I Love You Jessica's

The fragile cry of men

Faris was collecting his remaining bullets. He learned to explain everything that happened. He tried to be more patient and legowo. Faris tried to provoke his heart which was contrary to logic. But all was in vain for him. The sincerity instilled in logic was not friendly to his heart. She still dreams of being with Jessica's wife.

Faris pulled her car over to the suburbs. The seat of the steering wheel he put down for himself so that he could lie down. Today is still very early, soon there will be the sound of the dawn adhan echoing throughout the country. He was waiting for that time.

His eyes stared blankly at the roofs of his car, his mind glaring to go somewhere. Never thought his life would be this small. God's choices are never wrong. But Faris didn't expect to just get here. Even the baby is already in the womb of his wife who will soon be born into the world. It feels like just yesterday to say a marriage contract and live happily, has not been able to Faris know the sex of his son. God separated them first.

His fingers count every dhikr that comes out of the heart, he has to mention the asthma of God to always think clearly. He did not want to be swayed by Satan's promptings to act out of His prohibition.

"What are you, my dear Jessica, my baby girl, I just left you. Now I feel this miss... What if for days, I could die. I could die..."

"You're evil, Mr. William, you married me. But you also separated us."

"I'm not a good man Jessica. There are many flaws in me, but I might be doing that dirty. It could have been if I had done more, but you're prettier than everything. You are an angel to me Jessica, nothing else can replace your position. I can't see any other woman but you."

"O Allah, by closing my eyes I always feel You near me. Never think of betraying the sacred bond of marriage, of lying to You I fear, while You are All-seeing."

The mosque congregation that looks down and back has become increasingly quiet after dawn prayers are held. Faris and a few people were there. I don't know how long Faris has been prostrating, people are suspicious of him. Seen someone approached him, patting softly on the shoulders of the fragile man who had been zolimi, there was the sound of sobs. Until someone returns to undo his intentions. Letting the man down to his feelings is much better.

While in a different place, there was the sound of sobs from a woman. Occasionally in the middle of his stuffing he was speaking softly. A lot is being messed up. One of the names spoken from his tiny mouth, the father of the baby he was carrying. Sometimes his mind goes to another place. Where his love is. But his two-bodied self made him think many times.

"But if Mas Faris is guilty Jeje will catch up with him. Jeje wants to go Pi, don't stop me."

"I'm not good for him Pi, Papi is wrong. Just a mistake that Mas Faris made once, Papi forgot about the many good things Faris had done. Nor is he necessarily doing it, true what Mas Faris said earlier, does not mean Mami can not be afraid of mistakes. We are both human beings Pi... "

"What possessed you was Pi, and Papi married us, but Papi separated. This kid needs his dad,"

"The fire can still take care of you, I don't want my grandson to suffer a life of deprivation with that man if you go with him. You didn't see what he was doing? Your real mother is still in shock, look at your mother!! Look how it is now!!"

"Can Papi say his name? He's not someone else. He's my husband, Papi's son-in-law."

"The father no longer knew him." William then shouted to security. "Dodo!! Security!!!" It was seen that Mr. Dodo ran away from the door and faced William, the man whose face was implied by the aura of anger.

"Yes sir, can anyone help?"

"So all access doors. Don't let him out." William pointed at his son. "If she runs away, you'll know the consequences!!"

"Papi.. What caused Papi to be this terrible Pi, you hurt me Pi.." Jessica wiped her shed tears. "Don't Papi want to make me happy? Jeje has been a naughty girl all along because of your divorce. You don't know how I feel, now you're adding to my wounds again. What's affecting you Pi?"

BLAMM!!!

The bedroom door closed violently, leaving Jessica alone.