I Love You Jessica's

I Love You Jessica's
Then what should I do?



It has been two days that the newlyweds are said to be involved in the cold war. Faris rested more with Bagas contracted. Simple life is more calming. Not regretting her marriage to Jessica, because God set something to her that was not by chance alone. But there were certain good intentions and goals that Faris himself did not know.


In reality, then and now are clearly different. If his life used to be free of thought, now Faris must take care of emotions that he thought were unnecessary. Anyone who doesn't want their home to be okay. Yes but Faris is still a human being. Seeing his wife's behavior made him a little worried. Worried about not making it on the right path because Jessica had already dived too deep into her dark world.


"Again the angel was left behind a sexy bini." Say Bagas to Faris who is lying on the carpet watching TV.


Faris smiled faintly without looking. "The chicken porridge."


"Yes, it's still new." Bagas paused his words. "Where? A belom?"


Faris was aghast at Bagas' question. "meaning?"


"Hewww! Time doesn't know the code."


"Oh... Is that why? If you want to stay married."


Bagas rounded his eyes. "Seriously? How's it feel?"


"It doesn't taste, it's not eaten."


Bagas' smile instantly receded and throbbed resentfully. Faris is a man whose plates cannot be compromised when it comes to bed relations. Though Bagas was already curious how vicious husband and wife was. Bagas was just second-guessing in his heart. Jessica must have started it.


"I'm back with Gas."


"Hmm yes Mas, ati-ati yes. Thanks for dinner!" Faris had brought them fried rice for dinner.


Faris left Bagas after saying goodbye and said hello.


***


"Faaa! You just got home?" Jessica asked, she was already waiting for Faris to be in the guest room.


"Yes Je" she replied briefly.


"We've eaten yet, we're eating malem together?"


"I just ate with Bagas. You eat by yourself."


Jessica swallowed disappointment. This was the first time Jessica felt herself being ignored. It turned out to be painful, meaning this is what Faris felt from yesterday? Jessica felt guilty for him.


Faris did answer Jessica's question every time Jessica asked. But only as necessary. No longer making small talk, Faris limited herself to keep her heart awake from the sting of pain. The harsh reality for her is that Jessica is more comfortable with other men than she is.


Where is it wrong if a husband remembers kindness? Is it necessary to shout the disgrace of his own family to others? Make what? Be pitied? Is that how Jessica lived her life? By indulging the disgrace of his own household with other men who have clearly liked him. It was the most fatal thing in a household.


Faris thought that Faris had not demanded it. He never complained about taking care of himself. Starting from food, clothing and others. Nothing was done from Jessica for him except resistance. Faris was used to living independently from childhood. Jessica was still uncomfortable with him.


Jessica followed behind her husband, followed him to the room. "Fa! Until when do you shut me down. I need you to talk, sorry I'm the Fa."


Faris glanced at him. "I've forgiven your mistake. And I always forgive your mistakes. But you will keep repeating it and on and on. So next. So what can I do?"


"But you're cold with me. I don't want the Fa, it doesn't taste good. We're sleeping in one room, it's not good to be quiet in this room Fa..."


"I don't feel good being around you, either, Je, you feel tormented by me. To the point that you complain to someone else."


"Fa, I'm sorry I Fa. Please teach me things not to do as a wife. I want to recite with you Fa."


"What's Je for? You must not like it, then you yell at me again. Just get here, you find out for yourself what you think is good."


"Fa! Why are you being like this?"


"Then how should Je, make small talk with you? Discussing unnecessary emotions? I limit myself from being hurt by your clashing and refusal to be advised by Je. I've reiterated over and over again I mean well, everything I said was just to protect you. Dressing modestly will make you more appreciated as a woman. Aura that is displayed in front of strangers, so that it can cause slander. You go out without the permission of your husband first and go with someone who is not a makhram. You have to understand how much of a fault you've got Je."


"Je!! Wake Je! Why you??" Faris put Jessica's head on her lap. Faris patted Jessica's cheeks repeatedly.


"Bik!! Bik Wena!!! Bik Wena!"


"Iyaa Tuuaan." Bibik Wena approached the two of them. "God! Oh God why is this Non, why Sir?"


"No idea, quickly get the same compress of eucalyptus yes Bik. Call the doctor too."


"Yes Aging…"


Bibik Wena returned after taking the compress and the eucalyptus.


"Je, sorry Je. I said outrageous yes, I'm sorry Je. I love you Je, don't let you do anything." Faris was very panicked to see Jessica like that. Faris takes Jessica to her room followed by Bibik Wena. Jessica's hot body was immediately compressed while waiting for the doctor to arrive.


"I'm sorry Je, next time I don't. Your body's hot Je, you're okay right? I haven't seen you in two days." Jessica didn't realize, too, why?


"Sir, Non Jessica's been having a hard time eating these two days." Said Bibik Wena who followed the panic.


Faris stared intently at Bibik Wena. "Jeez Bik, why didn't you say that?"


"Yes it's Master," aunt kept her words. "Non Jeje is always waiting for you to eat. But if you don't eat, Non Jeje won't either."


"Oh my goodness, you have your own stomach. Why wait for me. Health itself why not pay attention." said Faris, his hands were busy compressing his wife.


"I'm back, sir, the doctor will be here soon."


"Yes Bik, thank you…"


"Together."


A few minutes later, Dr. Candra arrived.


Tok to tok.


"Yes just go in, doc," happened to be half open. Then the doctor went into the room.


"Night Mr Faris, what happened to Ms Jessica? Fainted?"


"Yes doc, please check my wife, not yet aware also thirty minutes. He's got a fever, too."


"Yes, good Mr. Faris." The doctor took a stethoscope and examined Jessica's condition.


After a few minutes of examination, the doctor removed his stethoscope. "There's nothing to worry about, and soon Miss Jessica will wake up. Please note the food as well sir, rest is also sufficient. I will prescribe medicine and vitamins. It can be redeemed at the nearest pharmacy."


"So my wife is fine Doc.."


"Oh yes, calm down.Mrs Jessica is okay just need more rest and also eat regularly."


"Thank you doc."


"Yes sir, I'm saying goodbye."


"Wake up Je. Don't fainting too long, you worry about me. I beg Je."


Faris kept trying to resuscitate Jessica, patting and kissing her cheeks repeatedly as her apology.


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TO BE CONTINUED.