I LOVE YOU BECAUSE GOD

Chapter 22: The Story of the Natural Doctor

The Nature Doctor sitting next to me was still crying. I can't bear to see it like this. I tried to calm him down.

“ Mas you have to be patient.” I said stroking his back.

“ I don't have the heart to see mama kayak gini Nay.” Said.

“ Yes I know but you have to be strong mas there Hana who still need you.” I said.

She wiped her tears “ Sorry Nay you have to see me like gini.” Said.

“ No papa mas.” I said.

I grabbed him and I put my head on his shoulders.

“ You must be strong mas Hana still need you. I don't want anything to happen to you either, I will always be there for you so you have to be strong in all of this.” I said.

“ Thanks Nay.” Said.

Suddenly a nun came out of Ratna's mother's room. He walked over to me and the Nature Doctor. We immediately stood near him.

“ How are you doing mama?” tanyakanya.

“ You are calm aja mama you are calm now she is again resting.” Said.

“ Thank God.” Said grateful.

“ Mending you go home first tomorrow then you can look at your mama.” Said.

“ I say yes thanks.” He said he touched the sister's arm.

“ Yes both.” He said he touched the hand of the Nature Doctor.

I was confused who the nurse was. Why they look so familiar. I kept looking at them both.

But Doctor Nature surprised me “ Nay.” Call her.

I directly looked at him “ You see what Nay?” tanyakanya.

“ Not worried about anything.” I said.

“ Yaudah let's go home.” Said.

“ Yes.” I said.

After saying my greetings and the Nature Doctor immediately left the nurse. You walk towards the parking lot. When we got to the front of the car, we both went inside. Within minutes the car left the hospital.

The Nature Doctor kept driving his car to my house. I keep looking at him. I felt concerned at his condition I did not expect at all behind his good attitude it turned out that he was harboring a very deep wound.

“ Mas.” Call me.

“ Yes.” The answer kept looking ahead.

“ Why have you never told me about your mama?” my many.

He immediately pulled over his car and looked at me “ Sorry Nay I do not want if you know and you will leave me.” Said.

“ Why do you think so? Don't you believe me?” my many.

“ Not so I'm just afraid of Nay.” Said.

“ You don't need to be afraid mas whatever your circumstances surely I will always be there for you.” I said.

“ Thanks Nay.” Said.

For some time we just remained silent. There's actually something I'd like to ask the Nature Doctor. But I know if this is a good time for me to ask that.

“ Nay.” Call her.

“ Heem.” My answer.

“ How come there's something you think?” Ask.

“ Hem... I really want to know.” I said doubtfully.

“ What?” tanyakanya.

“ May not I know why mama Ratna can get to like that?” My toot.

“ How do you know my mother's name?” tanyakanya.

“ From Brother Alex.” I said.

The Nature Doctor took a deep breath and then exhaled.

“ But if you don't want a story nor papa kok mas, lupain aja that I talked about earlier.” I said.

“ You seriously want to know?” Ask.

“ No papa Nay, faster you know it better.” Said.

I just kept waiting for him to start his story. He took his breath back.

“ At that time my mother was pregnant with Hana and at that time my father was in the Netherlands for work. When she found out that she had given birth to a father who was there was very happy and she immediately returned to Indonesia. But the plane you were riding on had an accident.” He said he stopped for a while I stroked his back to win it.

“ All passengers declared dead. The mother who heard this was in shock. Almost a week mom kept her locked up in the room even she forgot she had just given birth to Hana. But luckily there was an aunt who helped me to take care of Hana.” Said.

“ Continue why your mama can enter the hospital?” My toot.

“ One year after that mama's disease gets worse he always blames himself for the death of papa even mama ever wanted to try to kill himself, Fortunately at that time I knew that if not sure mama had died.” Said.

“ Since the incident I broke up to take mom to the hospital I still hope that mom can recover.” He said while crying.

I immediately hugged him so that he was calmer “ This is all because I can not take care of my mother Nay, until my mother had to go to the hospital like gini.” He said he kept crying.

I started crying while hugging him who was also crying.

“ It is not your fault mas.” I said.

“ If I can take care of my mother and not busy with my work, surely mama can recover Nay.” Said.

“ Maybe this is indeed the best way mas, you have to be patient with it you have to inget now you are no longer alone there I am beside you, we face this all together I'm sure one day your mama can recover.” I said.

“ Thanks Nay.” Said.

“ Udong don't cry anymore.” I said take off my arms.

“ We must be passionate for Hana and make your Mama recover.” I said encourage him.

He looked at me “ Udah mas do not cry anymore it turns out the Natural Doctor is crybaby too yes.” I told him.

He immediately smiled “ Well dong smile is handsome so it looks.” I said.

He laughs “ Really mas if you smile that you look more handsome.” I said.

“ No need to joke.” Said.

“ I'm not kidding I'm serious mas.” I said I gave my hand to touch his face.

I wiped the tears on his face “ You don't be sad anymore I will always be beside you until whenever I won't leave you.” Said.

“ Thanks Nay.” Said.

For a while we just stared at each other “ So from now on no one cries we have to smile.” I said putting a smile on my face.

“ Mas you also smile dong.” I said forced it.

He immediately smiled until he saw a row of white teeth “ Well that dong.” I said smiling happily.

“ Yaudah Nay I'm taking you home now.” Said.

I nodded and the Nature Doctor drove back to my house. I could see him smiling again. I know the truth behind her smile is still pain.

We've arrived in front of the house. The Nature Doctor came down and opened the door for me. Then he took my bag.

“ Come Nay I anter till dalem.” Said.

I hold his hand “ No need mas, I can myself kok.” I said grab my bag.

“ But Nay.” Said.

“ No papa mas mending now go home rest later tonight mas have to go to the hospital right?” I said.

He nodded “ So now I am resting at home do not have to think of anything.” I said

“ If about your mama later we think together.” Add me.

“ Yaudah I'm home now yes Nay.” Pamphitt.

“ Yes mas carefully.” I said.

The Nature Doctor walked towards the wheel as it was about to enter I called out to him.

“ Mas.” Call me.

He looked at me “ Passion!” I said, clenching my hands up.

She smiled seeing me I returned that smile “ I first ya Nay assalamualaikum.” Said.

“ Walaikumsalam.” I said he got in his car.

I waved at him until his car got away from my house. When the car was no longer visible I went straight into the house.