I Love You Jessica's

I'm tired of living unclearly

Faris groaned, he was in a cool and shady place of trees. His heart was crying thinking about the incident that had happened. The woman who is known and once praised is doing profanity. Not the heartache of being separated, even Farispun did not understand how he really felt about Aisha. Is there love?

Love is there, but it's a little. The feeling grew because it had been together for a year. Just that, nothing more. The relationship is not as close as people think.

If anyone asks, what has been going on for a year? Faris was just communicating like a normal friend. Yes, it was a condition that Faris had put forward to Aisyah not to make excessive physical contact as long as they had not been grounded. He's just dating. Even just sending messages to each other is very rare.

Recalling the incident made it frustrating, Aisyah could have done that. Never guessed before.

Then what if that was before Aisha instead of her? Why did Aisyah become a lowly woman? What if he did that profanity scene with another man? Is it so impatient that he withholds a touch.

If it wasn't Faris, it would've been finished he was touched by the brengs*k men right? Aaaarrghh!! Aisha is a stupid woman. Does the feeling of love make her a stupid woman, or is she used to it?

And about Jessica. She was jealous of Jessica. What does it mean that Aisyah is jealous of that woman. Never even bothered in the heart of Faris to betray him. If amazed yes, as a man Faris did admire him. Who is not amazed, Jessica whose beauty is above average. You could say that God created it perfectly. If Faris compared with Aisyah, it would be far different.

Jessica is funny, fun and entertaining. If you look around there is indeed a trait that Faris likes, which is indifferent and looks people who are not demanding.

She might be jealous of Jessica. Does Aisyah think Faris is related to her? It's so strange, Inner Faris.

Faris was still silent in that place, trying to study Aisyah's words this morning. But he continued to shake his head, Faris did not find the real answer to why Aisyah did so. Did Faris' attitude hurt her all along?

Aisyaaah, Faris is really dizzy.

***

"Dave?!" Screeched Jessica. Shocked suddenly came his speed. Waduh, what do you want? Jessica's face turned pale.

"Cock you haven't come home yet? Is it this hour?"

Dave Ndusel, ndusel's dizzy neck shameless. It's so annoying to this guy. If no one had strangled him. "Busy to! Many orders, wait there if you want to talk. Many employees are watching." Reject Jessica immediately.

Dave's face changed instantly, he really missed the girl. But at the same time he realized he was no one Jessica.

Dave is approaching. "Don't whip! Keep the distance social distancing less than one meter." Grunts Jessica.

"Forgotten yes, same temen himself, never asked news. We're still friends, right?"

Jessica glanced sharply at the "Temen-temen, temen-temen long so demen. I don't like you rich nempel just now!"

Dave grumbled more and more, "there's no good."

"So there's no ahlak don't precede each other!" Jessica did not give up.

"This invitation has been printed, tomorrow the show Citra. I don't have a partner, I want to be with you." Dave asked.

Jessica didn't heed Dave's words. Already know is busy helping to pack orders, both hands full of goods. Still bothering me. "Let's know, talk later. Wait in room! there-there!" Jessica pushed him away.

"Quickly, if not quickly, your boutique I ledakin all of you." Threaten Dave kidding.

"If you can't wait to go to the truth don't jump, I haven't lost my name in marriage." Jessica chirps, Dave immediately laughed at her chatter.

"Dave is noisy ! Go there!" Banish Caca, apparently someone is upset because his concentration is disturbed.

"Yes buffalo!"

***

"Come, ayoo drink, dikit doang." Dave handed me his bottle. They were at a nightclub, where they used to hang out.

"Engga Dave my chest is already sick of drinking too much of this ahir-ahir. My health has been disrupted, this is the last time I went here, I want to change I've been lazy. I'm tired already! Life rich gini-gini continues. Don't affect me anymore."

"Well, if you want that. No problem, I'm leaving first." Jessica is confused. Why is Dave angry? Jessica goes after him and stops Dave.

"Wait a minute Dave, what makes you mad? Hm? You don't like me staying away from that shit?"

"Not that I don't like it, I'm just afraid you're avoiding me." Dave said, "was it because of that guy?'' ask Dave to investigate. "He's just an online driver, where might you like him? Until you change?"

"I didn't change because of anyone. Even if the person you are referring to is Faris. I changed because of myself. I'm tired of having to follow this vague association. My heart never calmed down. I want peace..." Jessica said sadly.

"Do you like it?"

Jessica knew, all this time Dave was spying on her obviously it was very disturbing. "Like it or not, it's none of your business! Why are you a hobby of stalking me Dave? You've been violating someone's privacy wrong."

"I just want to protect, because I love you," her outstretched hand held Jessica's hand and stuck it on her chest "because you've been here a long time."

Jessica nodded slowly. "Don't ruin our friendship Dave, we're just friends, you've been my big brother. Not more." Jessica let go of her hand. "Find a partner who agrees and is passionate about you. Please let me find my own way."

"I need time to accept your words Ica. Being rejected so many times makes me afraid to start a relationship with someone else. I hope you helped me deal with this as a friend. I fell in love just this once, even though I had frequent bed-related relationships with women. Maybe that sounds disgusting, that's the one that made you reject me, right?"

Jessica refused to answer even though that was one of the reasons.

"I've stopped playing girls ever since I knew you and had more of your feelings. That's where I just found out, loving doesn't have to have sexu*l. Like I do often."

"Its ok! Fine no problem, I'm not a weak man. Just because I rejected one woman I would cry? No no no no !" Dave moved his index finger. Jessica smiled at Dave saying that. Meaning she was not angry, Jessica immediately hugged her best friend and patted the sturdy shoulder afterwards.

"Huh, I told you. You are a playboy, a time of heartbreak because of one woman like me who has nothing. Nothing stands out except... The chest."

"Ngga, ngga. You are special, very special." His words were accompanied by laughter.

"I'm sorry Dave, I can't get your feelings back. I'm really sorry." Jessica said with great sincerity.

"Oh, it's okay. I'll change too then. I don't want to be a crocodile anymore, but I want to be a cat." Jessica frowned. Ahh time her inner self.

Seeing Jessica's expression of disbelief, Dave added to her words. "Frog cat means it!"

"Ppfftttt has-it doesn't make any difference you Dave stupid. It's gone, he said it's gone."

"Yes... I'm going to go."

"Where to go, right?

"With a toilet."

"Asem !! Udah dramas chasing you daritadi even answer want to toilet. There's no no no noah you Dave."

To be continued.