I Am You And That Time II

FLASHBACK

Via

I kept watching Gabriel's sad face, he tried to hold his cry in front of me, even though I could understand his deep sadness

" Papa just left the gift of the heli with the remote control that day. At that time I was playing cheerfully in the living room of my house, when I heard the sound of mama's cry in the living room, I immediately approached.. " Jabriel sighed before continuing her story

" after that shout, mama just kept muttering. No way, no way. "gabriel's voice is getting weaker I hear, almost losing to the pounding of the waves tonight. I pulled the jacket close to the buttons, tonight the wind was so strong that the cold was whispering between our thick clothes

I saw that Gabriel was wiping his tears quickly, he was hiding his sadness that I could see clearly. Gabriel wants to cry but his prestige is still high I think

" mama was sitting limp with the phone in her hand, her lips continue to mumble even though it was noiseless again, I just stared confused what was wrong? I don't think I understand why my mother's face is so sad and shocked " Gabriel continued with her sad face becoming more and more, her eyes clearly glazed with glass

" ...apparently it was the last day of papa, the gift of the heli was the last gift of papa, and yesterday it was our last meeting "the face of Gabriel bowed lethargic, lethargic, I do not know how to deal with the sadness of losing the figure of a father, ah I do not know what kind of face to look like if it involves the loss of our loved ones

" Gabriel." said I tried to smile and hold back the point of tears falling, but still the tears were flowing by themselves, I could not see the sad look of my friend

" mom should hate the sea that has taken away our loved ones, we should not be near the sea anymore because it has become the distance between our whole family ! " the ketus Gabriel held in his rage, though he was irritated only the sadness that was vividly painted from his face

the pushy look on Gabriel's face straight ahead made me agree. As this little boy said, the ocean has taken a meaningful person in his life, the ocean has separated him and his father, the ocean has made a scar on poor Gabriel

" Gabriel, let's get up ! " i asked my friend to get up from his seat immediately, I asked him to stand up like me. Gabriel's face looked astonished by my steady posture, he seemed to ask what I would do tonight

" Gabriel you want to say you hate the ocean ! you want to scream that the ocean has hurt you ! " my exclaim shocked Ganriel's face, but not for long the handsome boy nodded in agreement to my words, I smiled happily

" then say it ! " i said asking Gabriel to shout out the grievances of his heart, letting out a sigh in his heart. I pushed his back slowly and asked the boy to stare at the ocean and yell !

But Gabriel was still silent. He seemed not to know what to call out, it made me upset myself to see his confused behavior

" let's go Gabriel ! yell it ! " my words forced that confused face, but Gabriel still did not understand my words, ah you are ! I became impatient, I quickly took the position of Gabriel, hand I made push on the side of my mouth

" The lucky Lautaaan.. !! kauu took my happiness.. !! " my yell broke the silence of the night. Gabriel's face shriveled in wonder, he still couldn't believe hearing my words

" why ? " i said I found a look of wonder from my friend, that's not what you want to say ! I just want to help you vent the feelings and burdens that you put on your chest

" ayoo say !! " again I insisted, but Gabriel shook his head slowly, he would not obey me

" ayolaah ! " my door was more pushy, but Gabriel again seemed hesitant

ck your behavior is, you do not need to doubt that it is your desire, just off, so the burden on your chest will be lighter, is not it ?

" look at me ! " i took a position, stood up straight and tried to collect sounds like that

" Lauudian jaahhaat.. !! you're a happy usurper....... !!! "

my shout this time was more echoing probably due to the roar of strong wind, the pounding of the waves that brushed the rock like a small earthquake, making my standing position slightly wobbly

" i hate it...... "

WUUUAARR... !!!

Just now I gathered the energy to continue my efforts, the lights of the lighthouse were suddenly extinguished, the waves were getting louder on the reef, the beach wind was getting louder

a flash of fire and a loud bang like grabbing us, giving an orange-colored light bias greeting our faces, I could only sculpt with the rest of the grit in my throat

Gabriel was no less surprised, he put on a face of fear and also confused while I could only be dumbfounded

" Via, there's a ship on fire. "Gabriel's words are like waking me up. I'm no longer staring, Gabriel's words just reminded me of my father's return tomorrow

" Gabriel, that wasn't my father's ship, was it ? " asked me with an expressionless look, Gabriel stared at my face for a long time, he couldn't answer my question

" Gabriel, my father is coming home.it's not my father's ship ! " firmly I do not believe in the bang that I still hear many times even though it is not as common as before

" Call for help immediately ! "

BYUUURR !!!!

Without safety, without aba, without the long thought of Gabriel plunging into the sea that night, the boy who was very anti with the heat of the sun, with the sticky salt water, with the smell of the beach. Ah he didn't think about it anymore, I just kept getting stunned to see my friend swimming fast into the middle of the high seas, what was he doing !

I was confused by the circumstances I was in, the bang up ahead, the lighthouse tower that lost its control, and now..

Gabriel, where he was, the boy was getting far away, the boy was determined to swim out to sea and approach the ship there, what was he doing ! that's so absurd, it's so dangerous

I immediately jumped down from the reef, ran as fast as I could, I ran and kept driving, I headed for the settlement and the guard post, preparing to call for help

not yet entered the residential settlement some people I saw were prepared with small boats and buoys, it seems they already know with the ship accident ahead there, all preparing to enter the ocean

I ran again out of the busy crowd, I just wanted to wait in that place, in the place where Gabriel and I were sitting, there I would wait for good news from you, waiting for you to get back to the edge, waiting for everything to be okay

I played water with the tip of my sandal, how long I waited for you, some father came up to me and asked me to pull over immediately or go home soon, but I did not want to, I still want to wait for you, we both come here, we also have to go home together ! that's my promise to myself

not so long after Gabriel's drenched figure came to the surface, he immediately reached the edge by holding on to the rock, I immediately plunged in and helped him who was tired, he said, I helped Gabriel lift someone in his arms, someone with a lifeboat on his body

We pulled the middle-aged man Gabriel was carrying, we pulled him up to the sand, Gabriel tidied the man's hair, and half his body was burned

I couldn't believe it when the hair came out, the face I knew so well, the face I was waiting for, the face of the man I loved so much

" Ayaaah." I covered my mouth with my palms, all mixed feelings in my chest, I once again stared clearly at the pale face lying in the sand, and I looked at my chest, I shook my head in disbelief, I couldn't believe my vision on this dim night

" no.. " Gabriel grabbed onto my shoulder and grabbed me quickly

" YAHAYAHHHH... !!!!!! "

my screams once again broke the night, this time accompanied by heart-wrenching cries, I could not believe all this, my cries grew even more so

the ocean is evil ! you took away my happiness ! you took my father, you made a wound in my heart ! I don't want to believe it, I don't want to believe that this half-body man is my father ! is the focus of our lives, I can't believe !

I didn't want to believe my vision, until some people told me to get out of the way with the help of the medical team, they brought my father's body with a clear identity in the plastic bag

" that's my father's name.. "said I'm still crying tears, he's right my father ? so he's my dad, huh ? how could I not want to believe it

Ayaaa... The ocean is so evil ! he took you from me ! not only Gabriel, I am now an orphan, the sea. You are so evil that you have taken away my happiness. Shall I hate you ?