I LOVE YOU BECAUSE GOD

CHAPTER 32: News of Grief

I'm still sitting in the hospital. I feel reluctant to go home. Especially with my current situation, Mother and Brother Alex will say it. Suddenly my phone rang. The name Neta is on the mobile phone.

I wiped my tears and immediately raised them. “Assalamualaikum, what is Net?”

“Walaikumsalam Nay, snag!” he said it surprised me.

“Witch why?” my many.

“Doctor Alam Nay,” said.

I'm more worried about what happened to the Nature Doctor.

“Doctor Nature why Net? Don't make me afraid dong,” I said.

“Mother Natural Doctor died,” said.

“What? Do you know where it is? Don't just say yesterday I met his mother he was all right, Please Net don't joke!” I said getting confused.

“Gue seriously Nayla was Doctor Rudi said the same I if his mother Doctor Alam died, This is now I am at home Doctor Alam,” he said.

Oh God what is this ordeal? Why do you give a servant the ordeal twice in a row?, I said in my heart.

“Halo Nay! How come you want to come here?” said.

“Gue there now,” I said hang up right away.

I ran straight outside the hospital. I should be in the Doctor of Nature's room soon. He must be very sad right now. What else Hanabi she must be sad too. I waited a long time but didn't get a taxi.

“Where is this why all the cabs are full?” ask me to myself.

Not long after I got a taxi. I immediately mentioned the address of the Natural Doctor's house and the taxi drove straight away. I was told I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I tried calling the Nature Doctor but it wasn't answered.

“Mas, how do you lift anyway?” I said to myself.

I'm trying to find Alex's cell phone number.

“Assalamualaikum Brother,”

“Walaikumsalam deck,”

“Kak now where?” my many.

“So I'm at Alam's, where are you?” tanyakanya.

“I'm on the road going there brother,” I said.

“Yaudah hunt here Alam would need you,” he said.

“Iya kak,” I said directly hang up the phone.

I put my phone in the bag. “Pak please go even faster!” I said to the taxi driver.

“Good mbak.” He said he was directly smashing the gas.

Soon I arrived in front of the Doctor of Nature. I'll get off the cab soon. I saw a yellow flag in front of his house. I walked into his house. In the courtyard of his house was already very crowded with people who mourned.

I slowly walked into his house. At the door I met Alex and his other friends.

“You have Dateng dek?” ask Brother Alex.

“Where is the Natural Doctor?” my many.

“There's inside,” said.

I walked back into the house. I saw Doctor Nature sitting in front of Mama Ratna's body. She cried while hugging Hanabi. My heart aches to see the man I love so much cry like that.

I walked slowly closer to them. Hanabi who noticed my arrival immediately ran to hug me.

“Sister Nayla,” her screams ran into my arms.

I hugged him back, the Doctor looked at me. I could see both of his eyes were puffy from crying.

I squatted in front of Hanabi. “ Darling don't cry,” I said wipe her tears.

“Kak Nayla mama Hana has left, Hana can not hug Mama Hana again,” she said while continuing to cry.

My tears flowed I immediately hugged me. “Hana do not be sad continue to let mama Hana can be calm in heaven,” I said patting her shoulder.

I took off his embrace and took him closer to the Nature Doctor. I sat beside her I looked at the lifeless body of Mama Ratna. Although we only met once but I feel very sad to lose him.

“Mas.” Call me to hold his shoulder.

The Nature Doctor looked at me. “I'm so sorry,” I said.

“Still Nay,” answer.

I hugged the Nature Doctor. “You must be strong mas, there I am here.” I said.

He nodded and let go of my embrace. I sat down while holding Hanabi. He was not willing to take his embrace away from me.

Mama Ratna's body has been finished being shrugged off. After that we immediately set out to bury the body of Mama Ratna. Together we took the body of Mama Ratna to her final resting place.

Arriving there the body of Ratna's mother was immediately buried because the day had begun to afternoon. After we finished eating, we prayed for Mama Ratna. After that one by one the pilgrims left will mama Ratna just stay me and Doctor Nature.

The Nature Doctor squatted while holding the tombstone of Ratna's mother.

“Mama is calm yes mama do not have to worry Nature will take good care of Hana,” he said.

My tears flowed along I immediately wiped them off. I squat next to the Nature Doctor.

