I Love You Jessica's

Life but like death

Two years ago, Faris didn't find Jessica. Faris kept busy taking care of all William's business and taking care of his two-and-a-half-year-old son. The man is alive, but like a dead man.

The body that was once handsome, handsome, now the body looks skinny unkempt. Faris spent more time by no longer taking care of her body.

Again the sincere feeling that he instilled in logic, reluctant to be friendly with his heart. His heart always wished his wife back.

William was often sick. Getting out of the hospital was already his meal. Once he was stable, he went home, but once he dropped again, William went to the hospital again. So next.

Are you in heaven, Je? You are happy there. How much longer can I see you?

As your husband, I love you. You are a godly wife. Who says you don't deserve me. I am the one who does not deserve you. I'm a husband who hasn't made you happy. Sorry, I am, baby.

"I'm so sorry for your wife's death." Said a woman not far from Faris. "I'm sorry I just found out that Jessica's gone." Keep the woman.

Faris turned to the source of the voice. "It's okay. It's all over, but I'm sure he's still around. He's just tired, he'll definitely be back." The answer was not at all surprised.

"May I sit down?"

"Sit down."

The woman sat next to him. "Why are you sitting here Mas Faris, it's already night."

"Just want to sit down" Faris replied without looking over. He still focused on looking at his wife's face on his phone screen. Sometimes his eyes closed at the thought of his smile.

The woman gently stroked the back of Faris who was blocked by thick clothes. Faris who felt strange then looked at the woman's face. Aisha.

"I'm sorry for my past mistakes." Soft talk.

"I've forgotten it." Answer Faris briefly.

"You're so devastated by his passing?"

"Yes that's for sure, almost crazy. But that's nothing compared to my son who was left behind as a baby. He is now two and a half years old. Always asking for the mother."

"I understand your suffering!"

"I'm just passing by. This cafe is my favorite place."

"I'm here a lot in these hours. I never saw you. You're lying."

"No! I'm not lying, I did just arrive from M*****my hometown." Pause Aisyah, she let the waiter put her order on the table. "Who is your son with if his father wanders?"

"She's asleep, the little boy's sleeping not too late. He's with someone else who keeps him at home."

"Oh,"

"You alone?" Afraid of Aisyah misinterpreting her question, Faris hooked her. "I mean, why are nights like these women running around. Not good."

"I just couldn't sleep, and I decided to just come here. Hunting WIFI."

Faris chuckled. "You order one coffee, but hang out till morning."

"Haha…. Yes, sometimes if it is not good with the waiter, I will add snacks. Like gioza or dimsum."

"Message a lot, I'll pay you. Because I'm going home now."

"I thought you would accompany me." Sergeants.

"I'm not used to being close to women, let alone both at one table."

"OK, but next time don't be too good to pay for someone else's food. Your good manners could be misinterpreted." Aisyah again patted her back. "You never change. You're a good man." Aisyah smiled. "I'll pay for it myself, thanks for the offer."

"Okay, greetings to your family. I'm going first. Assalamualaikum."

"Getishalight."

In his car, Aisyah's words were ringing in his eyes. 'Your good manners, could have been misinterpreted'. Faris shook her head without knowing what Aisyah said just now, then she drove her car back home.