to lose the person I love anymore... Faris can't afford it..."

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