I LOVE YOU BECAUSE GOD

CHAPTER 34: The Garden of Flowers

1 month later....

Everything is back to normal as usual. Doctor Alam has been able to accept the departure of Mama Ratna.

“Let me pick up ya Nay?” tanyakanya.

“No need, today I want to go with Neta,” I said.

I didn't actually go with Neta. But I want to see Doctor Nabila to ask about my illness. I couldn't have asked the Nature Doctor to take me.

“Oudah there in!” said.

“Iya.” I said get out of the car.

I walk to class. When I was in front of the class, my head hurt. I leaned against the wall so I wouldn't fall. Neta who saw me from a distance immediately ran up to me.

“Nayla Lo why?” tanyakanya.

“My head hurts so much Net.” I said while holding my head.

“We're going to the hospital now!” said pull me.

I let go of his hand. “Nevent to Net,”

“Neither do you see Lo is in pain,” he said scolding me.

“Gue Just need to take medicine,” I said.

“Lo serious?” tanyakanya.

I'm nodding. Suddenly my head hurt more and more.

“Aw!” I screamed crouching while grabbing my hair.

“Nay Lo why?” her tan was crouching in front of me.

“Sick my head Net.” I said keep pulling my hair.

“Nayla don't be pinched!” he said get rid of my hand.

He saw the hair in my hand. “Nayla Hair Lo?”

“Gue knows Net, please I am very sick,” I said.

Neta helped me to stand up. He took me to his car. He took me to the hospital. Arriving at the hospital, Dr. Nabila immediately checked. After finishing the examination, Neta and I sat in front of Doctor Nabila.

“Nayla your disease is getting worse and worse even the drugs I give to you have absolutely no effect,” said Dr. Nabila.

“Keep me how?” my many.

“The only way remains operation,” he said.

Neta was very surprised to hear the words of Doctor Nabila. “Operation? Nayla Lo really hurts why should surgery?” ask Neta.

“Later I elucidated,” I said.

“I hope you can decide soon,” said Doctor Nabila.

“Iya doc, I will mind about it,” I said.

I pulled Neta out of Doctor Nabila's room. We walked to Neta's car. I'm going in as soon as I get in with Neta. He kept looking at me with a wondering look.

“Lo really hurts what? Why should operation?” tanyakanya.

“Doctor Nabila said I had a brain tumor,” I said.

“What? Tumor?” tanyanya could not believe it.

“Iya,” I said.

“Kok can?” tannya

“Doctor Nabila said that this was all because of the impact of the accident first,” I said.

“Since when did Lo know about Lo disease?” tanyakanya.

“Udah one month,” I said.

“ One month? Why don't you tell me?” ask her while crying.

“Gue do not want Lo sad Net if you know my situation,” I said.

“Nayla I'm a friend Lo shouldn't have Lo hide this big thing from me,” he said.

“Gue knows I'm sorry,” he said.

Neta wiped her tears. “What Natural Doctor knows?”

I'm shaking. “Lo first person to know about this,” I said.

“What? So Mother and Brother Alex also do not know about this?” tanyakanya.

“Yeah Geez Nayla Lo crazy huh? Why are you hiding this from everyone?” tanyanya was crying again.

“Gue doesn't want everything to be sad because of me,” I said.

“Everyone will be sadder to know Lo hidahin this all,” he said.

“Gue please and Lo don't tell anyone about this, especially Doctor Nature I don't want him to blame himself if he knows about this,” I said.

“But the Nature Doctor should know you guys are getting married soon,” he said.

I silently lowered my head. “Why Lo diem?” tanyakanya.

“Gue won't marry Doctor Alam,” I said.

“Gue doesn't want him alive and sick people like me,” I said.

“Means Lo will cancel Lo's wedding?” tanyakanya.

I nodded at Neta directly hugging me. “Lo be calm I'm fine,” I said.

Neta kept crying I hugged her.

“Why don't you want operation?” tanyakanya.

“Kalo I operation everyone will know about this,” I said.

“But if Lo kayak gini keep Lo ya will be in pain Nay,” he said.

“Lo be calm I'm fine,” I said.

Neta taught her face and wiped her tears. “Gue please and Lo don't tell anyone” said I.

Neta nodded. “Udah dong don't be sad again I'm fine,” I said smile.

“Lo strong yes Nay I will always be there for Lo,” he said.

“Still Net,” I said.

Neta looked at the clock on her wrist. The clock shows at 10.

“How about we go for a walk?” tanyakanya.

“But we have to go back to campus,” I said.

“We are already late Nayla this is ten hours,” he said..

I saw the clock in my hand was ten. That means we are late if we can get in, we will be punished.

“Where do you want?” tanyakanya.

“Net Lo can anther me to the hospital Doctor Alam?” my many.

Neta looked at Nayla as she understood Nayla. He nodded his head and immediately drove his car towards the Physician Alam's hospital room.

A few minutes later we arrived in front of the hospital. I'll get off Neta's car. And Neta just drove away from the hospital. I walked down the hospital corridor to the Doctor Alam room.

I knocked on the door and asked me to come in. He looked surprised to see my sudden arrival.

“Nayla, why are you here instead of you going to college?” tanyakanya.

I sat down in the chair there.

“Why can't I come here?” my many.

“Open it so,” said he was confused as to what to answer.

“Mas, we go yuk to the park that time,” I said.

“But-” said.

I approached him, took his car keys and pushed him out of his room. He followed me until he got in front of his car. I handed him the car keys and asked him to come inside. After he entered, I went straight in.

“Patten road mas!” I said.

He immediately drove his car away. The hospital parking lot.

“Nay, why are you suddenly taking me there?” tanyakanya.

“No papa I just want to go together with you,” I said.

Doctor Nature refocused on the road in front of him. Half an hour later we arrived at the park. I walked down the street full of flowers. I could smell the very fragrant smell of the flowers.

I walked towards the tulip flower bed. I stood staring at the tulip flower bed in front of me. I remember what it was when the Doctor of Nature proposed to me. This is where I stand now. Remembering all that made my tears flow again I immediately wiped them off.

“Mas, you want this is not where you applied to me?” my many.

“Of course I would like that the happiest comment for me,” he said staring at the colorful tulip beds.

“You want also I never said that I would love you white tulips?” I ask to look in his direction.

“Yes, but luckily you don't give me the flower and you accept me,” she said smilingly looking at me.

I turned my face away. “Maybe one day I will love the flower for you,” I said.

“What do you mean?” tanyakanya.

“No papa, I was just kidding,” I said trying to smile.

The Nature Doctor grabbed my shoulder. “I hope you will never give the flower to me, even if you love the flower I will never accept. Because I think whatever you do is never wrong in my eyes,” he said.

My tears are flowing again. I immediately hugged the Nature Doctor I didn't want her to see me cry. Or maybe this is the last time I'll hold her.

“Thank you, I'm sorry too,” I said.

“Nothing to forgive,” he said.

I can't hold back my tears anymore. I kept crying in the arms of the Nature Doctor. I really don't know what else to do? I didn't want to leave him, but circumstances made me leave him.

The Nature Doctor released his embrace and wiped away my tears.

“You why cry?” tanyakanya.

“No papa,” I said.

The Nature Doctor hugged me again and I hugged him back.