I Love You Jessica's

POV Haikal Faris's.

THE P.O.V. Haikal faris

My hand reached for the porridge I had just made, and I fed my poor baby after losing his mother. It may taste a little different, so this food never ends. He was still faithful to the bribe I gave earlier. Or does the baby eat it for a long time? I don't know, I'm really frustrated.

His little hands tapped toys on the floor. His voice sounded like he was learning to speak. He's a healthy, smart baby, he's a henchman and it doesn't bother me at all. But I'm the one who's been troubling him. I'm not very good at taking care of it. That is the greatness of a mother. A mother can play two roles at once, but a father cannot be anyone, like I am today.

Just now that my wife had been away for a few days, it felt like she had been abandoned for a few years. The neat house now looks messy, even though this house is very small. Usually early in the morning breakfast is on the table, eating and drinking is available. Now, the clothes I just wear look tangled.

I wiped my tears rough. Actually I don't want to be a whiny man. But for some reason, these tears were unceasingly flowing when I knew I was losing you. Why are these tears so cheap to you... I just found out how important Jessica is in my life and in this house. Even his voice was soft I could not hear anymore.

There's nothing I can count on except Bagas, I called him last night so he'd come here to accompany me to the city. Actually I wanted to run since yesterday the bad news came, but I got stuck. I am not alone but there are little things that I have to take care of. This incident was enough to make my chest tight and shaken violently. I still believe Jessica can be found. My mind is sure to say he's still alive in the world.

After Khizam fell asleep, I put him in the room. I kissed her puffed cheeks and I read her a prayer. I've been taking him to where I work for a few days. Since I have to keep control of my shop, it's lucky that there's someone to help me in guarding it.

I lay my body next to him, my son Khizam. I stared at my son's face, especially at the lips. The exact same lips as the mother. Which makes my longing feeling even more so as if I can't stand it anymore.

For a moment, I looked at the ceiling. My eyes are open but my mind is not there. It was a little over two years ago, exactly. When I first met Jessica, who is now my wife. I smiled and shook my head as I remembered the beginning of our meeting. I thought I was the worst guy to have met a drunk girl, a smoker, a teaser, any name that was appropriate for her passing out in my car. Man will never think that God arranged the meeting until the seeds of love grow among us. His cuteness, his silly behavior, his cheerfulness, his chatter became a special attraction for me. I realized I had fallen to this woman.

At that time I had Aisyah, who was in plain sight. I thought he was my soul mate, but he wasn't. But materially, it was enough to marry her. But God has other plans. Until we can't move on to the next level. Coincidentally... My heart was filled by another woman.

There are no bad memories of Jessica, my wife…

Although at first she was a stubborn girl, unruly, at her own pace, but behind it Jessica was a whiny and spoiled figure. I only found out after we got married.

People are not always happy with what they have. I slowly approached her with all the feelings I had, with the love I had. It wasn't as hard as I imagined. He easily left everything he used to do. Jessica could change that fast and I didn't expect her to close her aura because she wanted to reach for heaven with me.

The feeling erupted immeasurably when I was given a special gift on my birthday. She claims she is pregnant, my son. Enjoy what else I deny. Being able to have her body and love her only feels like I am very happy, especially when she wants to conceive my child and return my feelings. It felt more and more fold and deeper my love for him.

Since she was pregnant, she slowly became a figure of a woman who prayed. He was so obedient to me and took care of all my needs. There are so many new things he did and he makes me proud. The Jessica I know isn't the bad Jessica anymore. Jessica my wife is a godly woman.

The new happiness I felt only lasted a moment. People say the wheel of life is spinning, but I believe I'm more downstairs. I was slandered by my own mother-in-law. That incident required me to be kicked out of that mansion. They say I'm dirty, let alone touch it to the end there's no intention at all. My wife is prettier, better than everything else than she is. I'm not blind.

I realized I was just a man without, and the umpteenth time I felt I was dreaming of being able to be with the son of a king. I smiled and shook my head. It's still soft, but I really have no intention to dredge his property or have fun on the floor that I was on at the time. In fact, I feel worthless.

That one problem made my way back tossed. Mr. William, who had believed in me so much, was now easy to turn away. I just found out love can blind her eyesight. Yeah, maybe I'll be here later. While he has lived together for many years. It's still in my mind. For almost twenty-five years my life has been fine. Never have bad enemies or friends. But there will always be thorns in the flesh. I don't know what God's plan is so that we're separated.

After a month since that incident, I was unstoppable again. I couldn't help but feel the desire to embrace the small body of my wife and my son who were still in the womb. I just want to come to his house. Until that chance I got. Although I had to face some obstacles. We were able to go both bye and stay in a small house located in the suburbs. A home that is far from luxury. But my wife is living comfortably like this. The body that was dry was filled again. Any food that goes into his stomach. A smile continued to radiate from her beautiful face every day. Until the birth of the baby that we will be for nine months. Cute and adorable, a mix of the two of us.

The days we spent being a harmonious couple. She's a woman I know who doesn't care can also be romantic. She painstakingly took care of our baby until I was amazed. Although far from parents and never have experience taking care of children, but he can do it very reliable. We share our duties with each other, our lives are really fun.

The effort I built from zero was also able to meet our needs. I began to be able to stand because our sustenance after marriage flowed so hard. Yes, we were a very happy little family before we were discovered by Mr. William's people. After a few months, they managed to find us and took Jessica away.

But it turns out. went to plunge into the ravine, and until now he has not been found.

That night became our most beautiful last night, the unification of our bodies and the declaration of love from it. I didn't know it was a hunch. I was stupid not to realize it.

Mrs. Indira is now in prison, my father-in-law and the murderer of the three lives of those I care about most. Although he gave himself up and admitted his actions, but he could not restore the crimes he did let alone the lives lost. I never regretted marrying Jessica, but I regret having in-laws like her and the honorable Mr. William. 

I'm at my lowest point right now. I h a n c u r destroyed by one man. If killing is done, I want him dead in my hands.

Jessica, I will wait for you until you come back. I know you're tired of going through these days, you want to take a break. Just a minute, baby. Don't leave me and our child.we will reach heaven together. This heart space is still completely filled with you. Wait for us baby.wait for us, wait for us. 

TO BE CONTINUED.

Don't forget to leave a trace.