“Mas, let's go home late afternoon,” I said.

The Nature Doctor complied and came home with me. I kept holding her hand to make her calmer.

Arriving at home there were only a few friends of the Nature Doctor. After they left I immediately asked him to rest.

He nodded and walked straight to his room. Brother Alex and Mother walked over to me.

“Dek, sister and Mother go home first yes, you want to come home?” said Brother Alex.

“Bun, can I not do it here? You see, I do not have to miss the Nature Doctor himself let alone he is still grieving,” I said.

“But you are not married can not stay home,” said Mother.

“This time is aja Bun, besides here there is also Bi Suci and Hanabi.” I said.

“Boleh aja Bun, Just for this time just pity Nature and Hana surely they need Nayla,” said Brother Alex persuaded Mother.

“Yaudah but you have to take care not to mingle strangely,” said Mother.

“Iya Bun, thank you.” I said hugging Mother.

“It is so we go home first Deck, Assalamualaikum.” Said Brother Alex.

“Walaikumsalam,” I replied.

Mother and Brother Alex are gone. Followed by Neta, Dr. Rudi and several other guests. The house is now deserted I walk towards Hanabi's room. I saw him lying on the bed. I walked over to him for sure he was so exhausted that he could sleep this soundly.

I kissed her and walked out. Suddenly I felt pain in my head again. It hurt a lot and my vision was a little blurred. I walked slowly towards the middle room to take my medicine.

I'm looking for the medicine in my bag. Then I walked the song to the kitchen to get a drink. I think my head is getting sick. Plus from earlier I almost fell because of my foggy vision.

Arriving at the kitchen the Sacred Lord immediately helped me. He asked me to sit down.

“Non why?” tanyakanya.

“My head is dizzy, Please take me water!” I said while holding my head.

The saint immediately gave me a glass of water and drank the iabt in my hand.

“Still Bi,” I said.

“Sama-sama non,” said.

The saint returned to prepare the food.

“Bi, who's the food for?” my many.

“This is for Den Alam from earlier he has not eaten non,” he said.

“Kalo so let me just take it to his room.” I said asking for the tray he was carrying.

The Sacred Lord gave it to me. I walked towards the Doctor of Nature's room.

Tok-tok

Not Alma then the Nature Doctor appeared with his eyes still puffy.

“You haven't come home?” tanyakanya.

I'm shaking. “By me enter” my question.

He got out of the door so I could get through. I put the tray of food on the table. I immediately sat on the sofa that was there. The Nature Doctor walked up to me and sat down next to me.

“I bring food for you, said Sacred Bi from earlier I have not eaten?” I said.

“I'm not a laper Nay, you just take the food out.” Said.

“You why mas?” my many.

“I'm not papa,” he said.

“Try see me!” I said.

He's looking at me. “You can not be like this and you have to sincerely your mama, let your mama also calm there.” I said rubbing her head.

“I just can't take it yet if mama left me,” he said back to shed tears.

I hugged him right away. “I have told you, you just have to sincerely accept it, do not torture yourself like this pity Hana she also needs you.”

“Iya Nay thanks because of you I can survive,” he said.

My tears are flowing. How should I be a servant of God? The servant cannot leave the man he loves under these circumstances, nor can he allow him to live with a sick woman like the servant.

The Nature Doctor took off my arms. “Why did you cry Nay?” tanyakanya.

“I didn't cry, Just a flickering dust aja.” I said as I rubbed my eyes.

“Try me see.” He said while looking me in the eye.

“Udah no papa kok mas, mending you eat only now,” I said take the plate and hand it to him.

“I'll eat later on Nay,” reject it.

“Eat now mas I don't want you to get sick, I'll just bribe ya eat it?” I said.

The Nature Doctor looked at me. “ Aaaaa.... Open his mouth! One scoop,” I said lift the spoon.

The Nature Doctor opened his mouth and I immediately bribed him. “Pinter, this is drinking.” I said.

The Nature Doctor took the water I gave him and drank it and put it on the table.

“Open his mouth again!” I said.

“Udah Nay, you said just one spoon?” said.

“One more spoon,” I said.

The Nature Doctor opened his mouth again and I immediately bribed him. I felt a little relieved that there was at least a little bit of food going into his stomach.